nobody

I was going to upload this last night, but I decided it was best to let Chip cool off.

https://youtu.be/3dV5E5ku4PA

Anyway, I’ve got to help someone move today, so I can’t be here for very long. And yes, I am 6’4, and my voice is usually deeper than that. XD

I learned something recently. That it doesn’t make sense to bash on people for their religion, even if you don’t believe in it. I have seen that we all interpret the ‘divine’ in different ways, whether or not you believe in it, and though I don’t, I see where we can learn from the idea of our mortality being a test for something greater yet to come.

Howl by Allen Ginsberg: Summary and Critical Analysis

In the author’s own words, the poem is an affirmation of individual experiences of God, sex, drugs, absurdity etc. Part I deals sympathetically with individual cases. Part II describes and rejects the Moloch of society which confounds and suppresses individual experiences and forces the individual to consider himself mad if he does not reject his own deepest sense. Part III is an expansion of sympathy and identification with Carl Solomon who is in the madhouse-saying that his madness basically his rebellion against Moloch and I am with him, and extending my hand in union. This is an […]

In Italian culture, the number 17 is considered unlucky. When viewed as the Roman numeral, XVII, it is then changed anagrammatically to VIXI, which in the Latin language translates to “I lived”, the perfect implying “My life is over.”

http://www.cracked.com/blog/6-harsh-truths-that-will-make-you-better-person/

A relationship… it is some mutual validation, approval, shared moping and groping. Like a business transaction.
Whats the big deal? She/he loves you? I doubt she/he is capable of even seeing you except through the lens of his/her needs and projected wishes.

I don’t see how relationships are any different from a business deal, however much they may be romanticized. Moreover, people are sustaining such fickle notions of relatedness (most of which is based on need fulfilling), it seems to me that they too are actually alone but they don’t know it yet. I think, even their ‘bonding/relationship’ is a farce. An […]

Just kill me now and spare what little dignity I have left. It’s not worth it at this point. It’s just not worth it. Kill me.

snapped
To have lost one’s sanity; to have been broken under intense pressure mentally.

“So the video begins with a scene of a dismal, dark, rusty city plagued by the sound of police sirens and helicopters, and you even hear a gun being shot. Then, there’s a cloud layer, Above that layer is the Feel Good Inc. tower.

I assume this little clip is showing how the violence and killing is very separated from the tower of pleasure/cheap thrills/etc… Everyone in the tower is cut off from the reality below. Literally, their heads are in the clouds.

Then we are shown the inside of the tower. Dead bodies are everywhere and the only one that stands out is 2D. Then, […]

Link in the comments. Goodbye, virus.

I wish people would stop lying about appearance. It’s a pathetic and shitty thing to do. Appearance does matter, my friends. Sad but true. After all, this is not huggy bears.

I don’t look at things as positives and negatives. I look at things as facts. It is a fact that breeding with me, for example, would objectively be a bad choice, because my genes are very poor, therefore I am of no use to the species, in evolutionary terms. Therefore people will subconsciously (And consciously) ostracize me (Yes, they will, and they have) in the name of evolution and find ways to avoid interacting with […]

It’s more fitting if you play both songs at the same time. It sounds like my mind.

https://youtu.be/L10TQH3-Im8

My father’s father committed suicide when he was ten, and my father found him hanging in the basement and was blamed for it, at ten years old. My father who I never met committed suicide one week before my birthday when I was about to turn ten. My mother hated my father. My father’s brother committed suicide. I’m just the next in line. My mother’s grandmother was unstable. My father was unstable. My mother was just a mess. Both of my parents were alcoholics. My mother was raped multiple […]

Nameless, Formless

Why do you love what you cannot grasp?

Why do you scream into the void?

Why do you cusp the foul water,

Only for it to leak from your hands as you are destroyed?

I do not know why you long for me

I do not know why you care

I have nothing to present to you

There is nothing there

The smoke rising from the withered forest

Is from a long forgotten blaze

I’ve used it to mask my hurt

I’ve languished in its haze

The current of the air batters me

It erodes me like a stone

Who are you to tell me

That I am not alone?

I want to become a monster

So that I do not […]

I discovered Shocking Blue through Nirvana, the fact that they covered this is evidence of Cobain’s genius. Cobain was also versed on the works of William S. Burroughs, the writer of the prose novel Naked Lunch. William Burroughs worked with Allen Ginsberg, America’s most famous poet. Sadly, although he is considered famous, most Americans do not know of him, or recognize his name. Anyway..

Caught it blossoming. 

There aren’t many here now. I may as well use this opportunity to show what I really look like.

Am I… pret-tyyy?

I don’t proclaim, nor do I presume to have a right to your inner
emotions, nor do I claim to fully understand them. But I hope that this
doesn’t induce too great a form of apprehension in you in the fact that I am
trying to reach out to you. I am going to share my thoughts. I apologize for this being
so long, but I don’t intend to patronize you.

Young people such as yourself tend to feel something called angst to a degree that
can paralyze them. Some so called adults, in a condescending manner, like to poke fun at
adolescents about their “teen […]