As I sit here with tears streaming down my face, I struggle with the thoughts that I am all alone and that everyone would be so much better off without me around anymore. I’m sure there are a few who would miss me for a little while but life goes on. Minutes turn into hours, hours turn into days, days turn into months and months turn into years. Before long, I would be a distant memory. I struggle to fight these thoughts every minute of every day. I’m tired. I’m tired of fighting. I’m tired of trying. I’m only prolonging the agony for everyone who […]
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Tina31
Feeling really down today. Wrote this to share with my therapist today if I don’t chicken out before I give it to him….
I’m tired. So very tired. It takes so much energy to keep up a false facade, a false beautiful smile, a cheery act when others are around me because I don’t want them to see the pain inside of me. I am afraid to tell those around me how much pain I am in because it would destroy them, so instead I bury it deep down inside, where it destroys me.
I wish people would stop asking if I’m okay, I’m tired of lying. […]