darkwillow

Not suicide related, just about life.

I applied for college 2 weeks before the first school day. I was surprised they had let me in considering the small notice I had given them. I’ve never really considered college before. I didn’t want to go, didn’t care for a degree, especially in a field like music where one is rarely cared about. But it was my violin teacher who suggested it. The way she talked about college made me consider into more and more over the weeks. So I just went for it. And now I’ve just gotten home from my first day of college… maybe I’ll […]

I gave a girl at this restaurant we went to a 100 dollar tip. I waited until she wasn’t looking before I put it on the table and basically ran. I love the idea of tipping people lots of money. After watching many YouTube videos of people doing it, I just wish I could do it all the time. But I’m not rich of course. 100 is the most I’ve tipped so far.

I also tipped this McDonald’s worker who was super kind but was being harassed my customers blaming his for their food not tasting right. And he was so kind and generous about it, […]

I feel sick. Physically and emotionally :c

I’m out of town and I need good books to read.. I like anything with a good story. Maybe not so much sifi related. But yeah. Any suggestions?

Some books ive read and loved are: a gentleman from Moscow, before we were yours, a man called ove, the golden compass series, well you get it..

A cute girl asks if you’d like to hang out. V7. The date goes great. I.

A cute girl asks if you’d like to hang out. V7. They decided she’s not into you. Imin.

Youre forced to work overtime. VI. Your phone breaks. II. Your wallet is stolen. III.

You’re forced to work overtime. VI. Your phone breaks. II. Your boss feel responsible, and supplies you with the latest smart phone. V.

But not everything is so linear…

Your wife dies. VII7. Your best friend stops answering your calls. bIImin. Your suicide attempt fails. IVMin. You’re sent into rehab. VIMinMaj7.

We like to believe we are living in “river flows in […]

About someone you know or used to know, that really stood out to you somehow. In a bad way or a good way. Someone who even now, makes you think of them.

Since I spend most of my free time studying music anyways, I can’t help but relate to it in stupid metaphoric ways.. most people won’t understand or care at all, but I can’t help but think about this a lot in relation to my life.

the tritone is the “devils interval”. It sounds harsh and unstable. But regardless, there are 2 natural tritones in any diatonic key/mode. That being the V7 chord and the VII chord. (G7 and B diminished in C major). .

If you’ve ever heard Amazing Grace, you know the importance of the V7 chord. Despite its dissonant sound, and tritone interval, the V7 […]

I was wondering if you could message me. Or if I could talk to you somehow.

Thank you for your emails. Thank you for your messages. Thank you for still being here. There’s a lot to thank you for. I’m glad I met you. I’m sure sure if you’ll see this.. if so, it’s 2219 not 2319.. and Champy says hi.. okay bye

Kinda funny asking this. Would anyone be interested in getting a place together? A lot of us hate our environments and want to move away. But that’s not so easy when you’re alone.

Anywhere in the US I suppose, you’d have to be 18+ (so we don’t get charged with kidnapping……) I have a car and I’m stable enough to get a job and whatever. So I think it’ll work out okay if anyone is interested.

And don’t worry, kind of a quiet, shy person so you won’t even notice I’m there!

And I think it would be really cool if there was like 4 of us or […]

Are you still here?

I had posted my email a few posts ago and I forgot what I have a Kik as well. I get lonely lots so if anyone feels the same and wants to talk, my Kik is devinx7  🙂