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o3o Friendless Obviously

by Disappearing 6/27/2013

written by Disappearing

Over the years I have watched so many friends come and go. I help them with anything. I have saved them from suicide, cleaned there wounds from cutting themselves, acted as support and help through the tough times. I have done so much for so many of them. I ask for nothing in return but friendship to last. That always fails. People don’t change inside but there needs and lies change everyday. I try to help and I do all the time, but honestly I never get anything out of it. I get happiness that last a few weeks […]

6/27/2013 2 comments

All the assholes

by bah 6/27/2013

written by bah

I wish all the assholes in the world would just drop dead.

6/27/2013 5 comments

Hidden.

by keptquietlockedinside 6/27/2013

written by keptquietlockedinside

I’ve not always concealed my emotions. But ‘Never ever would I be caught in a vulnerable state again’, that was my promise to myself, that is my promise to myself. But I find that my promise is causing an unhealthy balance of sadness and the want and need of escape. Â Holding everything inside is causing random explosions of emotion and confusion as to which causes me to question everything. Even the stable facts that I already know the truth about. The world in my eyes quaking and the Â voice in my head screaming/ yelling. Â I distance myself. Pull my heart out from within and lose […]

6/27/2013 1 comment

by this.is.me25 6/27/2013

written by this.is.me25

Where do I begin………..

Well my mom gave birth to me when she was about 18 or 19. From what she tells me my real dad is a low life dick(excuse my language). Anyways I resently got in contact with him. Things where going great in my life. I had straight A’s, I was very popular, very pretty, guys would fight over me,…….until my 8th grade year. The 1st day back to school was OK, after that everything turned to shit. I started to realize who my true friends were, and that school was the most important thing in my life. In the middle of the […]

6/27/2013 1 comment

I feel Invisible, alone, and weak….

by tararose91 6/27/2013

written by tararose91

I think my life isn’t half bad. In fact others tell me “what do you have to be sad about?.. you have it so good”. Well, Â you see I actually feel invisible. I don’t feel Â like a matter or have a purpose on this earth. I am 22.. I thought when you become older you stop feeling this way because of hormones. But these past few months I haven’t felt well. So far I don’t eat very much lately, I’ve been wanting to change how I look, I’ve been drinking more than I used to. And I would commit suicide only if I wasn’t hurting […]

6/27/2013 3 comments

going along

by weary 6/27/2013

written by weary

I have two sisters who have attempted suicide (by overdose) multiple times. Â At the moment I am lacking much feeling, but am not particularly depressed or anxious. Â There isn’t much that makes life worth living, but nothing to induce me to death. Â It’s a big change for me. Â I’ve been depressed and anxious for many years, but I always felt like I had a purpose in life, even if I didn’t know what it was. Â Right now I don’t feel that way. Â I know that if I wait long enough my mental state will change. Â It always does. Â But then it will change again after […]

6/27/2013 0 comment

I write

by endingtheagony 6/27/2013

written by endingtheagony

Because lately my mind has been a jumble of letters and words, and all of the pictures have faded to black. The images are dark and impossible to see what they are meant to be. But each word in my mind rings out loud and clear. I write because it is easier to speak a thousand words, than to see a single picture in summary.

6/27/2013 0 comment

A never ending cycle..

by nemow 6/27/2013

written by nemow

I get how life has its ups and downs… But it seems like history always repeats it self: someting bad happins, i cut, i progressivly get over it, something bad hapins…. it actually been going on like this since i first started cutting when i was in the sixth gradee.. (i actually discoverd it by myself, i was so hurt from the bullying and i didnt know what to do so i cut with a pare of sciccors.) im in the ninth grade now and i dont want to go into a high school cutting.. i dont know how to end all of this bull […]

6/27/2013 2 comments

by hopefuldreamer 6/26/2013

written by hopefuldreamer

I’ve been fine, I can honestly say that the days counting up to the end of the school year I have not been depressed in the slightest and have been looking forward to finding things to do, but I feel depressed again and a bit suicidal and have no direction “why am I living?” if I died there’d be ruckus for a bit but life would move on regardless of how much I would want people to miss me. Thinking like this makes me reminisce because I’m feeling very small and unimportant, I’m was always willing to change myself because I thought how I was […]

6/26/2013 0 comment

by Nevermore 6/26/2013

written by Nevermore

My best friend is in Ohio, and I’m stuck here in New Jersey. He’ll only be there for a week, and he’s coming home on Friday, but then I’m going to Pennsylvania for a few days with my Dad to see two bands (Skillet + Hawk Nelson). He doesn’t have internet, and I certainly won’t. He’s my lifeline, the only concrete reason I live for. Sure, I could say that I live for the breathtaking surrealness when you go to a concert, and see the band(s) that you’ve listened to at your darkest moment. Or that I live for fireworks on the 4th of July. […]

6/26/2013 1 comment

My Last Rant

by 13vida 6/26/2013

written by 13vida

I have a story, just like everyone else. It’s complicated, just like everyone’s, but I’m still different. I won’t explain it all, I won’t tell you all the sappy shit that goes on, because what good will that do? I was always told that the past doesn’t define you, so you should grow up. Right now I don’t feel like growing up, not just yet. Right now I want to live in a moment where I am the person that I have always wanted to be and that my parents will actually be proud of me and not try to change me to their standards. […]

6/26/2013 1 comment

Guh.

by keyblade13 6/26/2013

written by keyblade13

I haven’t posted here in two years. Sadly, nothing much has changed since then. I still want to die. But even in this moment of pure agony, I want to extend my arms out to all of you and hug you tight. You all deserve love, empathy and trust.

6/26/2013 2 comments

I’m back to “F*ck all of this” again…

by kcufhumanity 6/26/2013

written by kcufhumanity

Not really even sure what I’m going to accomplish by posing to this website. I hate my life. It’s a pretty miserable existence being me. Not because I live in Africa where I have no food and poor hygiene. Not because I’m terminal with cancer. Not even because I was born to a horrible family that abused me. None of that. After everything that has happened to me in the past couple years especially, I can’t find a reason to keep going. I hate my god-forsaken fucking life. I hope I die soon. I hope to effect that change soon. And just so there is […]

6/26/2013 2 comments

I hope Ana isn’t contagious

by StayStrong 6/26/2013

written by StayStrong

I feel so desperate having no where else to vent to but lately I’ve been so alone. My friend and I had a shopping trip and I jokingly say we should have a sisterhood for a sweater and she says “I might be able to fit into your clothes but our other friend definitely Â won’t ” and she may not realize it but that was her calling me fat. I hate when she always hints indirectly that I am the fat friend. And I’ve been on my way loosing weight. I’ve lost 15 so far and plan on another 30 but I just don’t think […]

6/26/2013 3 comments

Myself

by Angel Knight 6/26/2013

written by Angel Knight

I feel as if I don’t even have problems.

I tell myself that they aren’t real, that I make them up.

I fight with myself to stay alive daily.

I am my biggest fear.

I scare myself of what I do to myself.

Destroying myself.

It’s as if my insides are eating me up.

Just taking me down from where I don’t want to.

Sometimes I don’t win against myself and I get hurt.

It doesn’t hurt anymore but still.

I try to stay alive for the loved one’s around me but,

it hurts trying.

Trying just makes it worse.

6/26/2013 2 comments

Why isn’t there an eraser I can take to a photo and make myself disappear?

by dinolemons 6/26/2013

written by dinolemons

That’s exactly what I wish I could do, honestly. I was looking online to see if there were other people paddling similar canoes as I am, and I wound up finding this place. A place where I can talk about how I feel, where other people might feel the same thing, and where I won’t be judged for it? Somewhere I can truly let everything out without people I personally know wondering what’s going on with me… I’m not entirely sure where to begin, so I apologize for the chunk of words this is going to become.

That’s something that I do a lot, actually.. apologize. […]

6/26/2013 4 comments

i dont even really know anymore

by dyingbutstillalive 6/26/2013

written by dyingbutstillalive

So last Thursday I had cut myself again and I just couldn’t stop myself. My mother is more than even disappointed in me because of my grades and all I’ve really wanted to do is make her proud. I don’t really know how to feel anymore. I get more and more sad and upset with myself each growing day. I also started writing poetry and it helps me share my feelings at least a little bit. Sometimes I honestly want my mom to see my scars so she sees just how much pain I’m in. I just want to be able to live my life […]

6/26/2013 1 comment

Am I worth it?

by WorldsDisaster 6/26/2013

written by WorldsDisaster

I think, and think, and think.

Am i really worth it?

The one I love will never love me back, he loves my best friend who I now uses me, she doesn’t love him back and teases him but he stays her friend and it hurts me to see him, I cry for him, They think its best to leave me alone,but i don’t wanna be alone.

Am I truly worth it?

Im going to starve myself. I’m tired of being fat and ugly, and worthless. I just want somebody, but they don’t want me.

Am I honestly […]

6/26/2013 2 comments

Help.

by Suicidal-teenxo 6/26/2013

written by Suicidal-teenxo

I’ve had depression for about 2 years now, and i finally thought i was actually getting better, until about 3 days ago…it all started again, the constant bullying, verbal abuse off family, I’ve lost practically all my friends…I get called ‘cutter’ or ‘suicidal freak’ at school, no one can accept me for who I am…I think about it every night. I stare at the bottles of pills, the razor blades and think should I do it? I’m not scared. I’m not scared whatsoever, its just like going into a long sleep and having an amazing dream, apart from you’ll never wake up, and tonight something […]

6/26/2013 3 comments

Favorite Quote

by .The Matter Of Time 6/26/2013

written by .The Matter Of Time

A question. What’s your favorite quote about the meaning of life, suicide or death..?

Here is mine.

“No reason to stay. Is a good reason to go”.

6/26/2013 11 comments

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