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The effects of suicide on family and friends.

Society Is Fucked Up

by ImJustAnotherWorthlessGirl
written by ImJustAnotherWorthlessGirl

i know ppl dont care, but its nice when theY pretend to. they let me get close to them, thinking i could trust them, but than as soon as i do one little thing wrong, they turn their backs on me. I honestly couldnt care, i realized i havent talked to anyone in 2 days straight, and for once i felt better about myself. But than my supposedly “best friend” calls me a conceited *****. just because i dont want to talk. i only did this for me…… and the one time i do something for myself, im a selfish slut? like seriously what the […]

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oh…F_ck!!!

by SadAlone01
written by SadAlone01

just F_ck

f_ck my family that steals from me

f_ck my family that ignores me, as if i dont even exist!

f_ck my so-called “friends” that are never around

f_ck face book and all YOUR great times i dont want to read about

f_ck this life that i never asked to be born into

f_ck it all!

NO REPLIES NECESSARY….i just needed to rant for a bit!

:/

 

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Families Hurt You the Most

by stupid_reasons
written by stupid_reasons

My family suck. Mostly my mom though. They are full of empty promises and bullshit reasons to hit you or ***** you out for something stupid. Like today for example, I was walking around this glass table outside when my dog, who was with me, freaked out and pushed the table over. My mom gets angry and blame me for the table being broken. She hit me and started saying things that just hurt, especially when it’s coming from FAMILY. She cared more about ten old table that’s about 7 years old then me bleeding and hurt. Like it’s a table. She was talking about […]

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Why Does EVERYONE Leave at Once?

by SadAlone01
written by SadAlone01

Does anyone ever feel this way?  i can be going good, then ONCE AGAIN, i find myself being taken advantage of for trying to help others, only to be critically used in the end, OR completely ignored by an entire facet of my family….always have been…and then they sit around and wonder what is wrong with ME?,,,when they refuse to have me over, state my house is too small, so refuse to come here.  i hate the judgement and games they play.  Neighbor wants to constantly use me…does help me at times (as i need/appreciate assistant due to my chronic pain issues) but just found […]

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Insignificant.

by missbrown
written by missbrown

Do you ever wonder how insignificant you really are? I’m sitting out here looking at this beautiful sky but I can’t help but feel entirely small. Life has become so hard for me to grasp and understand, and it leaves me completely confused.  Day to day I fumble through the same routine: fight myself to get up, go to work, anxiety, anxiety, anxiety. The only good part about my day is being with my family at my new home but I don’t know how long anyone will ever love me. Love always goes away. Orat least  that is how things have been thus far.

I want […]

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Why Can’t ANYONE truly Love me as I am?

by SadAlone01
written by SadAlone01

I feel as if I am a defective person; mere trash that the common person uses for their own purpose then tosses away, like yesterdays newspaper.  I grew up in a dysfunctional home. (Who hasn’t, right?)  But  I’ve had an extremely hard time making friends. (I am in my forties, so this isn’t a new thing.)  My family is either ultra-religious &   I am a heathen who doesn’t follow their God-fearing ways…so they outcast me.   Also, my sibling has children and grandchildren now, too…but those are his only family.  just his immediate…no sisters, parents, cousins, NOTHING…just his own tight knit unit he gets to […]

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My experience

by PerfectDay
written by PerfectDay

It’s  my first time here, I want to say that English is not my first language so I’m sorry if I make mistakes.

I’m 20 and I’ve been suicidal since I was 9, I’ve tried it a few times when I was younger and didn’t succeed but luckily no one even noticed. I’ve regularly made cuts in my legs since I was 12, my family and friends have seen the scars and even asked about them but none of them seems to actually care about it.

Last year I started talking with who is my best friend now, she’s suicidal too. We support each other and we […]

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Him.

by iciss_ssici
written by iciss_ssici

His Smile, Ooh I just loved his smile.
His Eyes, I could get lost in them forever.
His Laugh, Brightened my day

He said “Don’t give up. I’m always here for you.
Just Calm down, and you can do it.”

But where is he now?
More than a Hundred miles away, Living his life, Ignoring my existence..

What do I do now?
Who do I talk to?

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Can’t get over it: /

by lookinggirl
written by lookinggirl

I have been reading stories on this site for a long time, but I finally signed up to be able to write something myself tonight. Although I don’t consider myself suicidal, I must admit I have thought about it on more than 1 occasion. I have had a couple times that I really felt like dying, but first of all I would never have the guts. Second,v believe that anything we go through in life can be turned around, but you know what? That’s not why I’m here tonight. I’m here because I figured this is the perfect place to vent and give myself a […]

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He

by hellblau
written by hellblau

He makes me weak, He makes me smile, He makes me cry, He makes me love him, He makes me hate him, He makes me happy, He makes me sad. And still, I can’t get him out of my fucking mind.

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My never ending story

by lost_cries
written by lost_cries

In fourth grade I moved to a new school..I was heavier than most of the students there and they made sure I knew. They constantly bullied me n called me fat and said worst thing about me. My teacher even pulled me by my hair and threw me into the principles office. I always went home crying. After that year I moved schools. I made sure I worked out so I wasn’t as fat by the time 5th grade came, I entered that school (I left my grammas house n moved in with my mom) I made some friends but I still heard the words […]

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People who say they “love” you

by Stain
written by Stain

If I could obliterate one word from the human vocabulary it would be “love”. That word is merely an excuse, a pretentious claim, a self-serving tool for impotent people to compensate for their lack of emotional sincerity. What’s the matter, don’t know how to show it? Gosh ok, then just say it. A hundred times every day. Like a jingle for a brand of dish soap.

“O, they love least that let men know their love.”
Shakespeare, Two Gentlemen of Verona. Act I Sc ii.

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i’m a fucking mess, but you can’t see that

by justtheoneintheback
written by justtheoneintheback

I’m absolutely fucked. No one knows but its true. If your read this through than you’ll know but those that know me they won’t know, i’ll make sure of it. I’m 18 years old, just finished high school and going to be starting college next year. This absolutely should be the best time of my life right, or at least that’s what all those movies made me believe. I’m the one in the family that you probably get compared to. The one who is polite and behaves and has never had a boyfriend even though shes smart and easy to talk to. The reality is […]

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i want to help u

by ronal007
written by ronal007

There was a time when i posted my sad story on this forum.To be honest i never want to remember those moments again in my whole life. But I definitely want to remember and thanks to this forum, that today i am a better person.

I met somebody through this forum who really helped me to overcome those bad days. I would like to do the same with people out here. I want to help you all and make you feel comfortable. I want you all to know that i will always be there if anyone needs me then feel free to msg me on inhellut@gmail.com

 

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First Post

by greensky
written by greensky

Hi. I’m a 38-year-old female. I’ve been reading on this site for many months. But I’ve never posted. Today I felt like I should share my story. The first time I thought about suicide was when I was 10. I can remember locking myself in my bedroom closet for two months surrounding myself with pillows crackers and fantasizing about who would be at my funeral and whether anyone would care, I scratched at my wrists. That was the only self harm I can ever recall. That was the beginning of what I consider the bad gene. Fast forward to now present day and what I […]

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im tired of feeling left out

by itsnoteasy
written by itsnoteasy

The thing is, im the kind of person people wanted to hang out with because they think im funny, cool and popular and because i always get straight A’s. It has always been like that. Like i dont even ask for anyone but they all try to sit with me at lunch or inside the class. They laugh at my jokes, they invite me to places and i thought wow, i didnt ask for this kind of attention but it’s all happening. That was my story. For 10 years i had that. And then i found out they were all just using me to be […]

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Don’t know how to deal

by roxy1983
written by roxy1983

A few weeks ago me and my fiance were to pick my mom up for an appointment she had. I opened the door all I saw was her legs and pills everywhere. I ran to her screaming “MOM”. She could speak she threw up all over herself her eyes were red. She looked so hopeless! My fiance got on the phone called an ambulance they came and asked her what she took all she kept saying was ” 5 bottles”, all we saw was Percocets on the floor.  After she was brought to the ER and was settled we went back to her place to […]

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Loneliness aches…

by RAWinside
written by RAWinside

Loneliness aches… and has slowly, over time chipped away at me. Now I find myself here, maybe just out of curiosity, or maybe just desperation. There are many people worse off than myself, many in this very community, but right now, from my narrow, blinkered and selfish viewpoint; I’ve never been lower, lonelier, sadder or felt so forgettable. I was passionate about things once upon a time, now I’m just cold, bitter, heartless, and full of deep disappointment by how this life has played out. Yet I let this life turn this way, I watched everyone leave, while I stubbornly stayed with my thoughts focused […]

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I’m just tired

by ItsASecretShh
written by ItsASecretShh

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/Yiruma-Moon-Light.mp3

I’m tired. I’m just tired.

I’m tired of food. I’m tired of television. I’m tired of work. I’m tired of school. I’m tired of going outside. . I’m tired.

Anytime someone asks how I am, my answer isn’t “I’m fine”

The answer is “I’m tired”

I’ve lost any shred of hope that I might of had. And I don’t see the point.

And the funny thing? I’m tired…but I can’t sleep.

I guess I’m not physically tired. I’m mentally and emotionally tired.

I don’t know what to do with my life anymore.

I don’t feel like going anywhere. I don’t feel like talking.

I seriously […]

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