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its true that no one cares

by iwillmakeitgoaway 7/12/2014

written by iwillmakeitgoaway

if youre reading this there is no point. you might as well leave. its just another worthless piece of shit whinning about their life. im actually suprised im even typing right now. i havent eaten in 2 days and i have no motivation for anything. Nothing. im actually severly annoyed that im typing right now, my bones are actually aching. they probably ache from laying in bed for the past two weeks. i only get up to shit or piss or smoke a cigeratte. although im not shiting because there is nothing in my stomache. the only reason i havent killed myself is because im […]

7/12/2014 2 comments

I am coming apart…

by taylor15 7/12/2014

written by taylor15

Nothing is getting any better. I thought that after cancer I could face anything… that the world had to throw me some sort of bone, but it hasn’t. I don’t know what to do anymore. The only thing i wake up for is my job… and here people are constantly yelling. I get scared and i want to be held… but the only man who i trust to hold me cant stay here for much longer. i dont want to rely on him to be my savior. frankly, i’m tired of being saved. I want nothing more than to sleep, but as of late, that’s […]

7/12/2014 3 comments

Hey admins, ever hear of editing a post?

by Stain 7/12/2014

written by Stain

Some of us come on here at our lowest, and we momentarily lose ourselves in trying to help others, sending out positive thoughts because we can’t muster up any for our own miserable lives. It just sucks to see my posts deleted with no explanation given. If I slipped up, fine, but how about (like admins do on other sites) editing the post with a bunch of asterisks where the offense was? Rather than deleting 3 or 4 paragraphs which somebody spent a lot of time and effort trying to compose? A lot of times I’m barely conscious when I post here, and I come […]

7/12/2014 8 comments

Weirdness

by david123 7/12/2014

written by david123

I have an amazing beautifal sweet caring loving girl. She’s psychologically sound and cant understand my plight. As i was doing so good for a while. I had a job making 32 bucks an hour 64 on weekends and i threw it all away for no other reason then i didnt like it and hated the boss. I sometimes wonder if having a girl who’s been where im at would be any different? One who understands me. From experiance. Like we could help each other . My girl is too normal as wierd as that sounds and i feel like shit sayin it

7/12/2014 4 comments

I guess I’ll stop here

by hogpotter 7/12/2014

written by hogpotter

I’ll stop trying to get close to anyone. I’ll stop trying to fit in. I’ll stop trying to find someone to stay by my side.

I can’t forget you. I keep hearing you whispering in my ears. Whenever I close my eyes, I still see you. I can’t accept anyone because I still remember you. What is the point of me trying to find someone else to stay with me, when I myself keep rejecting them? Why would I hope to find someone, if I know in the end I will leave them because they are not you? Why the hell would I pretend […]

7/12/2014 2 comments

kill everyone

by khajiit 7/12/2014

written by khajiit

the lawn seems empty
the sky looks clear
the imminent danger
seems no where near

someone steps out
gun in hand
somebody runs
somebody stands

no one seems phased
he loads the gun
why do they walk
why don’t they run?

the sky turns red
and so does the road
somebody screams
as the blood starts to flow

the laws have crumbled
it’s a free for all
black is the trend
and decency falls

corpses lay mangled
in allies and streets
laying in stacks
and on the concrete

hanging from streetlights
and hanging from trees
nobody cares
as long as they bleed

if someone’s not hanging
they’re hanging others
from children and […]

7/12/2014 6 comments

Lost & Found

by RealTalk30 7/12/2014

written by RealTalk30

I’ve been stolen
And I know I can’t be found
To which these eyes can’t understand
Life’s been destroyed
And am I now
Without regards to who I’ve been
Treasured times have taken me
Far beyond the whispered willow tree
Ideologies
And simple needs that burden me
Will rest here in this place
Where was I going
I never figured out
I couldn’t wait
I want it now
That’s my testimony
It’s all I had to show for myself
Cause I’ve been stolen
And can’t be found
To which these arms keep reaching out
Can’t fill a void when all is lost and alone

7/12/2014 7 comments

So many attempts – So hard to die

by dancebackthesea 7/12/2014

written by dancebackthesea

In my over 30 years of being chronically suicidal and depressed, I’ve tried drowning myself by swimming out far into the ocean until I became exhausted (but I was “saved” by fishermen, though they had a bit of difficulty landing me in the boat, because I fought like hell). I’ve tried poisons, and massive doses of acetomenophen and morphine (put me in a coma for a while). I’ve tried cabon monoxide poisoning by charcoal (but my only neighbors came home unexpectedly, returning early from […]

7/12/2014 17 comments

Is there anyone who is suicidal just because he thinks he is super smart?

by addicted 7/12/2014

written by addicted

7/12/2014 18 comments

Sorry..

by GreenishWyvern 7/12/2014

written by GreenishWyvern

Ok, so GW is in fact LL, but the reason for that is not as malevolent as many may seem. I was in the hospital for 1, 5 weeks and after felt somehow weird to start writing you guys again with LL. Felt as I had no energy to start writing and talking again; somehow wanted to forget the former self of mine – the sick one. And I guess I thought I’ll die soon anyways so what’s the point, even though many cared about my well-being and destiny. Very selfish of course, but I’m starting to be mentally very unstable knowing my disease and […]

7/12/2014 8 comments

What’s Going On?

by sad girl 7/12/2014

written by sad girl

People are writing about the SP chat.. but I don’t know what’s going on :/ Can somebody explain me?

7/12/2014 4 comments

Hey!

by sad girl 7/12/2014

written by sad girl

I’m feeling gucci.. so Can u guys comment stupid things? I wanna laugh cx

7/12/2014 3 comments

Sleeping Pills…

by sad girl 7/12/2014

written by sad girl

Hey… So I have think too much about overdose with sleeping pills. I think that I’ll just fall asleep forever. But how many pills do I need to use?v

7/12/2014 7 comments

pain

by priestessmoon 7/11/2014

written by priestessmoon

I am tired of being an incest survivor with no family or partner

Watching myself age alone

Feeling helpless and trapped

So much pain, no God to care, no man to care,

Nothing but SHIT

Worst of the worst

Never did drugs either or drank to excess

The world is nothing but PAIN

My heart feels like it is bleeding inside and out

Yes, I want to die, all the time

I am just tired of it all now

Life is hell with ptsd

HELL

Forgive me Lord

Oh yes, religion if hell too and the guilt

All

7/11/2014 3 comments

Suicide not suicide

by ihavenomouthandimustscream 7/11/2014

written by ihavenomouthandimustscream

I don’t want to kill myself. I do want to die. Two sentences that I have said in my head and out loud for years. It’s not that I don’t have people who care and/or love me only, that’s the reason I don’t know if I could actually do it myself. I have recently been fully diagnosed with Bipolar 2 with psychotic symptoms.
Still something I have a hard time even thinking without some sort of unchecked rage or hysteria. It’s simple why I want to die though, really. There is no hope. I’m rotting from the brain out. All that will happen is I […]

7/11/2014 12 comments

Women

by Pdog 7/11/2014

written by Pdog

I am a depressed 34 year old white male in good shape living in San Francisco on SSDI. If there are any females who want to hang out, please reply and we can exchange emails. BTW, I have a full head of hair if that’s important to you.

7/11/2014 57 comments

Constipation

by Pdog 7/11/2014

written by Pdog

Does anyone find that the more depressed you become, the more constipated you get? Any relation? It seems this way for me. Also, does anyone have any success using over the counter enemas? The worse my depression gets, the less often I have a bowel movement. And since I’ve been basically suicidal lately, I’ve also been backed up. Fiber food/pills/dulcolax don’t help. Any ideas?

7/11/2014 6 comments

Today, I die

by SeasOfBlue 7/11/2014

written by SeasOfBlue

I’ve decided it. I’m going to die. I have a bottle of pills right here beside me. I just wanted to let somebody know. So that I wouldn’t be alone. Not more than I already am, anyway. I thought about posting on Facebook, but I wouldn’t want the two people who would actually see it to worry.

I suppose while I’m at it I might as well tell my story. Don’t worry, it won’t take very long. I’m 16 years old and female. My name is Lucy. I was born on April 18, 1998. To think at that moment in time I had no problems in life. […]

7/11/2014 63 comments

moving

by Kallian 7/11/2014

written by Kallian

I’m still around, I moved in with a friend for a bit at her apartment. I’m at a Starbucks now, so I get an Internet connection. I’m moving my stuff back to my house though, my roommate has a boyfriend. And he’s always there. And they don’t understand how to close a door. Nuff said. Sorry I didn’t get on sooner so I didn’t freak anyone out

7/11/2014 1 comment

My first attempt.

by Amber 7/11/2014

written by Amber

So there I was. Laying in the cold water in the tub holding my arm. So many cuts, but none of course would have do exactly what I wanted. Yes, I’m talking about me dying. My thoughts on just laying there bleeding out came across my mind a lot. It wasn’t how I wanted it. I wanted to go fast and simple. Never knew how I would do it exactly. As more and more tears ran down my face the sickening feeling I kept getting in my stomach. So I attempted to drown myself, yes it sounds silly. I laid under the water still surprisingly […]

7/11/2014 6 comments

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