Things have gone great. Alright checklist time:
Drugs I’m on:
Vicodin check
Penicillin check
Ibuprofen check
Weed check
Perfect smile ____
Cousin is letting me perform oral on her and maybe more? Check
awesome, all in all my life is finally getting exciting. The love of my life is finally taking notice (my cousin) and even though many (most of you) frown upon incest. I absolutely love it. She’s a virgin like me and wants me to make her orgasm or so I persuaded her. She could have said no, but said yes. We’re gonna pick some random date for it and choose a place at random thats secluded.Â
We’re going to eat hubby bars so we don’t get too nervous and if we get caught, I’ll do the talking if they let us at all. But they’ll probably be speechless. I love Jasmine, but sometimes you gotta release the sexual tension at one point or another, unless you like wild, out of control orgies jk. but I do love her and for that I want her to feel amazing. Maybe its the Vicodin talking since I haven’t been myself lately. I have bad hand-eye coordination and whatnot. I don’t know whether I’m going to go to school tomorrow. I want to tell my friends how loopy I am and whatnot, but being on drugs isn’t a good idea when you’re trying to do work right, so I digress and plan accordingly to my date with my cousin. We want to try a few things together and even though she and I are related, I absolutely love her. Oh wait for the train to pass, I might lose my balance.Â
Okay train left. Actually it went right but anyways. I love jasmine and ugh my stomache hurts, probably too much soup and blood mixture thanks to my bleeding gums assholes.Â
I’m kidding, even though the stitches weren’t perfectly made, they were still fondly nice looking. Goodnight, I am officially tired. Bye trains and cars and horses goodnight… Mwah mwah…
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Hmm, I should have proofread this first, but oh well it’s got my main points that I wanna get through and I don’t wanna go into detail. That little fucking kid nephew of my stepdad is getting on my nerves. Maybe i should get my friend to do whatever he wants to do to little kids and whatever jk. Fuck it I’m going to bed.
@RougueShadow; What is your age & what is Jasmine’s? (If you don’t mind me asking).
Why are you one vicodin? Was it prescription or illegally procured?
Sigh. I won’t judge you on the incest thing, but have you thought it out clearly? What if something goes horribly pear shaped later down the track, you end up broken hearted… you will still have to see her at every family gathering for the rest of your life. At the very least, please take birth control precaustions if it goes anywhere further than oral, right?
Its prescription for my use as pain reliever after getting 8 teeth extracted. Works wonders for me and stuff. Yeah if we were to go further than oral then of course but we probably won’t. I don’t even understand why she would let me do that. I didn’t expect her to say yes to it.
One negative thing in life and it causes me to crash down. This isn’t the right way to live for me. Goodnight.
Jasmine is my cousin and 17 is my age.
Just suprised a 18 year old would get viccodin. Seems kinda excessive.
I guess as the older person here, you have a responsibility to be the more mature one… and consider all these other things that factor into haveing an incestuous relationship. Like, how sitgmatized it is. People will shun you, talk about you, treat you like devil spawn. If you chose to live like that, fine, but as the elder, you have a responsibility make Jasmine away of the price you will both pay. Also, you’ll be out of school soon. You both might plan to look for jobs. Ever think about how something like this might effect both you and her job prospects? If you truly care about her, you will walk away.
Is she your first or second cousin? I think being with your second cousin is legal. Keep in mind, it’s still a frown upon for a lot of people. However, I won’t judge you for this. Just be sure to use protection, as One_Day suggested. I’d be bad enough if someone in your family found out that you two were having sex, but it’d be worse if you got her pregnant.
Also, are you sure you love her, or are you infatuated with her? When you mention the part about you both being virgins, it makes me wonder if you just want to experiment with sex.
@legitapplepie actually being with your first cousin is legal in most countries. Shoking, huh? My cousin is a nurse and she says she has to deal with a lot of deformed kids who’s parents were cousins. And, yeah you raise a good point…. it could just be infatuation…
Let me just say this. As I have thought about it for many months and since she came to California. I have fallen in love and resisted any sexual desire for her, since I was trying to tell myself since she was family there’s no chance of it. But then I thought of her as any other girl… That I fall in love with. First of all, I have sexual desires for women showing that I am at an age that I’m sexually maturing making me horny. If she were some cute girl at school, I may get similar feelings. Secondly, she is a first cousin and I love her. Either way I will most likely not bring up going down on her at all and never do it, but…
They gave me hydrocodon, a substitute for Vicodin.
So not follow my heart and just walk away… Yeah sure that’s made me go far. Never taking chances is what I’ve done and now I can’t really give a shit… I’m done, or else I’ll just babble on about stupid crap, so goodnight…
Note: I have been rather frustrated and been lashing out since I’d rather just be dead rather than deal with shit anymore. It’s lack of motivation to deal with shit anymore, so I’m sorry if I seem to be easily irritated or just a plain asshole…
Also I’m going to join the army, for the thrill of militaristic life, the love of weaponry, and to hopefully die at war. I have no reason to live and would rather go crazy in the battlefield and murder people at war where it’s legal (as long as you follow orders) than go insane in a nuthouse or suicide by pills/hanging/gun/car crash. Because apparently boredom can’t kill, it only makes you insane!!! Goodnight
Engaging in sexual relations with yr cousin is not following your heart it’s following your penis. Stop thinking wig the wrong head if you really care about her
“Because apparently boredom can’t kill, it only makes you insane”
I like this
Truthbetold thank you its true. I know first hand, I’ve been barely clinging to my sanity.
One_day: is there a such thing as making love to someone? I thought there was, maybe I should stick to masturbation the whole time right? Right before I see her I’ma masturbate! That’s what i tried all the time though… Hmm… Cold chills…