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i know im no one but i believe i can make a difference im have the willpower and strength to help others by masking my emotions ….but i need someone to believe in me
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dont be fooled by the title , i havent cut for two days now that may not seem like a lot to you but it is to me , so i have decided to take a break from this website , i want to forget my past of self harm and i cant do that when i have this page i hope you understand , i am thankful for the people on this website who have helped me to realise that u dont have to be perfect for people to love you , im not fully convinced though 🙂
another reason i wont be using my […]
Last night was just an all around bad night. My girlfriend needed to go to the hospital and I offered to go with her, but she said “no” because I need to sleep for school, understandable. And then my boyfriend said he will go with and she jumped at the idea which honestly just bugged the shit out of me. I mean, how in the world did it make sense that she only wanted him with her. I just was so mad. And then again I was bothered because they just automatically assumed I will watch their 2 year old daughter. And yes, I know […]
I have the ability to convince people out of suicide. I can help them stop self harming. I sincerely tell a surplus of people that they’re beautiful.
I can give people so many good reasons as to why not to do anything that could harm themselves.
But I can’t convince myself out of suicide.
I can’t keep myself from self harming
It’s impossible for me to believe I’m beautiful.
I keep my thoughts surrounded by the fact that I’m an ugly human being.
I’m such a hypocrite.
As a person, I’m happy about being human, despite the fact that can’t take care of myself.
It just sucks, […]
Well, I am here now, after I couldn’t figure out where to go finally I found this site, and I hope this is gonna help me.Â
I had severe depression for two and a half-three years. My story started when I turned four or five, my brother started to act weird. First he was hurting me all the time, he was nine at the time, but it was okay, this is no big deal between siblings. I was always the type of kid who is playing alone and trying to stay out of trouble. My brother started to fight with my parents, first it wasn’t […]
I don’t know what it is, but there’s this weird feeling in my chest. It’s painful. But no like physically painful, just painful. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am afraid to die, but I don’t have help. There is no way I can ever get better. Well, I don’t know how to start. It’s never been this bad before. Never. And it’s like I wanted to come back to school, because i thought it was going to be easier, but it’s not. I can’t be at home. I can’t be at school. I don’t have anywhere to go. I’m lost.
I wish […]
I guess a good place to start would be the beginning but I don’t really know where that is. I guess as a kid I always struggled fitting in, I wasn’t the same as everyone else and that was noticeable from a youngish age, I was always bullied in school for being different and was always being physically abused by the other kids. No one ever believed me when I’d tell them what was happening and thought it was all my fault for being so different and started punishing myself for it. At the age of 10 I started cutting and didn’t know that it […]
this is my first time ever talking about my suicidal feelings. i guess I should let you know about me. I’m 18 and I’ve been trying to kill myself since I was ten not sure what made me want to start but i’ve been trying ever since. Sometimes I’ll be “fine” for weeks and then i drop back to wanting to die or cut which can last for a few days or sometimes months. In total I’ve tried 12 times one was about 3 hours ago and shortly after started puking, my mom walked in the bathroom and asked if I was ok and i told […]
I really don’t know how to start this post, so, pieces can fall where they may.
written by betrayingtheworld
I don’t know whether it’s wanting to be saved and know I’m loved because of somebody, or if I really just want a boyfriend/girlfriend/friend. I don’t know. I feel so confused. And conflicted. I just keep dreaming and needing for.. something. I’m not really sure what of yet. I can’t really decipher my dreams that well you know. Anyways, I just am feeling like I’m craving to be loved, touched, felt, understood by someone who truly cares and wants to know me, and all these things. Like, I have a whole list of things that I would feel if I were with somebody, and a […]
i am feeling so much better than i have the past months , so i have decided to take a break form this website it has helped me a lot and because i feel so much better i dont want to be cought up in my old problems , so i will be only on this website when i hit rock bottom again , i hope u all understand , i just didnt want people to thing if i wasnt on for a few weeks i hadnt done something dtupid , so byr for now 🙂 , i wi sh everyone of you good luck […]
didnt sleep at all , all i thought about was how bad today was going to be , just so happy i dont have school.
OK most of you dont know me in  person , so my mum and dad divorced when i was 6 and then when i was 7 my mum made me my sister move away from my dad because my grandpa was sick and my mum wanted to be with him a few years after that i started being bullied in school because i was different i wore glasses , i wasnt fat i weighed 110 pounds (just all the other girls […]
Wouldn’t it be nice if the world ends??
I’ve pretty much given up on suicide for the moment. I can’t put my family through it. I just dread the day when I’m too much for them to look after, because I can’t support myself.
The end of the world would be nice. At least it’s something I could get involved with. Oh well, wishful thinking.
I’m one of those people who can’t face the world. I can’t face people. I can just about talk to people online, unless they start to get to know me, which is when I usually back away because I can’t commit myself to […]
I began cutting in the 7th grade I was only 12. I don’t know why I did it. I just barley cut myself. I started everyday after that. I hide it no one ever saw my arms until the end of my 8th grade year. My mom found my journal and read it. She told me that I would be starting counseling. I started counseling. My mom checked my wrist every night and I would cut up my legs every night. The cuts got deeper and deeper I just need more and more. The blade pressed against my skin opening my skin and seeing blood […]
why am I not worth being loved ,,I’m tired of games and people that can’t be real
written by bryan higgins
why lie  cheat and bs   ! lifes to sHort for drama  im saprised I haventtt  done it  lohna. I do love more than life. Sorry
i have always thought that this was all my fault i brought it upon myself because i want the same as everyone else since this all started i lost 3 stone because people told me i was ugly and discusting , i now weigh 6 stone and its still not good enough for those people …. but since i have joined this support page it has helped me to see that there are so many people out there who feel the same as me , i dont think i will be able to stop hurting myslef but one day i do hope i can get […]
I’m such a terrible person, just disgusting. I felt like ending it all today. I ruined my whole life… And I still continue to do it. and yet, I can’t help but to go back to the only option I have ever known. Smoke Cigarettes, A horrible thing. And Drinking it all away. i’m fucked up man. Forgive me….
And Hun, if you put the clues together at the end, and end up finding this , I Am So Sorry. At least you will understand some of my past, and why our future can not be allowed.
I made a Wish..
[SyKo]
this is so surreal i cant believe im doing this it was a dream now he is making it come true
I’ve tried to stop cutting and burning myself as much and as bad as I used to but it makes it so much worse.
People have started to see my scars and fresh cuts when I’m in dance or at the gym and I never know what to do so I’m trying not to cut as much as I used to.
I’ve started to self medicate and drink all the time to make up for it though and it’s really fucking me up.