General I’m getting weaker… by eternaldarkness 2/18/2021 written by eternaldarkness 2/18/2021 too tired to fight this eternal battle to stay alive and do all the upkeep of keeping oneself alive. 4 comments 0 Email Related posts “I had no idea. I had NO idea.” 3/2/2021 Back again 3/2/2021 Sorry not sorry 3/2/2021 An Explanation for those I Love 3/2/2021 No doubt about it! 3/2/2021 3/1/2021 vacutainers 3/1/2021 My family can’t relate. 3/1/2021 Sometimes we need those kind words lol 3/1/2021 I haven’t been able to sleep tonight 3/1/2021 4 comments blue_dude15 2/19/2021 - 12:28 am I don`t see people struggling from depression as getting weaker. I think you`re pretty damn strong for still hanging on and still living even though your depression is trying its best to kill you. And that takes a lot of strength Log in to Reply eternaldarkness 2/19/2021 - 1:59 pm i’m so tired of fighting… -_- Log in to Reply blue_dude15 2/19/2021 - 7:35 pm yeah, thats completely understandable. I guess I just like to think of it that depression is trying its best to kill me, but somehow I`m still hanging on, even though I`m tired. I don`t know. I`m sorry if this counts as toxic positivity, its just something that kind of makes me feel a little bit better. Log in to Reply sgiksw 2/20/2021 - 11:52 pm Yes, it’s tiring. I’m tired of fighting myself. I’m tired of fighting other people who don’t listen and never help. I’m tired of caring for myself. Alone. I’m tired of taking care of my lerson, it’s exhausting. And society, which should be moving towards making life easier has moved in the opposite direction in the name of greed. We were making progress. Fast food was supposed to end cooking, other modern convinces were supposed to help. But we created them, then stopped. We didn’t better them, we didn’t use those ideas as a springboard. We’ve been stagnant and going backwards. It’s hard knowing things could be easier physically yet because of the powers that be, we are trapped struggling. Being physically exhausted can cause depression. Just being exhausted. And also mentally having to process and over explain because people are in able of listening. People are so inwardly focused. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.