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Ich dich nicht haben kann…even though I want to with all of my heart. You hurt me so badly sometimes. I don’t understand the things you do and why you would do them so carelessly to something that is a piece of you, that shares your flesh and blood. I would die for you, I really would. If it ever came down to you being killed or I, I would gladly and shamelessly step in front of you and guard you with every inch of my being. Your face is so beautiful…it’s perfect, even when you think you look like ‘hell warmed over and dipped […]

…is just so fucked up.  Caused 30 years of pain and it never ends.

Ok, so I honestly don’t know what to do, I’m so  close to breaking. It started two years ago when my dad got cancer for the first time and it’s recently got worse, a couple of months a go I got spiked and raped at a party, then my Gran died the same week. me and my gran were so close, could tell her everything knowing she wont judge me although right now i know she would. I used to self harm but stopped and now thinking about starting again:/ it’s the only release i’ve got, my mum thinks it’s all a big joke, my […]

my name is willam lewis and i hate this guy me im in a internal battel with my self not stoping no ending i dont under stand why all i know is

the guy i hate the man who fuck me up me i hate the way i hate my self the way i cant stop heting my self and a feel the despret need to diy why am i like this i dont know all i know is that this guy….. me is a ****

here i am. once again. holding the knife. with fear of knowing what i want to do. im scared. i can admit that. i want it over. heres my chance. will i do it? i wish i could. i wish i was weaker now, more than ever. to just do it. so i think i am. main vain. and goodbye. to those all who never cared. to hear my call. that i have sent many, many times. and i get no answer. i get no help. i dont need it. i supose i was never meant to. this is how it is. the life i […]

Wondering who I should choose to sign as witnesses on my will. I asked my grandma but she won’t sign and my father would probably be devasted and confused. Don’t want any acquaintances to know, do I ask a stranger?

I have only 4 days left to finish all of my documentation and such so, I’m not sure what to do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKg0VSoDdxI

ill start well if im honist im feling like a bad of shit iv got a gcse music tomorow but iv been thinking bout what people have been saying and i feel shit this song reflects it i think and the humer in it makes me feel a bit beter but aney way i was thinking to night if i died i wouldent haft to fill one more form sit an exsam and it would all be gon away and forgoten i hate my self for the shit im doing to my self in genrel i hate myself

aney way how do you feel tonight and […]