The effects of suicide on family and friends.
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Family & Friends Effects
Last few days i’ve felt pretty lost. Not so much that i don’t know where i am, or where i want to go, but that i have no idea how to get there, or how to not be stuck where i am. It’s a different kind of lost; much more like ‘stuck.’
Kinda feelin’ like i gotta go.
I don’t really want to, but i can’t seem to find another way forward or out.
Need money, but can’t get it. And since i can’t get money, i can’t do anything but wait for more of my life to tick away into the abyssal past, unspent. So as long […]
I don’t know where I’d be without my deformed maniac shelter puppy. (Why, and perhaps how, would anyone breed a dachshund with a pit bull?). Somehow, I just couldn’t say no to his white vest and two white toes on each foot. He’s the most bro dog I’ve ever had.
And cat people, please don’t confuse cats with the greatness of dogs; dogs are clearly higher in the Lamarkian chain of beings. ;^)
I used to have a big sloppy Saint Bernard. One day while walking back home, Bobo stopped at a teenage girl sitting on a curb in front of the bus […]
Have  you ever thought about what would happen to the humanity in 60 000 years? Will we still be here? Will people be able to live the same way as we are today? Or at least those who aren’t struck by this hopelessness us depressed are in.
I have a theory. First, I wan’t to settle some things. I’m a realistic thinker and believe– No, don’t believe – I know we are here because of the evolution. I’m sorry to all those heavy religious people out there: I envy your dedication to Jesus, Allah, lions or whatever you believe in and trust, but I don’t understand how fictional […]
i just feel that rare moment i take to even make a teeny smile someone chooses to fuck up my day.
Thanks assholes.
Taking my own life sounds terrible to other people right now but to me it sounds really good right now. I keep hearing about how this little 12 year old girl committed suicide because she was bullied so much it pushed her to that point. You don’t understand how much that made me break down inside and cry. Today is the day after the 12 year anniversary of the 9/11 attack. I lost my uncle in that terrible attack. And people expect me to get over him? He was a hero. He saved so many people, On his way up the stairs again to save […]
There’s something cold and blank behind her smile
She’s standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
“You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away”
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won’t save her from herself
Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
I miss you so much. You were the only person who made me feel really loved for the first time. It was a lie and just for a moment. That hurts. Still. I miss you like crazy.
Hey guys,
I know how all of you feel. Suicidal, alone, and depressed.
I knew that feel for 12 years now, I weren’t alone but I thought I were, I didn’t see no friends, not my girlfriend, I thought they were fakers, they were laughing at me, I couldn’t even see that my girlfriend loves me. why would she, I’m a 24/7 depressed person who couldn’T help her at anything, who does so much, and I didn’t see how much she has done for me, it all started in the year 2000. My father left my mother and was gone, for a long time, till I saw […]
Is there anyone willing to help me? I’m feeling lonely & depressed anyone?
I was only 6 years old when I was told I was to fat and my grandparents bribed me with $100 to lose 20 pounds… I did but little id I know this was just the beginning to my eating disorder…. Threw out schooling all the kids forced me to go on diets so I would look how they wanted and be like them so they did’t haft to been seen with ugly old me… After a while my parents joined into the torment… for as long as I can remeber I binged my problems away.. around grade 4 I started starving myself to be […]
Hey, how are you?
I know I have probably stuffed everything up between us but I didn’t know who else to talk to. No one understands me. I feel like letting you go was probably a bad idea but I know it was for the best. I’m gunna be honest here I just don’t think you were as into it as I was, and thats okay. But I really hope we can be friends.
I have no one to talk to. And today has been really bad. I stayed home from school and I was just thinking and thinking about Sam about you about everything […]
My life is hell. Â No, I’m not your average guy, and no I’m not looking for attention. Â I’m considering suicide. Â I love my kids, so I have found a way to get through today. Â My wife is driving me insane. Â We fight.. Â dirty.. Â I say things I know hurt her she says things to hurt me, wow how human.. Â however, Â I recant my mean and thoughtless words, and back up my recant with actions. Â I show her what I said is not true. Â On good days I chase her like a school boy and his first crush.. Â I love her madly.. Â she never recants. […]
Being asked to take care of your 19 year old cousin’s kids because she abandons them, friends drama and my mother getting on my last nerves! please someone help me ! Any advice ? I really need it ! 🙁
I’ve been diagnosed with Autism, probably Aspergers syndrome, two weeks ago. I had an evaluation meeting and they told me that I have that. I was completely in panic, because since november last year, I constantly hear: yeah, you do have autism (pdd-nos), no you don’t have autism, you maybe have autism. So, I was like: Do I have autism, yes or no? I want clearity now! But I didn’t tell them, because I had the plan to tell that at the evaluation, but before Icould say that, they already told me I DO have autism, and probably aspergers syndrome, but that doesn’t matter anymore […]
this question seems too obvious I know..but i am just too curious..
i have been thinking “then what”?? for a very very long time. Every ones gonna die, may be today, tomorrow , 10 years later..IDK.. and when you die, would you like an elaborate funeral, and memorial??
I am a Hindu Brahmin and we have an elaborate funeral rite that extends over an year, plus elaborate commemorative services every year hence forth.
you can read about it here, if you are interested:Â http://in.answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090820093602AA3uumz
And I wouldn’t care less about whats gonna happens to my “body” once i am gone. I don’t want an “elaborate rite” .. they can […]
It’s very true. I don’t know how else to put it. I don’t know how to make people understand. Just when I think I move on it has the rubber band effect and it just it pulls and pulls and pulls and then it hits harder than it did before. My family isn’t helping, in fact they make me feel way worse. Maybe I should do it. Maybe i need to do it. I don’t see my reason for being on this earth anymore. I just want someone. I’ve been praying and asking ,but i’m just tired of asking for someone. I need my self […]
I know it’s “important” and all, but that doesn’t mean I enjoy any of it. We as students have to endure 35 + hours of school each week (yes, I did the math), but it never seems to be enough for teachers or parents. They still demand more and more and never think we deserve a break. All the weekend homework and the failure to acknowledge that we actually have lives outside the classroom infuriates me. It makes me suicidal to think that no one appreciates the time I actually spend trying to please them, but then again, I’m tired of thinking that’s my only […]
I don’t know what to say…
I just can’t do it anymore.
I tried but I always end up hurting…
I really tried this time.