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Its worse

by Chemical-Pheniox 4/3/2014

written by Chemical-Pheniox

Lately i have been listening to some songs about suicide and i just cant help it anymore.They seem to call my name.I have been down lately and i honestly don’t know why.No-one is picking on me like usually.It was a everyday thing now its just a every other day thing.But i just feel like i don’t belong.I Fell such sadness.The song i listen to now makes me want to cry.But i love it.It talks about how a girl hangs herself.She pretended to be happy.Her mom and dad come home.Her mom finds her,screams,and faints.Then her little sister comes in.Crying she hugs her dad tight.No-one ever even […]

4/3/2014 2 comments

Beauty has become a BIG CURSE and not a blessing for a female!!!

by WannaEnditAll 4/3/2014

written by WannaEnditAll

For those females that are considered UNATTRACTIVE by males, they do NOT understand how lucky they really are!

Beauty is NOT a blessing. It is now just one BIG CURSE!!

If one is a beautiful female, one will REALIZE that finding a straight or bisexual male that genuinely likes you for your mind and soul and NOT your body is very hard!

As for gay males, they do NOT like beautiful females as they are JEALOUS of them, since straight males( whom they highly sexually desire), WANT attractive females and NOT them.Thus the jealousy they exhibit towards beautiful females is what makes it IMPOSSIBLE to have a nice […]

4/3/2014 37 comments

brain suicide?..

by winterrain98 4/3/2014

written by winterrain98

Starting to wonder if you keep living a life full of suffering and stress if your brain doesnt just shut down on its own because it cant take anymore. Â Destroy itself. Â Always had memory and concentration problems and sometimes a memory lapse Â cuz of my depression problems now i am just really disabled cuz of them. Â But i am also in the worse place of my life for the last Â couple of years. Â I have felt traumatizing pain over and over. Â I cant remember one day from the next anymore. Â I cant rem if things happened today or yesterday or the day before. Â my brain […]

4/3/2014 0 comment

What am I doing wrong?

by Greenz 4/3/2014

written by Greenz

I have tried partial suspension. I passed out exactly once; and I would have actually died, I think, had my rope not loosened, somehow.

Since then, I’ve tried it several more times, but never again have I ever been able to pass out, let alone actually die. (Obviously…)

What the hell am I doing wrong?

4/3/2014 2 comments

Tell me three things you don’t believe in

by KIRA 4/3/2014

written by KIRA

#1 god : I became an atheist with 17, studying science and phylosophy a lot, if I could travel in time I’d like to have understood the universe before, but I was so stupid and busy.
#2 love : All I see is divorce, splits, and people betraying.It’s the real thing, true love is a fairy tale thing.
#3 happy endings : At least not for me.

4/3/2014 7 comments

Dreams are such a funny thing

by KIRA 4/3/2014

written by KIRA

Dreams can give you hope when you’re hopeless, they give you reasons to hold on, they can give you strengh and energy to move on and overcome the difficulties.However, dreams they can grow BIIIIIG, and if they grow really big and you realize that you can’t make them come true…well…THEY SIMPLY RUN WILD!.They will become a burden, a heavy burden and make your life unbearable, then smash you into pieces.

4/3/2014 2 comments

by Kallian 4/3/2014

written by Kallian

my ex is right back at it again. Yesterday I was working in the fuel station, and apparently he kept telling customers and co-workers alike how horrible of a person I am. It got so bad that someone from the service desk called me down at the kiosk to warn me of what Alex was doing. shitty thing is, I can’t really do anything about it

4/3/2014 7 comments

Fortuitous Future

by StruggleOn 4/3/2014

written by StruggleOn

Nobody tells the future. Â Futures don’t have infinite linearity to each distinctive, singular life. Â I have more future then past in my life right now. Â And they say . . . live for that. Â Truth be told, no – we can not undergo a set-in-stone determination of what the future will be. But the implications of life now can decide what the future might be like. Â Life is bad right now, driving me to the last of me, all done by my own hand. Â What makes it worse, is I can’t pick out any possibility for a future with a good outcome.

Quiero morir
DÃ©jame ir

4/3/2014 13 comments

Ten

by I.cant.breathe! 4/3/2014

written by I.cant.breathe!

She was ten when she noticed
When it crept into her veiw
Was it too late?

She was sitting in her desk trying to draw
When death and suicide were all that she saw
she saw the darkness for all that it was.

She learned to deal
It wasn’t severe.
Aside from the voices she’d started to hear.

She was ten when she noticed
When it crept into her veiw
Was it too late?

4/3/2014 0 comment

by msquared 4/3/2014

written by msquared

ive fucking had it. it’s 9 am. I’m tired as shit. i have more shit to do than i have time to do it. i don’t even fucking have time for a social life. I’m doing everything i possibly fucking can. all i want to do is graduate. at the top of my list. stop making my life so fucking hard and miserable. my skin is the worst it’s ever been and it won’t get better because I’m so fucking stressed. he keeps me talking till fucking late as shit then i have to get up early. i don’t have time for this. he doesn’t […]

4/3/2014 0 comment

I hate everyone. No one fits. Am I the only one feeling like this?

by hogpotter 4/3/2014

written by hogpotter

4/3/2014 3 comments

“Music is not music anymore, it’s a fucking plastic fashion show”

by Wednesday 4/3/2014

written by Wednesday

I am most sure that today in the music scene talent and practice will get you nowhere, nor will it get you noticed by record labels or the fans the labels control.
Music has turned into a fashion show that has nothing to do with music.

I have come to the conclusion that my 16 years of classical training and practicing many different instruments has all been for nothing since I refuse to cover my body in tattoos, play hot topic dress up and crop my hair off at a weird angle. I am most sure if I did those three […]

4/3/2014 5 comments

I’m sorry

by hooded_girl 4/3/2014

written by hooded_girl

I’m sorry, mom

I’m sorry, dad

I’m sorry, friends

I’m sorry, Family

I’m sorry, body

I’m sorry, mind

I’m sorry, teachers

I’m sorry, voice

I have failed all of you at one point… or every day.

Mom: I’m sorry I am not like my brother, I’m not made of gold and jewels. I am not skinny, smart, good looking, or good at anything. I am sorry I am failing school, I am sorry you are embarrassed to call me your daughter. I am sorry that you are ashamed to be in public with me because I am not thin like all the other girls. I am sorry I don’t do make-up and my hair, […]

4/3/2014 2 comments

Hey Suicide Project

by Nathaniel_Morisawa 4/3/2014

written by Nathaniel_Morisawa

I want to talk to someone. I want to understand them and for them to not judge me. I want to know someone’s story. I want someone to know my story as well. Send me a message. Send me something, anything. I’ll be watching this page this time.

4/3/2014 5 comments

by Kallian 4/3/2014

written by Kallian

lost track of how many nights I havent slept. I know I’ve gotten less than three hours in the past five days.

4/3/2014 1 comment

by emiilygomezz 4/3/2014

written by emiilygomezz

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4/3/2014 1 comment

Every Fifteen Minutes…

by Miss Blythe 4/3/2014

written by Miss Blythe

So, tomorrow I will be away from technology for 24 hours, because I’m involved in the Every 15 Minutes project.

“The Every 15 Minutes Program offers real-life experience without the real-life risks. This emotionally charged program, entitled Every 15 Minutes, is an event designed to dramatically instill teenagers with the potentially dangerous consequences of drinking alcohol and texting while driving. This powerful program will challenge students to think about drinking, texting while driving, personal safety, and the responsibility of making mature decisions when lives are involved.” (-The Website)

I couldn’t tell very many people, because nobody at school can know it’s happening, so I had to tell […]

4/3/2014 0 comment

ugh

by bunnygirl 4/3/2014

written by bunnygirl

alright, it’s been a while since i’ve been on here, but, i exist still

nothing has really changed. my anxiety isn’t AS bad, i guess. I’ve been having more panic attacks though. a while ago, i talked about seeing things- and i still do. worst than before. it’s an all day thing. i always see things, i feel like someone is watching me 24/7 i feel uncomfortable all the time.

i have depersonalization disorder, but it isn’t really as bad as it was. now that i can actually deal with reality, i have come to terms that i absolutely hate my body and the way i look. […]

4/3/2014 8 comments

Okay. Here we go.

by khara 4/3/2014

written by khara

I first cut myself at age twelve. And tried to commit suicide. I was diagnosed with depression right before I turned thirteen.

Now before all of you come at me saying “that can’t be true” or “12 is a little kid,” I have been an extremely advanced individual all my life. I was reading above most adults level at the age of ten. Most people thought I was lucky but to be able to understand everything going on around me at such a young age was torturous for me. My mother and father had very hard psychological pasts, my father being handed around from person to […]

4/3/2014 5 comments

no afterlife

by fox 4/2/2014

written by fox

The saddest and most haunting feeling for me now is realizing that there is no afterlife, reincarnation or unconditional love waiting for me on the the other side. Â My consciousness will not go on, life will cease to exist. There is no explanation for all the challenges in life. The bad will go unpunished- no such thing as karma. Â It was all just a fairytale.. I feel deep sadness over this realization. There’s no where to go.

4/2/2014 8 comments

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