My mom is such a fucking *****, I’ve had it up to here!! I can’t stand her shit any fucking more, last week on Thursday, she fucking ruined my plans because one Wednesday she thought I was going to beat up my sister because I complained about her touching my things. She made this HUGE scene on the phone, in the party she was in and at home. She is fucking STUPID, all she fucking does is think lowly of me and I’ve had ENOUGH. So on Thursday, she RUINED my plans because  she says I MISBEHAVED on Wednesday, so I got SUPER FUCKING PISSED, […]
Oh, look. Just to make my day a bit better. My mom comes into my room, insults me because I “slept for 30 minutes longer” and then she goes on about how I’m “ungrateful”.
Mom, you’re a disgusting *****. A disgusting person, your mind is horrid and your actions are in vain. I regret knowing/acknowledging you as my mother. As well as my sister, you have not only allowed my biological father to beat me, but to allow him to visit me, knowing he had molested me and the cursed words he had told me in my room as I played “Naruto”, will never leave my […]
My sister Audrey had previously moved out…. When she moved out, she had moved in with my aunt, who had attacked me not once, but twice or thrice. The thing is, is that recently a lot of things has been happening..;; Let me sort of break it down for you guys.
My mother got into a relationship to this nice, mellow guy named Guille. His not bad or anything, and there’s nothing too wrong with him. But, I think my mother rushed into a relationship with him, my sister here moved in with my aunt, and I moved in with my mother and Guille in the […]
I want to feel happy again,
I’m sick and tired of this world.
There’s nothing to feel but pain and hatred.
I may have not done much,
but the actions I’ve made are enough.
The bile of hatred rises from the heart,
to break me.
To break me from my small air of hope.
I can never take a breath of relaxation,
I can barely rest without panic.
I want to see myself fall off my balcony,
I picture my blood seeping through my flesh.
I want to have my guts torn from my insides out,
I don’t want to feel this, it only makes me feel alive.
I don’t want to smile, for you.
I want to smile for […]
Things keep on getting worse for me, I really… I really just want to die, and I don’t see anything for me in this life. I really don’t, I don’t see anything happening for me… I know if I go to jump right now, off my 14th floor balcony there will be no one to stop me… I guess the main reason why I haven’t done it yet, because I want to feel needed or wanted, or maybe a reason to live for and I don’t have any reason to live for. Â I just want to die badly, I really do. I can’t have a […]
I fucked up, I’m just not that good in my own, happy circle… And when I try to enlarge it, or even have someone review my work. It’s just constant insults, if my own happiness is going to be insulted, why the fuck am I alive? If anything they deserve more respect than I do, they can cuss me out… But, cussing my happiness is like, taking the lowest hit… I knew I was never good at literacy, why did I even bother trying? I should have just given up, I should have… I’m just so upset now….I want to cry so badly now, I […]
~Who I am, for the time being~
Hello, I’m AemsTheHero, I’m 15 years old and I’m pansexual. I’m 5’4″-5’6″ ft tall. I’m around 110-125 lbs. My biological father no longer lives with me, Â I live with my mom’s boyfriend and my mother. I have a 19 year old sister, and a step-sister. I have two brothers, a younger and an older one. I’m not going to lie to you guys. ( My brothers aren’t by blood, but they are still my brothers, you’ll see why soon.). I have a /new/ young step-sister, older step-sister, and new younger step-brother. I’m not like normal girls, I’m quite unique […]