hogpotter

It has been 2 months since I last came here on SP.  Some of you might remember me… Amakua, rocketman, etc.

I have become a completely different person. I hereby declare that I am out of the pit of suicidal thoughts.

I am no longer that person. The little girl who used to be afraid of the darkness. The girl who cried alone in the middle of the night. I am no longer a pessimistic fool who depreciate myself. I am no longer a weak failure who always yearn to slit my wrists with a razor.

I no longer smile with dead eyes.

Now there are really no more […]

Something horrible happened, and the way we handled it was even more horribly. But enough of that. Years of nights crying and dying are all bullshit.

Put that razor away, use it for shaving only. We don’t need more scars. The only things you should scar are the lives of them on the list.

December will pass, and the next months after that will come and go like wind. Then we will go out, free, at last!

Because He is not going to help you. He is gone and done for good. But I am still here, and I will save you. What have I said? Never rely […]

Enough sitting here and dying all day.

If you won’t help me then I’ll find my own way.