I am a person in my mid 20’s, and I suck. My dad went on a twenty min. rant on how I suck this morning, I’m broke and have no future, the girl I’m obsessed with is with another dude, and most of all I’m an embarrasement freak of a person on a objective level. No one loves me or will, I don’t believe in god (for logical, not emotional reasons). Hell I’ve had a relative that laughed at me for crying because my childhood dog died. No one has ever loved me, not family, not people in a relationship with me, nobody except my best friend who will move on. Worst of all I think their right, that I am a horrible disgrace of a human being, but I’m scared, and I know a lot of people here went through what I am going through right now, but unlike you I assure you I deserve what’s coming, I am just trying to work past the fear, The moment I do I’m dead, and I’ve tried before, I want to know that I’m right and should, or wrong and shoudn’t, but believe me when I say I have it coming.
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At lest you did not have the girl you love as a gf, only to find out she has been cheating and lying to you a year later. I feel for ya for this misery. Its in ways, close to my own. That’s terrible for some one to laugh at the loss of some ones loved one. I don’t think you are a “horrible disgrace of a human being” though. There is a lot of horrible people out there and even if they say they are your best friend, lover or family, they still never gave a shit and dish out terrible pain to others.
I was at the “too afraid” part a few minutes ago as well, but not anymore. I’ll stop here again if I can, and read whats happening for ya.
Wow…I thought I was hard on myself, but you have me beat. From the way you talk you’d think you were Hitler or a child molestor(which in either case you would indeed suck.) But my guess is you are just a pretty normal kid who is just having a hard time adjusting to being an adult.
The times in my life I was the happiest I worried the least about how much I suck. I didn’t care, I just lived.
And BTW your relative might be a psychopath.
Believe me I think animals are way better than most people. Get more of them. And no I think you’re all right it’s the other dickheads who laugh at you because you lost your dog, who need to be lost.