How will you feel if every time you look in at your reflection you feel a little sick. If you hair can never become flat, and the only way you can have good hair is if you chuck up a bunch of cash…..what if .you hated your skin…..you hated your hair…and then …when you finally started to get over it, or thougth it was all in your head, your best friend started talking about what she wants in a. Guy and mention how she can’t possible date a black guy………what would you do if this happen this happen to yout?
What do you think needs to change in the world and what do you thinks are the sets needed to make make that happen?
I am really sick of people telling me to shut up when I voice my opinion, if you disagree state your argument …. Arguments are heathy ….don’t just cut them off and be one angry…..it’s not good for you to be angry at what I say…. I am not angry when you shout and yell, throws insults at me and talk behind my back…..sometimes I Laught a little know ing that you are upset about my opinion of the world……its funny watching close minding people dance of my thougths thinking that they are rigth just becuase they can’t look into other peoples minds lol
O.o ……due to westerner ways Japan, America, Canada has made lolliecon illegal. Lolliecon is not real children it should not be out lawned…..America is too strict……and Japan is kinda foolish to ban things like lolliecon just becuase people take other countries and stuck up people take offends
Note I do not like like lolliecon that much rape Hentai is as addicting as normal mangas/anime …..I prefer it a million more than porn, maybe even real s.x…..(real s.x seems scary)
I think that banning such things is things is wrong on the goverment, they have no rigth to harm the innocents who never physical harmed any […]
Hey, I been writing a book about aboy who tried to shoot up his school but stopped becuase an teacher attacked him and locked him in his trunk.(<—– that's the main part of chapter one)
I have hand writed the frist 3 chapters before realizing I should write a chapter by chapter main objective and details to keep the book going along……..I did this for the first book
I also realized that after I typed it I became far smaller than I expected it to be (way shorter)
So I rewrote the first 4/40 pages handwritten (<—- the amount of pages I aming for per chapter….but […]
I hate eating…. My family is so poor and my mother is trying to save alittle money… It feels so wrong eating , or wanting things,……my mom is so irresponsible …we wants me to have every thing a normal high school senoir should have and want……but it’s retarded for me to think about such things like prom or senoir trip of a class ring……but my mom is dead set on it……..I don’t think I can do those things….prom will proably cost 900 dollars, senoir trip will proably 1000 dollars , and my senoir fees will proably be over 300 dallors ……………..I don’t want my family […]
What is respect and why dbe people demand it…..why do people ask to be treated wit more respect then others……I really do get it……Respect doesn’t exist?.. But I don’t know, what do you think?
I find peace in the moments rigth before and rigth after I come up with a plane to kill my self
I want to live but I don’t. I need to kill my self but the knifes at my house is too dull to cut……my social akwardness makes pushes me cloister to my death each time I go to work. I want to quite and sleep till I am dumb with high school. I want to work one my nigth to buy a really shaper knife.I have hope but it’s far to unrealistic ……I don’t know maybe I should just quite my job.
I am a bit off, when I was younge my father raped me. But I do not hate my father for rapeing me or making me watch porn, I am a bit up set for not being able to be completely innocent but I do not hate my father , in fact I am abit sorry for him for being as perverted as me with the male gender. Ever since I can rember I have Dream of porn or sex dreams. I have dream of being abused and watching other people getting abused. At one point I felt horrible for having a dirty mind, I […]
I got a job …. That I suck at becuase I have to talk to people, but I suck at talking to people and I kinda look creepy……buts that’s not the promble …the problem is I am trying to save money to start my bussiness ….but at the age at 17…. I find my self giving my money to my mother and grandmother who spend money irresponsiblely ……..if I can start my bussiness and spread like I want to by next year I can easly help my family and my self out………but rigth now I even spend a dime from my weeks pay…..working to save […]
Well I am basicly obese in the sense of BMI….the last guy I fell in love was gay and every thing I wasn’t, but he was depressed to, and I knew all of this before hand…..it hurted so bad to be by him now but I think I finally moved on….. I promised my self I will never date in my life time and I was kinda fine with that….,becuase I am a huge pervert and been that way since five….even thougth I never let any one see this part of me……but any way I found this guy who is worth trying for…… But I […]
I am so freaking awesome Is what I tell my self when I wake up….
I go Througth my day repeating this phrase eating on every word
And it helps
Till you’re eyes become filled with tear
Then you say ,about five times, fuck being depressed I am fucking awesome.
It helps for an hour or two
Then the words become meanaless
Then you add some humor
And repeat the words I am so freaking awesome
I bet no tears will comeback that day
Your fucks in life will not be giving ^^
Repeat daily …it will help for a while
The moment when you bored and knotice a friend you lost becuase of your depression is clost by and all you want to do is ask them how they are ……lol
Be happy ever one you still got seconds,days , maybe even years of time… To think, plan and to be a live …hahaha …lol
I a sorry if I hurt any body feelings on this site by expressing my own feelings …….blah I hate the word feelings………but still I am sorry if I hurt any one
Does any one eles dislike there gender….? This quistion if for both straight people and gay people ?
It’s hard to work hard when you know no matter how much effort you put in to changing yourself … You will never be worth any thing due to things you can’t change^^
What if I told you black people deep down dislike there traits
What if I told you black people hate there hair
What if I told you black people hair there skin
What if I told you black girls hate there height
What if I told you that some black people can’t stand the mirror
What if I told you nobody truly like black people
What if I told you being black sucks
^^ kinda makes me want all darkly color people whipped out of this world… Just for the fact of how much hate would be one there head …. If not by the world…. […]
So… I been depressed for as long as I can rember. I tried sudicid once and been thinking about it daily four four years now. I am sick of it , this year I have been trying really hard to destory my will to died, will my want to die grows stronger…..but ^^ I think I found something that won’t be deeply affected by my depression…….the awnser is …… manga…. Anime…..cosplay….and coustums…(even thougth I am black and can’t turly cosplay)……but mostly Mangas and anime…… I want to live to work really hard to have a great collection….. I hope to get an apartment where I […]