Today I have a lot of tings i have got to get done,but i dont have the energy to do anything. I’ve been walking around my house doing nothing. I didn’t eat anything, because nothing sounds good. My mom and step-dad yell at me for not eating, if they understood how i felt they wouldn’t yell at me. My friend thinks I’m tough because I don’t cry in front of people, but I’m not tough, I’m scared to show people my weakness,because every time i do, i get stabbed in the back.  When I do cry i do it in the shower,or in my closet. Every time i think im going to start crying i […]
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KannibalKatie
I guess I am currently thinking about suicide, and I think  I am  probably going to. Here are my choices of how:
Pills. OD. I have two bottles of sleeping pills next to my bed just waiting for me.
Hanging. I could easily hang myself on the tree in our backyard.
Blood loss. I could cut so much I could loss enough blood to finally get out of this.
Gun shot. My dad owns quite a few guns, I know how to use all.
I cut quite often. Never on my wrists, my family could easily find out. I have serve depression, bi polar, and major anger issues. I guess I’m on here to tell my […]