Mental Institution

After two weeks out of a mental institution after I tried killing myself I am sitting in class wondering what is my next step where do I go from here? 42 pills. 3 times trieng to commit suicide. I guess there is a reason I am still here. When you get to a point where you feel like nobody understands and nobody loves you it sucks it really does. I am lucky though because I got the help that I need and I just hope I am strong enough to do it.