Wow…the last time i logged on here was September. I never knew I could suppress suicidal thoughts like this for so long, and I don’t know how I managed to do so.Â
Things have gotten a little better, and I have gotten a little happier. But in my case, the good times seem to come and go, and now everything is just plain wrong again. I don’t know what to say or do or think anymore, but all I know is that everything about me and my life just seems so pathetic now. My family and TRUE friends are all far away, and I don’t know when I will get […]