I’m not sure why I even write this I jus …am
Idk why i go to work or why i try to diet or why i think tmm will hold something new
Deep down inside I just want to die now…. damn… I still gotta try tho… I jus dont know why….
I’m not sure why I even write this I jus …am
Idk why i go to work or why i try to diet or why i think tmm will hold something new
Deep down inside I just want to die now…. damn… I still gotta try tho… I jus dont know why….
I think we all resort to suicide when we lose our place in the world… Am i right? How many of you have tried to find your place again ? How many of you have found where you belong ? How many of you have found out you dont belong anywhere.
I am defective, i dont belong here and i fear i never will. I fear i will find a way to exit soon , and i would like a chance to apologize to the ppl i let down and to the creator for not making the most of the life i was given. Idk of theres anything jugding us but if there is i tried but i cant take anymore im sorry…. This might be the end.
I FUCKIN HATE LIVING EVERY FUCKIN DAY !!!!! ITS HARD AND PAINFUL DO MUCH FUCKIN PAIN!!! SO MUCH A PERSON HAS TO ENDORE ALL IN THE NAME OF THE GAME CALLED LIFE!!! ALL THIS PAIN THAT NEVER SEEMS TO REALLY GO AWAY BUT THATS NOT EVEN THE WORSE IN MY OPINION!! THE WOSE THING ABOUT IT IS NO MATTER HOW MUCH PAIN UR IN ULL HAVE SOME LIFE CRAZED WACK JOB SAYIN “DONT GIVE UP , I KNOW LIFE IS HARD FOR YU BUT HEY IM LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET SOME HOPE FROM TIME TO TIME SO DONT LEAVE SO I CAN STILL FEEL GOOD […]
There is this hole in my heart. No matter how hard ive tried to fill it ive failed. For me this feels like the end. Im scared and im tired and the only thing i could do this morning on my day off was contact my ex and post here on sp. I know posting here isnt like casting a spell to fix anything but ive seen alot of ppl who are ready to go and yes im scared but i dont think incan live life like this. Ive failed at this and i know ill become nothing the only thing left for me to […]
How many of you would call a quits if yu were turning 25 and most of ur teeth were falling out , yu lived alone. And couldnt seem to find someone to care about yu enough to love yu , yu were at a dead end job and yur left leg cracks everytime yu walk becuase of an accident at this dead end job and all yu have to cuddle with at night is a dog and ur regrets ? How many ppl would commit or how many would try to make somsthing good ?
Look at all the pain and confuion everyone is in. Always hoping for the best but expecting the worst wtf is this?
I really want to commit right now…
This guy axxy posted something pretty interesting and I think it speaks to the core of this website and the ppl here. We all want to exit but we don’t have wat it takes to commit but the pain of going on is overwhelming so it’s fucked up, cuz wat do yu do ? Wat do we do?? We come here and vent until venting isn’t enough either, for some ppl they can choose to change things around for a lot of other ppl they can’t .. Becuz of wat ever reason be it physically or mentally. I can’t . But it’s not like I […]
Im only 24 and yet I have so many things wrong with my body , I can’t go on like this . I know if I can’t exit from some outside form then I will do it myself. I jus hope I don’t re-awake to something worse than the reality I’m in now…
this person that posted below me said everything I wanted to say so all that I will add is why is it that none of us meet up??? We know no one else will understand how we feel but the ppl on the site , we connect so why is it that were seperted by a phone screen or a laptop ?? Why are we alone even wen we know we’re not ?
I really need someone to talk to about this and I have no one in my life I can do that with , without being judged.
So here goes nothing. I started feeling suicdal about three years ago when my gf of six years left me. I was devastated that someone so close to me could abandon me, someone I thought was apart of me permanently could find herself not needing me anymore. I struggled with the break up even up till now I’ve like tried to win her back even when there was nothin but rejection and pain in front of me. And with all […]
How is it that you become the person you want to be?
How do you stop making mistakes you completely regret? Do you already know the right thing to do all along?
life is hard and to live it you have to learn to let go, you have to let go of expectations and except realilty but I guess wat I’m gettin at is it seem suicide is always an answer to the struggles of life
I am tired much like the rest of you
I go as far as to classify myself as a huge loser. When I think about life , my life I think about what I’ve lost , what I’ve tried to accomplish and everything I’ve failed at. I have already given up deep inside, I know I don’t want to continue so this is where I lose this is the part where I stop trying and whatever happens , happens. And if I ever get the strength to accomplish my goal of exiting this world then that would be the only victory that would matter in my […]
what if we lived in a world where we could comment when ever we were ready? How many ppl would still be alive? How susessful would thoughs who were living be? How would the earth look? Should we as thinking sentient being be allowed that as a right?
honestly wat I’ve learned living is jus the same as most of yu probly already know. And that’s sometimes things don’t get better. Some people gotta live a tragic cold existence. Nd that’s jus the way it is. Idk wat to say that I either haven’t said a trillion times before or one of yu posted a google times before that. I haven’t taken my life yet becuz I would feel pretty bad for myself. I haven’t done anything wrong but I feel like I’m paying for something. Idk why should I HAVE to die so that the pain can stop…! That’s jus the way it […]
I don’t even care. I jus wanna blank my mind out. Life… Wat can I say… It’s better to jus expect the worst nd hope for the best… But to me that stupidly Unsatisfying
Much like the most of you here , my depression is caused by how alone I am now. But to be honest I rather it this way now. It’s hard to put trust in another person , to trust no matter how good or bad things are , to trust they won’t hurt yu. Ever since my last break up I have serious trust issues. It’s hard for me to connect to ppl now. Madara uchiha from the series naruto said it best. Human will never be at peace with one another becuz we will never truuuly understand each other. So if yu asked me […]
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