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I am going to do it tonight. I have excitement running through me. I will be free.
Net die idee om hier te post voel uiters vertraag. Ek wens ek kan ophou en nie daar aan dink nie. Net. Ophou dink. En slaap.
Will anyoone call me have constant feelings of suicide but seem to get over them my number iss 07944 520770 uk
Hey. I’m a 14 year old girl. I was suicidal last year, I was referred to CAMHS (Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services)
I didn’t go. When I was young, my mum used to hit me when I made her angry. I told my school and she got a warning.
My eldest sisters told them I was lying. COINCIDENTALLY the same social worker got involved last year about my “suicide note”.
No. I said, “Won’t death be the perfect escape” among other things. It was private. like a diary. SO MY FRIEND DECIDED TO RAID MY ROOM WHILST I WAS AT SCHOOL AND SHE FOUND IT. Anyway. no […]
Ive struggled with depression and anxiety for four years now. I know of people who have had to fight their battle for way longer than that. My friends and the people on the internet say that recovery is possible. They say hold on to hope, look at the brighter side of life, think about your future. What happens when i do all that and more, but still want to die? Even at my happiest, i have that gnawing feeling of hatred for life in the back of my head. I know suicide shouldnt be an option. I know i have a lot to live for. […]
I just need someone to talk to. Just someone to rant to who won’t judge
I thought I knew what pain was. But I was wrong. When someone tells you they care and you get better you are both happy. But then you get worse again and they slowly start to leave you. But then when you tell them your about to commit suicide and they don’t care. The pain isn’t pain any more it’s surpasses that.
A least that’s what it was like for me.
I’m 15, depressed, suicidal, and I don’t care about who will cry if I am dead. I have a few of the best friends in the world, but they just don’t get it. Comforting me won’t work, I don’t want you to tell me I’m perfect, or anything close to it. I don’t even want you to tell me I’m alright. Because I know you’re lying, I’m not anything. I’m just a stupid f*ck who can’t do anything right. My parents hate me, I hate me. I’m scared of my extended family, I’m scared of everyone, even my own friends.I don’t believe anyone, they’re all […]
Wednesday I decided to do what most of you told me to do, travel. I went out, got a boat ticket, and went to Puerto Rico. No hotels, no houses, no other people.Just me and my car. I was having the time of my life speeding in the hills and going round corners like a mad man until i heard 3 loud bangs and the engine turned off…. when i lifted my bonnet up my engine was fried, my battery was soaked in yellow liquid, and my exhaust was cracked…. The one thing i looked after in this world was dead….. I had to wait […]
I visited SP last year but was afraid because I wasn’t sure if I was heading towards the right direction. I was really confused and unsure of my life. But a lot has happened in 12 months and I feel like I can relate to the other people on this site. I don’t want to end my life but fix it and make it better.
I give up. clearly ive been forcing myself upon you so i am officially and completely done. im not trying anymore. ive tried so hard with little to no result. ive decided to sit back and relax and let whatever happen happen. im not going to push anyone to do anything, i leave in 2 weeks and i shouldnt be stressing out about shit. i need to look straight ahead toward the future. and if anyone wants to be a part of my future then they will have to try. and if they dont want to there’s nothing i can do about it. NO STRESSING […]
Not my own. I don’t understand the way life changes in the blink of eye and you quickly forget all you used to know and replacing it is pain
So last night was completely shitty. As usual I went on a website where I have a fair few friends, and started talking. But, something seemed off about this particular friend, so I told her. She’d said that she was acting like it because she didn’t want me to kill myself [ I had told her of my plan a couple days prior to this and also had the date on my profile for my other friends to see ].
I explained that I was hurting and didn’t know what else to do, to which she replied with she ‘didn’t care’ and said she ‘shouldn’t have […]
I love her because she’s perfect. Contrary to popular belief she is absolutely perfect. From the way her hair looks in the morning to the way her feet are always warm, she is perfect. I love her for being that person who looks into my eyes – who reaches into my soul to bring out the hope and happiness. I love her for the way seeing her smile, can bring tears into my eyes. I love her for her heart and how it’s big, compassionate and kind. I love her for her soul, which everyday shines brighter and brighter through her eyes. I love her […]
This is my 17th year on Earth. I honestly didn’t expect to make it this far, and yet, I have. Over the past couple of years I have tried so many times to get help, sometimes it helps for a little while but I still end up back in the same horrible place. I’m at the point now where I don’t believe that there is any hope for me and I’ve accepted that. I just want to get everything that needs to be done before I die done, that is why I am writing this. I haven’t really shared my story before, I don’t even […]
I don’t know why but putting my story out there feels like it will help, so here I go. Read if you please.
I was born healthy, I have two older brothers. My mom worked all the time so I stayed home with my dad. My dad is bipolar. Though I only vaguely remember, I’m told I spent most of my childhood sitting in the dark in the living room because my dad’s paranoia made it impossible to leave. My dad had some alcohol abuse problems and he would abuse my mom too. I shared a crawlspace as a room with my older brother. We eventually […]
I’m completly done. With everything. My family especially. I’m done with getting disrespected. I’m done getting beat by my older brother that is 20 i am 17. YEAH IM GAY SO FUCKING WHAT. I GET MORE GIRLS THEN YOU DO BRO. I BEEN PUSHED TO THE POINT WHERE CUTTING MYSELF ISNT WORKING AT ALL. IM DONE WITH MY MOM NOT HELPING ME WHEN I GET KNOCKED DOWN. MY TWIN HAS TO HELP ME. FUCK YOU MOM & DAD HONESTLY I LOVE FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE. YOU RAISED A FUCKING PHYSCO. ARE YOU GUYS FUCKING HAPPY? Â CAUSE IM NOT I HAD GROWN UP WITH HIM […]
I used to worry about what my father would do to me. Well, I wouldn’t say that I worried. I just didn’t want to see him. Ever. He treated me like a serial killer just like most people I know.
The reason I chose the name Sherlock is because in many instances, Sherlock Holmes is portrayed either as a sociopath, or similar to one. Plus, I enjoy the TV show. Â Another reason is because I have my own John Watson. He’s probably the only person I know willing to put up with a girl like me. I don’t love him, but I care about him. It’s […]
I am done I went and bought the most destruxtive bullits I could find. Horniday Max Defense. As soon as she comes home in a few minutes I am goint to blow my brains all over the kitchen. At least when the cheating whore my wife of  25 years will always have this image in her head. I have twrminal cancer anyways. I am going to leave this window open on computer so she knows it is all her fault. bye