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Verbal diarrhea

by hankbaker64 6/9/2013

written by hankbaker64

I want to kill myself.

Awww why you have a perfectlyâ€¦ almost perfectly good life. Youâ€™re just going through a bit of a rough time hang in there, its going to get better.

Its not going to get better, Iâ€™ve been wanting and waiting for it get better for how many years nowâ€¦ I canâ€™t say I can predict the future but Iâ€™ve been understanding my feelings, my death wish, and I want to dies more than ever. I say more than ever, but I cant clearly remember all the reasoning, the beliefs, the crap that led to this point but I can say with confidence that […]

6/9/2013 2 comments

Why?

by FuneralAddict 6/9/2013

written by FuneralAddict

Do I remain here.

It would be so easier if my parents were no longer here, then I could just exit this nightmare forever.

I’ve never belonged, or really wanted to. People are as hard as f******g nails.

6/9/2013 1 comment

Soo Inspiring <3

by PascelTrees 6/9/2013

written by PascelTrees

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=cAZRXDF-Gfk&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DcAZRXDF-Gfk

PLEASE WATCH!

6/9/2013 0 comment

Don’t need help, but reassurance

by DoneAndOut 6/9/2013

written by DoneAndOut

I am a person in my mid 20’s, and I suck. My dad went on a twenty min. rant on how I suck this morning, I’m broke and have no future, the girl I’m obsessed with is with another dude, and most of all I’m an embarrasement freak of a person on a objective level. No one loves me or will, I don’t believe in god (for logical, not emotional reasons). Hell I’ve had a relative that laughed at me for crying because my childhood dog died. No one has ever loved me, not family, not people in a relationship with me, […]

6/9/2013 3 comments

Tired of fighting

by darkphoenix 6/9/2013

written by darkphoenix

I don’t event know what to say anymore. I can’t post on my Facebook or twitter how I’m feeling and I definitely can’t talk to any of my friends or family members about my brilliant idea to end it all. Ironically, one of my jobs is suicide prevention- and here I am the preventer and I’m so far gone. I fight with myself constantly to STAY alive, because I have children, and I will miss them and I know at least three of the four I have will miss me- but today I just give up. The first thing people ask is do you have […]

6/9/2013 3 comments

Lost

by Jein 6/9/2013

written by Jein

No more, No more

Love the lost that will never be found

Feed our devils that we have created

Feed them until they want more

Never ends, it never ends

Until the day comes to bring us all down

Live the life of pain and despair

With a tint of happiness and reason to care

Expected to do well and make the most out of it

To make the most out something that cannot be dealt with

Only the “creator” as they say can move it all

All the myths and stories here to the call

What the shit are with these fucks?

What the fuck is with this shit.

I am fucking done.

So. Fucking. Done.

The devil is with […]

6/9/2013 0 comment

tomorrow

by ghost 6/9/2013

written by ghost

look to the beyond, live your life with out ME!!! i will not carry on, i will not die, i will not surrender, as i fight i know my life will end tonight as open these old wound’s i know my life will END!!!!!

I’V TOOK MY OATH OF BLOOOOD!!! i help you up as i fall down the pain i feel you will never know the pain, you bring me i will never show,

look to the beyond, live your life with out ME!!! i can’t carry on, tonight i try to die, tonight i surrender to the angle of death as i […]

6/9/2013 0 comment

inevitable

by tenebrousoul 6/9/2013

written by tenebrousoul

I am a 30 year old army vet. I was seriously injured during my time in service. I’ll be in a wheelchair by the time I am 45. The va is so incompetent that I can’t even get my antidepressants or pain meds. I have never been so alone.

I am going to commit suicide on my 33rd birthday, and am getting my affairs in order so as not to burden anyone with my passing.

6/9/2013 5 comments

round and round in circles

by londonbloke 6/9/2013

written by londonbloke

pissed yet again..

this is my life..

this is where i’m at

stumbling from 1 day to the next..

only another bottle to look forward too

with each drink the confidence grows

with each drink the pain subsides

no more I say…no more

what a complete load of bollocks it all is..

is today the day that it all ends..

or just another day of the usual hollow threats

need to get on that train and turn words into actions..

need to find myself

me..the real me..

can’t be ready..

but I am..

yes

no..

enough

give me the strength and let me end this….

6/9/2013 1 comment

Tired.

by Sam 6/9/2013

written by Sam

They act as if I’m delusional I’m tired of getting called crazy. Why don’t they understand the words I say. When will I not be alone? I so scared of feeling lost. I just want him home. People stare and I don’t think they know how sad it makes me. They see what I see. Nothing. I’m so fucking tired. I don’t get out of bed anymore. This is a cry out for help! no one’s there though.

6/9/2013 2 comments

My Body

by medownyou 6/9/2013

written by medownyou

My body…

As i lay i count the amount of scars on my body. My broken cut ridden scarred body…

I start counting, and only count what is still visible after months to years of time for the wounds to heal. My scars all have a story of their own, and all signify a problem, feeling of hopelessness and lost cause, emotionless, a perfect day in hiding.

I count 10…54…71… 84 well that’s it for those that are visible in my shorts and cut off T-shirt. Most of them aren’t visible and overlap so it’s impossible to get an accurate count of them the ones that i have […]

6/9/2013 0 comment

Guilty

by ItzCrazyxD 6/8/2013

written by ItzCrazyxD

Hi. I may seem like the average teenage girl, but I’m not. I may seem like the popular girl with a perfect life, but here’s what I really feel like. I’m a horrible person. In 9th grade, I had a best friend named Carly. She was funny, talented, and pretty. Then I started spacing myself from her and I hung out with the popular crew. Biggest. Mistake. Ever. They started bullying Carly. I didn’t do anything- I just stood there and watched it happen. They would harass Carly on websites such as Facebook, twitter, etc. Then, on December 19, she got sick of it

6/8/2013 1 comment

thinking again

by kristink 6/8/2013

written by kristink

well here i am, high sitting here alone. thinking. thinking about the status of my marriage, thinking about life and death. thinking can life really get better for me after all these years? you said that you weren’t going to give up. i assume you were implying i shouldn’t either. that of course depends on who wins the ongoing battle in my head. the rational me knows that killing myself isn’t right. but that isn’t the problem. its the pro-death voice in my head who has been the chatty one these last few months. she knows which buttons to push. she increasingly doesn’t care about […]

6/8/2013 0 comment

Bad joke

by FuneralAddict 6/8/2013

written by FuneralAddict

Life’s a cruel joke, some of us are just screwed. It’s survival of the fittest.

If I was a bastard I’d have everything.

6/8/2013 3 comments

killing me

by givin' up? 6/8/2013

written by givin' up?

I fell like there’s a stone destroying my chest..
my body has banned me cry..
I refused to look sad at school or in front of my friends..
I have to be a support to my friends
I have to stop cutting
I’m the only who want to scream?
my world is in other dimension..
please just tell me that I’m not the only one feeling like that right now
nesecito contarle a alguien mi vida pero tengo tanto miedo de darle mis problemas a otro, ser feliz no era lo mas importante? no tengo corazon, estoy sola, me siento asi pero me da miedo […]

6/8/2013 1 comment

Lonesome.

by Niftie 6/8/2013

written by Niftie

Try to make moments merry, playing some tunes, attempt at lightening up the mood. Again dismissed, unwanted commentary. Once again surrounded by family but I feel so alone, unneeded, unnecessary, my appetite lost, my brief content from visiting relatives gone, in a heartbeat. I can’t wait to leave.

6/8/2013 2 comments

As the end draws close.

by Niftie 6/8/2013

written by Niftie

More relatives have come spontaneously to spend time with me without realization of my departure. It’s quite hysterical actually.

6/8/2013 2 comments

Only a Matter of Time

by Patience 6/8/2013

written by Patience

I have always been taught that patience is a virtue; that good things come to those who wait. I have lived on this Earth now for 18 years, I am still waiting.

My life so far has been… Gentle, in many ways. My familly are able to provide for me: I have food and a bed, I even have a little money of my own. They say that you can take a horse to water but that you cannot make him drink: though I have food I have no appetite, and though I have a bed I am rarely able to sleep. It seems to me […]

6/8/2013 4 comments

living a double life

by hereWithoutme10 6/8/2013

written by hereWithoutme10

Last friday my oxy script ran out so I had to go 3 days without it, those three days were hell all I could think about was getting high again. I just dosed up on about 9o milligrams of oxy. I dont wanna go through this again ive relapsed hard and I dont wanna go threw this again. I met the girl of my dreams and I know if she finds out im screwed. I live a double life my friends hate drug users yet im high as a kite everytime im around them and I dont wanna lose anymore friends. At this point these […]

6/8/2013 4 comments

I lied

by sunflower 6/8/2013

written by sunflower

Im getting bad again

6/8/2013 2 comments

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