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My husband just turned and looked at me and asked when i would be normal again. I could not say because everyone I have talked to in mental health has recoiled so fast you would think I had just pulled a pickled herring out of my coat and offer to bludgeon them with said fish.
I wonder why. They say Depression is very treatable once caught, but then they act like you have almost a life sentance.
And it is hard on the people when are used to having a sweet submissive wife who is trying to be Superwoman, and now […]
Between all the shitty luck of my life, I’m pretty sure happiness only finds me to remind me how much it hurts to have it ripped away.
I’m so stupid, so naive.
I fell in love with a guy, shocker, I know – someone wants to die because of relationship problems? Well anyway, I fell for this guy immediately… he fell for me too, his life was in shambles – custody battle with the ex, being sued by multiple people for a traffic accident – on the verge of losing his house.
But when we were together, everything seemed like it was going to be okay. We […]
“Son come over here
Daddy’s here you hear?”
“Daddy dont come near”
“Son there’s nothin to fear”
“Daddy, just not in my rear”
“Please son, don’t be queer
Imma let your mother steer
If it’s okay with you dear,
Imma crush this boy with the sheer
Fucking size of my spear”
Now it’s all crystal clear
So they locked him away
Ain’t seen him to this day
They ask but I refuse to say
A goddamn word to that fucking gay
There’s no fucking way
That even for a moment I’d stay
Anywhere near him, okay!?
He deserves to rot in the penitentiary
For the next half […]
He makes me feel better. Like all the bad things in my life don’t matter when I’m with him but now that hes gone, everything is bad again. I miss him every minute of every day. I feel so lost all the time.. why can’t things for once, go right for me?
My friend and I made a competition to see who could come up with the best communist lyrics or poetry. This is what I came up with.
The Communist Legacy
By **** ***** (name omitted)
Clinging to their weapons
the reactionaries reside
inside of their fortress
no place to run
no place to hide
defending their masters
who are eating well and staying warm
while the soldiers outside starve, freezing cold in the storm
They think they are defending what is right – Capitalism is what they condone
They just can’t come to realize that they are nothing but drones
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The Bourgeoisie trembles in fear in their homes
They know that judgment is soon to unfold
The workers have chosen
The […]
The first time I tried to commit suicide I was relatively young. Thinking back, I’m not sure why I tried. I just got so tired of living. It’s not that I had no friends, I had a bunch, but I didn’t really have any real ones. I knew my friends talked about me behind my back, we all did. It wasn’t the fact that they did it, it was just that they said such horrible things about me and acted so nice to me. Then another something happened at home. My mom and I fought so much, it was horrible. She would scream, yell, tell me […]
OK, I have a question. Yesterday, im-worthless made a post called “The other side” asking what people thought about the afterlife. I responded saying no one knows, but there is no logical reason based on what we do know about consciousness to think it’s anything other than eternal oblivion.
Now, I’m sticking by what I said then. That said, this does raise a number of other philosophical questions that have really been troubling me for years.
I’m very evidence minded, and I find the believability of a claim is closely linked to the strength of the evidence supporting it. If there is no evidence for something, it […]
If only I had the power within my hands to end my life with 100% assurance, I feel it would make my life more bearable, it would constitute My Final Hope.
The Jiangchuan offensive, the same as changing people cool heart pleasing to the eye. In my core, Jiangchuan team favorably Nanyang nothing sharp again and again ripped Nanyang line of defense, nike nfl jerseys,the basketball into the basket.
The tenth minute of the time, the score 21:18. The Jiangchuan team leading to one-third, the situation appears to be evenly divided.
“Flute!” Whistle sounded, Nanyang team called the first half of the first suspension.
Chen Qifeng particularly satisfied with the current score happy grinning: “Hey, see it, is now leading us yeah!” Unknowingly Chen Qifeng himself as a Jiangchuan a.
Geng Tianfang look calm water, lightly: “The first half […]
Spent all of last week in the hospital ..it didn’t work..One moment I feel so good and then the next I feel like everything’s crashing down I hate it..I fucking hate it here you can’t trust anyone.I wanna die like I deserve.Ive cried out to only get ignored.I feel so alone.I want it over.I want an easy fast way out..
Well what do you do when nobody can stand you?
because you cant stand tall or cant understand its all the same to me you all know im nothing
i don’t have a job, i don’t have money, i don’t have a love, i don’t have friends, i don’t have nothing, why i’m leave…
Fuck!!! I’m still here. This past week has me feeling I really have no strength to stay alive. I have reasons too I know that. I just need a way to make them more important for me to stay here. I don’t know how I’m supposed to carry on. My fakingit lifestyle isn’t working but being real wont work either it will turn people away (so I’ve had experience). Fuck fuck fuck fuck. Someone set the pain free. Really. Please set me free.
Everyday, i just want to..
Bash myself
Cut myself really deep
Burn myself
Choke myself
Stab myself
Kill myself
Fill myself with never ending pain.
Cause it’s what i deserve, it’s what i need.
I want to do it, but i can take the lead.
Gumpy
I realized today that I’m always lonely. I yearn for a friend, someone to talk to, someone who understands, but even when I’m with my friends, I’m so damn lonely. I don’t feel as if they want me there, I don’t feel as if they’d really care if they saw me on the roof of a building, just about to jump.
I’m such a terrible person. I try to be funny and make people laugh, I reach out for people to be happy with me, so I can be pleased with myself, but I always say the wrong thing. Say the wrong joke, say it too […]
Life, meh. Â People, double meh.
Humans are either assholes or just a huge disappointment.
Where the wounded gather and co-mingle, there is often (but not always) a mutual healing.
so here i am last night layin in bed thinkin as usual..cant ever clear my head..i started thinkin..maybe it was my fault..maybe i lost him because i didnt stop him when he was walking out of my drive way the last time we fought..now that i lost him i wish i would have stopped the fights we got into to as soon as they would start..i wish i would have been the bigger person and told him to knock it off when he would be pissy with me..i wish i would have took advantage of the time i had with him..the times he was over […]