tiredofchronicpain

Today had an argument with a “pro lifer”. I thought you had a “right to life” by default. She mistakenly thought “the right to die” abuses the “right to life” and when I threw the analogy at her of a cancer patient suffering on end to just wait to die with pain, she pointed to the 0.001 correlated samples of cancer patients eventually getting better. I rolled my eyes and told her to study modal logic and walked off. What can we learn from this?

I heard about “pro life” activism and immediately laughed. Apparently these “pro life” groups are rising to an anti-thesis to the […]

What can I say? soon to go back to South Africa because I cannot get a job. The woman I worked for 3 weeks ago refuse to pay me for the work( yes, i worked twice for individuals here in Australia: the former did his PHd from my blood and sweat without paying me a scent, the latter, did not pay me a cent for the hard work I performed either, was tyrannical and violent).

I am pondering my existence out of fright, pain, and horror. To sum up: 29, graduated, incel, pain, depression, anxiety… I probably can find a long fucking acronym to holistically summarise […]

The “R U Ok” movement has every right to be laughed at. In fact, I haven’t laughed this hard since September 2017 last year looking at a similar popup. I thought this was a joke, till I googled it. It is basically a group of individuals querying people to talk about their problems, and I find it even more laughable asking it in hell a.k.a the suicideproject where most of us have REAL problems that can’t be fixed with the traditional CBT approaches. This cult of “Are You Ok” implies that every problem can be fixed by talking about it. It assumes the only reason […]

Hi, if you are 30 or above, I would like you to reply and tell me how you cope with day to day.  I feel lost and that there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe you older groups here could direct me to who you are. I don’t want you guys to sit alone and feel like islands if we can get a conversation at least going on and try and get some perspective from a fellow older lad like myself, 29 now. I feel time is running too fast. How do you cope with depression? Pain? Cancer? Unemployment? Anxiety? Do […]

I have had a terrible dream this morning. I dreamt of having the cloud of depression over me. I was living in a shady little place with my father in this dream. We had no privacy together and were boxed in. I dreamt I was completely hopeless and finished with 5 interviews already. While the dream went on, I was afraid none of the employers will phone me back. I had 78 dollars left in my bank account. I was sticking him for a burger meal and I was worried if that amount goes to zero, he would have to support me fully and […]