So tired of my broken life
So tired of always struggling
So tired of “waiting for good things to happen”
So tired of my broken mind
So tired of always being depressed
So tired of always being alone
So tired of it all
Why does my life constantly have to be an uphill battle?
Why can’t I have a nice happy relaxing life for once?
It’s been decades so no, the “good things will happen soon” crap everyone is always saying just isn’t going to happen. When will it happen? Probably when I die.
It seems a nice happy relaxing life just isn’t ever going to happen. Sigh.
The problem is that this world is overrun by shitty people. Not only that but I personally keep encountering shitty people.
Big fat NOTHING.
I’m just wasting my life away…
(other than death)
Ah yes, THIS.
https://www.cnbc.com/2021/01/22/new-wharton-study-people-are-happier-when-they-earn-more-money.html
I’m so tired of ppl shoveling “money isn’t important” to our faces.
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“Conventional wisdom suggests that “money can’t buy you happiness.” And well-known research from 2010 had shown that people tend to feel happier the more money they make only up until a point of about $75,000 a year.
But according to a new study out of University of Pennsylvania’s The Wharton School, people’s well-being rises with the amount of money they make, even beyond $75,000.
Money affords people autonomy to make choices about how they live their lives, Matthew Killingsworth, study author and senior fellow at Wharton, who studies human happiness, said in […]
“money isn’t important”
“money doesn’t bring you happiness”
blah blah blah
well being poor sure as f*** make happiness, peace, friendships, good health- all those things- damn near impossible.
-i’m sick and in constant pain- money would sure help in the health dept, as well as paying ppl for stuff i can’t do or have a hard time doing. or too fatigued or depressed to do
-i have shit neighbors that are so fucking noisy and i have zero peace- if i had money, i’d leave go and somewhere better. heck, at this point, i’m done with the US. i want to […]
I found this article super helpful. Heck, I didn’t even know they had a term for it until I read it a week ago. Some asshole tried to do it to me a couple of months ago. Fucking evil. I am so glad I recognized he was a POS sooner rather than later.
https://www.bustle.com/p/what-is-negging-7-signs-someone-is-doing-it-to-you-72174
Short of a couple million dollars, I think I’m doomed to be depressed.
I just moved out of my apt a few months back because several neighbors in the past were asses (had to endure 4 different asses over a span of 1.5 years). As if THAT pain wasn’t enough, I recently moved into a house (it’s not a rental so I can’t just leave and go elsewhere), and the neighbor to my left makes SO much noise. Which pisses not only me off, but pisses the neighbor on my right.
When the asshats on my left make noise, the ppl on the right retaliate and make noise. And then the asshats make more […]
Has anyone watched this movie? It’s on Netflix. I re-watched it 2 nights ago and it’s quite interesting. Would love to discuss this movie with people who have watched it (or will watch it). I definitely recommend it, especially since we’re all depressed and want to die. No this movie doesn’t have to do with depression- it’s the opposite actually.
So everyone is trapped in this room and it’s killing people off one at a time, every 2 minutes. It appears only ONE person can make it out alive, and they’re all clamoring to live. And trying to decide […]
How interesting is it that LIVE spelled backwards is EVIL
Not that I believe in reincarnation- just a fun post- but if you could be reincarnated as anything, what would you choose to be and why?
I’ve fallen into the deep abyss- a deep deep pit of depression- and I don’t know how to pull myself out. Not my normal level of every day depression- this is way worse, way deeper, and far harder to come out of.
I just want love, peace and happiness (ok, good health and lots of money to live comfortably). That’s it. That’s all I’ve ever wanted since I was a kid. Yet, the universe decides all I shall have is endless suffering. -_-
ME- Love, friendship, meaning, a zest for life, money, health
YOU- ?
how we’re all suffering and feeling similar things, and yet we feel so alone?
No one knows each other here, so we are alone. I mean, for me at least, I have no real friends. I have no real connection to anyone or anything on this Earth.
I’ve always been alone. I used to be young, strong, and fine with being alone. But now it’s fucking depressing. What I crave the most is a connection with someone, IRL, to like me, to love me, to care about me.
What is life if no one cares about you? And […]
I feel cursed.
I feel like this universe has it out for me.
too tired to fight this eternal battle to stay alive and do all the upkeep of keeping oneself alive.
The anxiety is almost as bad as depression. Maybe worse. God, I’m cycling between crippling depression and crippling anxiety. I can never relax. I can never enjoy life. I hate my life. I hate my mind. I hate that I am not (or cannot) make my life better.
WHY do I have to be born? Fucking A. If I was never born, I wouldn’t have to deal with this shit my WHOLE fucking life.