blueskye

We feel so alone. We feel like everyone hates us. We feel like everyone would be better off without us. Am I right?

We have suicide thoughts. We hurt ourselves. We push everyone out. We won’t admit anything is wrong. We pretend we are fine when we aren’t. We want to die. Am I right?

Well that is how I feel anyway. I feel like I just want to die. I feel like finally I know I won’t be okay. I know I am not fine. I know that I need to die soon to amke all this pain inside me go away.

The only thing keeping me […]

Hey everyone.

I have been on this website a while and I have been watching people waste their lives on here. I know I have been on here too and I know that I have probably wasted alot of time on here. But this isn’t the way. If you are depressed then you need to speak to someone, get help and make yourself, no matter how hard it is, see things in a better light. You need to step out of the darkness. Get rid of the shadows in your life and become the light.

If you cut your skin, harm yourself, hate yourself then please don’t […]

Hey if anyone ever needs to talk then I am here for you ALL. No matter how extreme the problem is because chances are I have been through it too.

I hope some of you comment/message me 🙂

I think I see things. Like people, who aren’t there, or shadows that quickly go past me. Or i will think my mum is coming up the stairs and go ‘Hey mum’ To ask her something and nobody will be there. Then I will see a shadow. It doesn’t creep me out. If anything it makes me curious. But I want to know, am i normal? Should this be happening?

Also, I have depression

I thought I could do this. Living. But I can’t. Truth is, I am not strong enough. The easiest way out now would be to kill myself because honestly nobody would care. I just want to end it. I have so many emotions inside of me. I am angry, sad, depressed, annoyed, and so much more. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want to die.

I put everyone down. When I am with people (which is hardly ever) I can see the look in their eyes. I can see them waiting for me to go. Because nobody likes me. I have nobody to talk to and nobody to relate to. From the outside, people see a girl with a happy life who is happy. But once you get to know me I am so different to the mask I put on. I wish I had the guts to kill myself.