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I Left Because

by sophie 6/11/2013

written by sophie

I realized that i was on the verge on bullying a member of this site. I know what it feels like to have a bad day and for some reason that day i just wasnt remembering. I gave someone a hard time for being a downer and I was ashamed. It really hit me when I noticed that when I have an especially bad day, any small event can push me over the edge. Everyday I browse this site looking for that person I bullied and I dont see their name. I can only hope that he’s left this site because he’s doing well and […]

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Hi Dawg

by sophie 6/11/2013

written by sophie

🙂

6/11/2013 7 comments

if you knew

by zaccy 6/11/2013

written by zaccy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdL1ILgB4Lo

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Failure

by VacatedHappiness 6/11/2013

written by VacatedHappiness

Well I’ve just failed at hat could possibly be the only salvation from this depression I could’ve had. But no, I’d rather seem to throw it all away and destroy myself. I can’t cope anymore, but mostly, I can’t cope with who I am anymore.

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Untitled

by Mezzanine 6/11/2013

written by Mezzanine

I have never loved or detested anything more intensely than the world I was born into.

You terribly-scary-albeit-painfully-beautiful little piece-of-precious-shit, you.

You are a *****, but you areÂ myÂ *****.

I chose a time, reality and a life.

I gave myself a checklist of things-to-learn-in-this-lifetime, but Â I ripped it up before I could cross out even a decent number of them the moment I got here. Â I fucked it up gloriously.Â

With my severely depressed, perpetually melancholic state of mind, I doubt if I can proceed any further.

It has reached a point where I can derive solace and safety only from my sorrow.

That, is not the true nature of my spirit.

I need […]

6/11/2013 2 comments

My Rant about life

by Watanagashi 6/11/2013

written by Watanagashi

All of these years I’ve spent trying to make everyone happy. I believed that if I could make them happy, I too could be happy. So I stopped enjoying myself for the time and began focusing on the happiness of those around me. Turns out though, I only further ruin their happiness. My very existence makes people unhappy. No one ever wants to work with me in school groups, even though I do everything for them just to make them happy. I try to be nice to people and socialize, yet I still cannot make people happy. I try to keep a happy outlook and […]

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Suicidal thoughts are ruining my life

by mysmilecoversalot :) 6/11/2013

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Life isnâ€™t supposed to be like this.

Iâ€™m supposed to go to college in the fall. Iâ€™m supposed to become a nurse in 4 years. Iâ€™m supposed to look forward to the future.

All I can think about is suicide though. I donâ€™t want to be alive anymore, Iâ€™m done. I know if I die I will mess up a lot of peoplesâ€™ lives. Thatâ€™s the only thing holding me back, I donâ€™t want to hurt everyone. Does anyone have any advice? I donâ€™t know how to make these thoughts go away and theyâ€™re ruining my life.

6/11/2013 1 comment

Death is cheaper than living.

by XxAlice13xX 6/11/2013

written by XxAlice13xX

So I’m seventeen, 17, just graduated from high school. I’ve been struggling with suicidal thoughts for about 4 or 5 years now. I attempted suicide in 2011 after I was hurt by someone who meant the world to me and I regretted everything. I’ve started up counseling since May 10 this year and have started medication but I still have depressed days and days that are hard to get through. I feel like nothing helps. What broke me is I had a nervous breakdown a few days before I started meds and going to counseling and nearly ended it. I have a box filled with […]

6/11/2013 2 comments

cuts and these scars

by zaccy 6/11/2013

written by zaccy

they say its not a big issue

they say i can fight

they say i want attention

they say i ll never be fine

but these cuts

and my scars

hide the things

i wanted forever

hides the pain

hides my tears

hides the love

and my fear

and these cuts seems so beautiful

when i sit alone and write

write the story

with a razor

this pain will never leave me

forever and ever

these cuts and my scars

i just cant hide

because its the part of my

painful life

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I don’t think I can take it anymore.

by AceofBlades 6/11/2013

written by AceofBlades

It feels like my world is going down the drain. There is always this nagging feeling in the back of my head, telling me to end it. I silence it most of the time, but lately, the thought of suicide has been seeping into my brain more and more. I am at a loss at the moment. I don’t know what to do. I can’t decide whether I want to end it or keep going. I know there are things to live for, but are they really worth it? Is it worth all the pain and struggle? Â I don’t want to hurt my family, but […]

6/11/2013 1 comment

I need advice

by Silentium! 6/11/2013

written by Silentium!

It was only recently that I’d stumbled across a site like this, somewhere to put my thoughts, with complete strangers, unbiased views of a life.

As is everyone else for being here, I wish to end my life.

In my family, I am the oldest, naturally, the one with the highest of expectations.
I was also, in all technically, a bastard child, one with a father, if that should even be used, whom left, and said I was being created in the belly of a slut mother, who slept with everyone but him, hereby resulting in me not being blood to him.
As expected, he was simply […]

6/11/2013 2 comments

I don’t understand. Am I weird?

by Omega22AlphaZ 6/11/2013

written by Omega22AlphaZ

I don’t understand. How many pills will kill you. When I was 13 I attempted suicide by overdose. I took 53 pills. 20 prozac 20 head ache relief and 13 advil. I tried to go to sleep but couldn’t to many thoughts rolling through my head. Am I weird? I chose an outfit which I wanted to die in. A comfy one not a cute looking one. That doesn’t matter. I don’t understand how I took 53 pills and had VERY little liver damage. I wanted to die so how didn’t it work? Â I guess I just don’t know suicide. I felt weak that it […]

6/11/2013 2 comments

Do you believe?

by DreamingOfDeath 6/11/2013

written by DreamingOfDeath

I wonder if I’m losing faith, or maybe there is an absence of good on my life

6/11/2013 14 comments

Can someone please help me,

by BUTTERFLY028 6/11/2013

written by BUTTERFLY028

I have or had a best friend. And he was there for me through everything.Literally everything we’d talk daily for a year and a month straight. In april he developed feelings for me, and at first i didnt believe he loved me and then i did. Hes not the player type or anything. Well beautiful things were said hes the damn friend ive ever had. And i feel in love and he just lost feelings for me. Point is we’re just friends now well best friends and i feel like im loosing him and Â i cant loose him because hes the only real friend i […]

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It’s been over an hour…

by SadEvie 6/11/2013

written by SadEvie

It’s been over an hour since I took 17 of my anti depressants. 15 are supposed to be fatal. I also took a couple a Valium a little while ago so that I would hopefully fall asleep and never wake up again. The first time I’ve ever posted is tonight, though I have lurked before. I’m no kid. I’m a 46 year old mother of 2 kids with a loving partner. But never a day goes past without me wanting to not live on this horrid planet anymore. I suffer from depression but am on antidepressants. If I told my […]

6/11/2013 5 comments

Experience has lead to an illogical lack of empathy.

by NotReallyHereAtAll 6/11/2013

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I know what it’s like to want nothing more than to disappear. I know what it’s like to constantly think about death. I know what it’s like to constantly think of how easy it would be just to leave this life for good. I know what it’s like to feel so numb and empty that the only way to feel anything at all is to drag a blade across your skin. I know what it’s like to switch off the lights at night only to have your mind filled with the dark thoughts you’ve been avoiding all day. I know what it’s like to avoid […]

6/11/2013 1 comment

It’s like Lower School all over again…

by OddOneOut 6/11/2013

written by OddOneOut

There were these kids…they liked to push me over, then leave me alone until I was just on my feet again and getting up, where they would push me to the floor again.
Every time I was getting up I thought that they wouldn’t do it again, that it’d be the last time. But every time, they did it again. It was the worst form of taunting I’ve ever faced. The giving one hope then pushing to the floor (literally, in this case) act. Nothing is worse than giving a person hope then, just as that hope is settling in, destroying one’s life again.

I just […]

6/11/2013 4 comments

War Zone Inside Me

by lowesteemed 6/11/2013

written by lowesteemed

I really keep on thinking of suicide when am really angry inside ,i have realised in this world people will never give back what you have sacrificed for them ,they will carry on hurting you each and every day as long as to them they are enjoying hurting you and being an introvert makes everything worse because avoiding confrontation is in your nature hence the pain and stress builds that it becames health risk ,depression,hypertension that leads to heart diseases and stroke,i had so many dreams in my life but they are all fading fast am in early thirties but challenges in life are so […]

6/11/2013 3 comments

Suicide Project Publishes your email address

by 78hundred 6/11/2013

written by 78hundred

Some people don’t know this and need to know this!

When people have responded to my posts on this site I have received their email address that they used when they registered on this site and this email also contained their IP address!

This is not cool and people need to know this! Your email address and IP address is being spread by this WordPress site to people who you don’t know!

There is an icon in the top left corner that resembles a comic book speech bubble. By clicking on this you can see information about people’s email addresses if they are posting to your feed! This […]

6/11/2013 17 comments

worse and worse

by Charlotte 6/11/2013

written by Charlotte

its all getting worse again. all the emotions and thoughts that i hoped i would never have to face again are all rushing back and i dont think i will can be able to getr throught it this time. nothing i do is ever good enough and nothing i do is ever worth it. ive decided just to try and give up.

not give up on life just yet, just give up on trying.

i dont see the point so i will go to school but i will fail. i will talk to people, but i wont be interesting.

it wont really make alot of difference, but yea. […]

6/11/2013 2 comments

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