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by hopefuldreamer 3/16/2013

written by hopefuldreamer

I’ve been trying to write this post since Monday.. funny how this awful feeling didn’t go away at all since then it’s now two in the morning on aÂ Friday. I miss my friends I regret cutting them off the way I did but I remember how badly my depression set in and I was doing everything I could to get rid of it so I distanced myself from them until I could get better. Earlier this week I messaged someone who I hadn’t seen for a while on Facebook and they couldn’t remember me at all and it wasn’t them not remembering me that hurt […]

3/16/2013 0 comment

Choo Choo

by Luna 3/16/2013

written by Luna

How fast do trains have to be going to kill you? Is it scary? Do you die immediately? Iâ€™ve been thinking a lot about just jumping in front of a train and praying for immediate death.

3/16/2013 2 comments

Not more better

by LessWorse 3/16/2013

written by LessWorse

Am I jinxed? I recently found some good decent honest guys to hang out with like every other weekend, or once a month to just play D&D for about 4 hours. But when I fucking finally am able to go, my wife (who refuses to go out of her own way to find her own friends) has a fit and keeps me stuck at home. I say stuck because I don’t have people whom I can shake hands with and spend time with other than my wife. I love her, but damn it, I need to enjoy the company of FRIENDS, too! This is the […]

3/16/2013 2 comments

i want a new life

by rose_green 3/16/2013

written by rose_green

I’m a 20 year old girl, i have a job i don’t miss a day, i have no real friends i spend all my time playing computer games and thinking bout what i am gonna do to change my life so ill be happier but then i remember who i am and how its worthless trying to fix myself when i cant be fixed i was teased through high school we were kinda poor so i couldn’t afford any nice clothes i wore so many handy downs u could tell i was poor i was a loser i still am i dropped outta high school […]

3/16/2013 7 comments

old and forgotten

by old and forgoten 3/16/2013

written by old and forgoten

dont know when you will actualy read this but i need to talk to some one i hope your willing to read and listen. i;m desprate i need something not sure what i know i tell you not to talk about killing yourself but i know how you feel for diffrent reasons. Â im not sure how much longer i can hold on staying alive so i dont hurt my kids isnt enough of a reason any more staying alive because its a sin to kill myself not sure about that. ending the pain sounds real good right now. ending the frustration the hoplesness Â the uncertany […]

3/16/2013 1 comment

FRIENDS WHERE ARE THOU

by Chowme 3/16/2013

written by Chowme

My friends don’t care about me. I don’t even know if they’re my friends. I’ve been crying all month and there’s this pain on my chest. They never bother to ask, they never comfort me. I have no one. My family does not care, they have been the reason for my depression. I have no one to talk to. No one has bothered asking if I’m gonna be fine. It’s always ”are you okay?” I say YEA. and that’s it. THAT’S THE END OF IT. Do they really care? I’ve been so down lately. I have no one, and it’s making me even more sad. […]

3/16/2013 1 comment

I write when I’m sad

by Chowme 3/16/2013

written by Chowme

All I can produce are tears. Tears of anger, frustration, irritation or just sadness. I really can’t tell the difference. I can just feel the wetness run down my cheeks and the salty taste on my lips. My chest caving in and a sharp pain in my stomach, as if someone piercing it with a knife. My heart is spinning and I can’t seem to tie down on a single thought…I’m lost..and it feels like I’m in this dark corner, forever alone, sadness consuming.

3/16/2013 1 comment

helpppppppp

by b4 i go 3/16/2013

written by b4 i go

im 39 from england and ive hit rock bottom feel as if i cant go on any more, i spend my days n nights crying all over a girl i met 15 months ago on a chat room, the only way i can see to end this is suicide, any one offer advice then ill tell you full story

3/16/2013 3 comments

I would rather..

by Foreverdancing26 3/16/2013

written by Foreverdancing26

I would rather die than feel the way IÂ do right now. I would rather die than ever have to live another night feeling worthless, hopeless, alone, and in need of self harm. I would rather die than see everyone else being happy without me (as they currently are). I would rather die and watch everyone claim “they had no idea I felt this way”

I would rather die than fight on..

3/16/2013 4 comments

Mistreated

by Foreverdancing26 3/16/2013

written by Foreverdancing26

I am mistreated horribly by so many of my friends. I do everything for them & they barely acknowledge my existence.

I’m so sick of being under appreciated, therefor I am making no efforts to see anyone. If people want to be with me, they can tell me.. I will not be walked all over anymore. I put everyone before myself and that’s what got me into the situation I’m currently in.

Cutting was pretty muchÂ the only thing I did for myself, and now it’s being taken away.

3/16/2013 1 comment

My story.

by cheryl123 3/15/2013

written by cheryl123

I feel numb right now, Â maybe of the anti depressants im taking, they make me feel weird. I cant sleep even though ive taken enough sleeping tablets to knock me out 3 times. I dont have anyone to talk to. I dont have the energy to write details, but here is my basic story.

My life for as long as I can remember has been unhappy, Ive been physically & mentally abused all my life. It made me insecure, I developed an eating disorder, self harmed and was suicidal a long time, I told myself when i’m older I wont feel like this and it will […]

3/15/2013 0 comment

I want to die

by whatwhatwhat82 3/15/2013

written by whatwhatwhat82

I’m a 17 year old girl, and I’m depressed and Â have anxiety issues.. Apparently it is quite common to want to die but it isn’t a good enough reason to actually kill yourself. If you do, people will be seriously hurt. If I didn’t know anyone at all, I would probably do it, but I do know people. So I have to stay alive.

I don’t have close friends because I push them all away. I’m never comfortable, even just sitting alone in my room away from everyone, I’m on edge. When I actually go out and do things, I have to constantly take deep breaths […]

3/15/2013 3 comments

WHY?

by Sam 3/15/2013

written by Sam

I have a fear of people. I get tensed up and this causes me chronic pain. My doctor has me on benso but the does not help much. I really don’t know how long I can do this for. I hurt. This is really hard for me to do but we are all strangers so why not I was raped off and on for 7 years, at first I thought it was okay I was 5 when it started and I never told anyone because I can barley type it. Off of that subject. It’s so much more. I don’t know if it’s just because […]

3/15/2013 3 comments

Today my daughter died

by daveh 3/15/2013

written by daveh

Title says it. Last month my mother drank herself to death. Today my daughter heart stopped.

i am in bits. But tomorrow I will feel better. And the next day better still. And next year maybe I will have another daughter. I live with hope in my heart because this is what keep the lights on when it is dark.

Life is precious. Please help me believe this to be true. Live today like it iS a blessing. Because it is. You only realise this when it is taken away.

It has been taken away from me. Realise it before it is taken away from you.

3/15/2013 5 comments

Listen

by WhoAmI 3/15/2013

written by WhoAmI

Insecurity is a part of our lives. Itâ€™s what strikes the fear of rejection into us. Insecurity is something that drives us to perfect ourselves, so we can â€œfit in.â€ Weâ€™re scared of rejection and just want to be able to fit in. Butâ€¦ So many people, so many guys and girls alike are judged on their appearance, and personality. It hurts to get judged. Rejection hurts, being an outcast because youâ€™re not as pretty as someone you know.. hurts. There is one thing you have to always remember though, people who see only the ugly in others, do so because they don’t want to […]

3/15/2013 4 comments

Can suicide be a rational choice?

by exo2013 3/15/2013

written by exo2013

Can suicide be a rational choice?

I am lucky, with a life that many would envy. But I am also deeply unhappy. Presumably as a result of a chemical imbalance in my brain, I simple cannot appreciate the things that keep everyone else going. I have read self help books and I have taken medication. But still I am unhappy.

I know objectively that my life is worthwhile and that I should be grateful for what I have. But subjectively I cannot feel it. Perhaps I could spend my entire life drugged up to the eyeballs on antidepessants and somehow get through, keep up the act. But […]

3/15/2013 3 comments

I got over it; and now I want to help you.

by SkullGold 3/15/2013

written by SkullGold

Hello people.

I am 15 and from Brazil. I think this post is gonna beÂ long, but I ask you to read it.
The point of my post is not sharing my self-harming story. But let’s start with it.

The time was 2011. I had some problems with people. Actually, people were my problem.
These Internet fads were rising at that time, in my country. Not only that, I was 13,Â that moment when we start to grow up and realize how people are […]

3/15/2013 0 comment

The Life Saver Of Life Hope!

by HwdDog 3/15/2013

written by HwdDog

The spoiler of Life.Â Â Â Â Â Â HOPE

Hope ,that last Â line that keeps you hear grounded.

HopeÂ also brings Â along for the run, Faith.

The belief that it will get better.Â Faith

Witch also stands along side with religion .

IF anyone can stop you He can.Â By witch name do i call you.

ARE YOU Â the ALL FOGIVING GOD , will you forgive me for what

ive done. Or will you judge me a coward and plugs my soul to hell.

wait is their even a heaven ?Â In my sleep i fine freedom from my

mind consent war .Â The peace i seek is theirÂ , No more pain, Nothing

simple sleep Â is this what death is like? […]

3/15/2013 1 comment

Fear Of GOD

by HwdDog 3/15/2013

written by HwdDog

I am not sure of how ,people speaking about a form on how to kill oneâ€™s self. Is anyone listening to this shit. If you want to kill your self then pickup the weapon of choice and use it. Thatâ€™s if you have the mine set. Just do it. Death is the end to us all, anyway. What different does it make on when your going to die some day. We all know this right , yet we all face that last road block ,you know who I am talking about yeah him. The MAN and his book ,it has been pounded […]

3/15/2013 3 comments

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