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I’m Not

by 1dismylife 8/1/2013

written by 1dismylife

When well my parents learn that I am a Teenager I am not their slave im not there Minion I am not going to do every single thing they want me to im not a waitress they just don’t understand that I want to hurt/kill myself when I want to be alone or hang out with my friends they just don’t get it I want to disappear because of them mostly because my mom telling me to do everything for her she has to feet she can do it herself! I’m not a slave even though she treats me like one!!

8/1/2013 4 comments

I’m Sorry

by 1dismylife 8/1/2013

written by 1dismylife

I’m sorry I’m not good enough
I’m sorry for being a bother to the people I love
I’m sorry that I am a waste of time
I’m sorry people hate me
I’m sorry be being a waste of the human race
I’m just sorry for everything

8/1/2013 4 comments

Just..

by fallencrescendo 8/1/2013

written by fallencrescendo

I just do not know what to do anymore.

Everything is falling apart. Nothing is going right for me in any way. There is nothing good in my life. Honestly. I’m starting to crack. I want to go away. Leave everything behind and just feel happy again; it’s hard to do.

I wish there was an easier way…

-AC

8/1/2013 1 comment

The illusion of freedom

by PainNlife 8/1/2013

written by PainNlife

We are not free. We are cattle. We are managed and oppressed debt slaves…The world is one big farm. I don’t know if other people realize things like I have. They say “slavery” has been abolished but it hasn’t. Its been redefined and covered up so that you do not know you are a slave. How? you ask… Well because of how slavery works. If you keep a cow confined in a tight box it will bash its head against the cage and kill or injure itself…but If you allow it more room to operate it becomes more productive and gets more money for the […]

8/1/2013 30 comments

Just one stupid point…

by fisher724 8/1/2013

written by fisher724

Why do simple everyday people, sit by getting destroyed by their own minds while evil fucks profit from other peoples misery….

8/1/2013 2 comments

im a boy

by summer_guy 8/1/2013

written by summer_guy

im a boy and my girlfriend is my blade
She(my blade) makes me forget all the pain i have
She understands me
and when i cut
it brings smile on my face

8/1/2013 0 comment

why not

by jeroen steeman 8/1/2013

written by jeroen steeman

so some guy Â told me to put my story up here and wait for reactions on it before i do anything.

why not.

here’s my fucked story:

i am Jeroen Steeman. i am currently 17 years old, and i live in a small village in the netherlands. my life is garbage.

i used to have a happy life tough. lots of friends i hung out with. two awesome older brothers. a happy mom and dad. then my mother got multiple scerose (that’s the dutch name for it anyway) and lost her shit. all the joy that once exsisted in our family life just got destroyed. both my brothers moved […]

8/1/2013 1 comment

We’re Just One Big Broken Family

by Dez 8/1/2013

written by Dez

I’ve only been on here for a few days but I already feel at home here.

I don’t know most of you, but I consider each and everyone of you as family.

In our family we’re accepted no matter how weird we are. We’re here for each other no matter what. No matter what your problem is there are people here who understand and who want to help. I really admire that in us.

We might all be broken and on the verge of death, but that’s okay. We’re all here to be repaired and to try and strive for the best.

You’re not alone in this world.

This website […]

8/1/2013 42 comments

At a loss of words

by sunflower 8/1/2013

written by sunflower

i dont know what to think. i really dont know what to say. i just am completely shocked. i thought i was going crazy. i dont know why im sobbing right now. i just thought maybe one of us got out of it ok. maybe im the reason for it. i dont know how fine you were when we werent together but now that we have been better you feel the need to come back on here. i dont want to be the reason for anyones suffering. i dont want you to follow the path of drugs, alcohol, self harm, suicide, mental hospitals. i want […]

8/1/2013 9 comments

Is it really too much to ask?

by onlyoption 8/1/2013

written by onlyoption

I just want to feel happy again. Feel wanted again. Feel whole again. Feel like life is worth living again. Is it really too much to ask?

8/1/2013 1 comment

by Kailee3 8/1/2013

written by Kailee3

Is there even an happy ending? Yes alot of these stories are from the past but they dwell inside of me. Every thought, motion, or sight brings back the pain, darkness fills my nights. Somedays I can be happy but when it all comes back it just hits me.. It hits me hard. I miss the regular life with the people I had, But everything changes for a reason right? I suppose.

8/1/2013 4 comments

mood swings are getting worse

by sunflower 8/1/2013

written by sunflower

i feel like im slowly relapsing. i can feel myself slipping. i think once i leave it may get better… but theres always a chance it will get worse. i guess ill just have to wait and see.

8/1/2013 4 comments

The Itch.

by Dez 8/1/2013

written by Dez

I’m not sure if I’m alone on this or not, but I know I’m not the Â only cutter here.

I’ve been a cutter for almost a year now and I have to admit my life has gone to shit since then. I’ve tried quitting in the past but I get this…itch…when I don’t cut for awhile.

See, I cut on my thighs and if I don’t cut there’s this unreachable itch that over takes my legs. I want to scratch but there’s nothing to scratch! The only thing that’ll make it go away is to use my razor. I’ve tried to ignore, but sometimes it’s too strong […]

8/1/2013 3 comments

I have 1.5 mil and i don’t know what to do with it.

by Absolute 8/1/2013

written by Absolute

As you know I have a very rich grandmother who is quite snobby and verbally abused me when i was a child. Last week I was talking to her on the phone and my plan had slipped out and i told her by mistake.. She tried long and far to stop me but i said no to everything… For some fucking stupid reason she decided to give me a mil to enjoy before I pass away…I now this would sound really fake to the average person but i don’t care if you believe me or not. All that matters is what should i do with […]

8/1/2013 58 comments

one extreme or another

by blindaudio 8/1/2013

written by blindaudio

I don’t know why I write, but I do.

For me, I love people so so so much. Most I would do anything for.

But here is my problem.

I’m generally cool with most guys. With women however, I have been hurt by very much so. My family has hurt me, and girls I’ve wanted to be with have lied to me.

So with women, I think, (no offense meant to anyone), that most are evil.

Either I get way too attached to one, or don’t attach myself at all. Lately I feel as if I’ve been getting too attached and feeling like I have […]

8/1/2013 4 comments

Relationships

by osmith 8/1/2013

written by osmith

Ive never been close with my dad ever. i cant remember the last time i had a proper conversation with him that lasted over 2 minutes. this isnt because he is a horrible man who i would want to block out of my life, infact he is the most kind-hearted and gental man that is accepting. when i was diagnosed with depression i had a lot of anger inside of me that i had no where to put it and because he is so gental and kind it seemed like he was easy to step on and let my anger out on. i truely dont […]

8/1/2013 1 comment

i just feel empty

by jordanriver 8/1/2013

written by jordanriver

im 16, All my life ive been depressed an alone. I’m not military family, but I’ve moved around a lot like every 2 or 3 years or less and so now I’m in a permanent place untill I’m 18 or so and ive never had friends and if I did they betrayed my trust ive just been alone my whole life and I’m bullied at school for not having any friends and being a loner ive cut many times and I just don’t know what to do anymore the emptyness and darkness I’m feeling is just driving me crazy.

8/1/2013 3 comments

This is what Death Row feels like, but w/o the bars.

by TheSlowDecay 8/1/2013

written by TheSlowDecay

49 more days.
Amat Victoria Curam

8/1/2013 2 comments

Bad

by blackaltis07 7/31/2013

written by blackaltis07

I tried several times before and maybe it’s time to finish the job. I’ll never be the good person they deserve to have in their lives. I wanted desperately to be the kind of person to make their lives better, not this pathetic waste of space with the foolish notion that I can actually turn things around.

I just want someone to stroke my head and tell me everything will be ok, but do I really deserve that?

7/31/2013 4 comments

The Family

by sleeplessinSTL 7/31/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

I think what I need to do is just get away from my family for a while. We are truly messed up and dysfunctional. It’s like my adoptive parents go out of their way to get kids with disorders and mental problems. Maybe they really are kind heartedÂ people and try to help kids like that…. but what do I know? All I can say for sure is that on our house alone we have a kleptomaniac with anxiety, an addict with depression and a shitload of other shit, a girl who has a sailors mouth(who I personally think is a sociopath…seriously), and two other normal […]

7/31/2013 8 comments

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