I’ve fallen into the deep abyss- a deep deep pit of depression- and I don’t know how to pull myself out. Not my normal level of every day depression- this is way worse, way deeper, and far harder to come out of.
I just want love, peace and happiness (ok, good health and lots of money to live comfortably). That’s it. That’s all I’ve ever wanted since I was a kid. Yet, the universe decides all I shall have is endless suffering. -_-