well it’s time 30 – 40 minutes, time to signoff with you all. It’s been entertaining my last few months on the site. Good fortune with your lives.
DazedRay
well finally I get to lay to rest in a few hours THANK GOD (lol whats so funny I just recently started saying thank god the past couple days knowing I will be dead and at peace).
Just printed my last few letters for mailing and can now relax my last few hours. Just have my hand written suicide note to be left behind, which will be short n sweet.
So I’ll have a few drinks, suck down some premo 420 and eat a home made 420 brownies I made a few days ago around 7PM EST
Hi ye all, my 2 1/2 month planning is finally coming to conclusion just under 48 hours. I just completed constructing my dual helium tank system to be used with my exit bag so I may finally rest from this tortured living.
I just have a few letters to write & email & drop in the box down the street just before I go.
I have been planning my final exit for a few months and know USA Independance Day will be the night for a number of reasons. Main one is the city will be fired up partying along our 3 rivers Regatta and spectacular firewworks. I know what time they begin the fireworks & locks all the traffic. I have to call 911 before I lower the bag or no one will even notice I am gone until they smell me & I rather have my body parts harvested for others to use & the rest of my carcus donated to science. I have already done a 911 […]
I have known for sometime meaning many a years being I am 53 That ending my own life is my option and have had a few blundered attemts. 2006 being my last real event of doing so from a suffocation chamber I made on my own but ended up strapped to a gurnie and hauled away to a hospital.
From another post a few days ago I mentioned my plans to want to get things in order in the next few months, such as getting a will to make certain my remains are to be used for organ donations & the left overs to whatever sciences want them. […]
I am abit tearful tonight for when my best friend stoped over to pick up my fried pc power supply to replace it for me from his home stash. I finally could not hold back any longer of my final exit plans,
He’s the only person who has really stuck in with me the past 19 years of my torments even beyond my own family. Now I realize it is him I am crying for. Because I am also his best friend & he comphends the depth of the misery I live in. He held back from talking and didn’t want to say anything stupid of […]
I just finished reviewing Final Exit site and contemplating on contacting them for my right to die.
Hmmm wonders if they just might think I am crazy.
I live in a constant state of exhaustion from a completely disabling form of sleep deprivation, which I was born with and was diagnosed at the age of 35 in 1994. The medical staff who were involved in the testing and diagnoses were surprised to how severe the sleep deprivation was and was informed by doctor that they really couldn’t comprehend how I was still alive and made it as long as I had at that time and ranked me in […]