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So myself, I’ve never really seriously thought about suicide. I still don’t. I mean I’ve thought about it a little, more just pushing the boundaries of my own body and wondering if I really could. I mean Sure my life can be pretty crappy at time but hey, whatcha gonnah do (WAIT! don’t answer that…). either way my point was that I probably don’t understand most of the people here.

Please bear that in mind before you lynch mob me! D:

But from my very short time here, I find a fair few posts seem to be… *Points up at the title* Well, kind of attention seeking. […]

Sometimes I wonder if I possibly burn calories from being bipolar seriously switching moods every few hours is tiring lol. Yeah I know it’s not possible but feels like it I can’t keep up. Strange huh?

It’s time to do it. I’m just delaying the inevitable. There is no way out that I am interested in. It’s just a matter of time before I pop myself. I hope sooner rather than later.

I used to say I loved life, I just demanded more of it. Now I just feel I hate the very fact of being alive. Other than a time machine, there is nothing I’d rather have than to die. I want out more than anything else in this world.

I’m just retrying to give some advIce. Comment if it helps you so I know for next time please 🙂 ~

I know you feel like you are ltye only one who understands yoursefl. And youar, nobody knows exactly how you feel or your situation But people do know enough to help a little. Especially the people on this site  let them help you because they know best  share our thoughts here instead of telling the real world we can’t judge you  we are tosimilar whenever you post something find someone in a worse place ct helps you realize things if yu are really sluck , […]

In my youth I was told that the world was young,

To lower my voice and watch my tongue.

Morality was the day to day routine.

I kept my liver pure and left my lungs clean.

But I’m really sick and tired of being that guy.

I’m sick of trying and smiling and wondering why.

I’m under stress and duress.

My life is a mess.

I wonder why people think that I’ll be a success.

I wear a mask of flesh,

I disguise when I dress,

And I remember why in life I make no progress.

In my early teen years I sat on the throne.

I spent my time in bed and on my cell phone.

My attitude […]

I don’t want to seem like a everyday high schooler.

I know people will pass judgement on me already, but here’s my story.

I’m blind and wrestle for my school. (google Paul blind wrestler) and it’s tough.

Why? Well, the sport is all around tough, but when you’re blind, it’s even more tough. Why?

Because, I’m the different kid on the team. I’m blind, and it seems a lot of people, or should I say, most people don’t want to work with me.

Running. We do it a lot and I’m always being passed down to someone else. I get it’s hard to run and […]

Time and time again I find myself saying damn my life can be such a movie. But there is a problem with that if the movie is the protagonist’s favor a good ending happens that happens in 2 or so hrs viewing time, life isn’t that short to find out if r life is good or bad. We have several fuckin years to find out how are life will be. I’m kinda jealous of movies in that sense the process is just sped up and then the character gets to have fun. Life isn’t easy. It would make a good movie though but id prefer […]

I moved to US becouse of my ex husband. My married wasnt happy. Divorced. I live alone. Now already 4 yrs, im alone and very lonely. I try search love online. Every mens from online saying about me (my pics) sexy, pretty, sexy eyes, etc. I meet for lunch/dinner several mens from online. But i dont meet someone really can touch my heart. One time (last month) i meet someone online who really open my heart from long time. But he was too young. I have to stop it. Try replay emails, but my heart still hard to fall in love. Im kinda “running late”. […]

Please I wanna die badly. But I also do wanna see what life is like yet I can’t help but lean toward death…can anyone try to change my mind???

He is so precious to me and yet that is not enough to get him back. I am in love with him but he is not in love with me. I will die, this pain is too much for me. I will die with all the love i have for him.

This probably won’t make much sense, I’m sorry for that.

I’ve read the posts on this site for a while now and for some reason, i thought my story was in order. Maybe it’ll help someone not make the same mistakes i did, not have to go down the same route.

Im not here to write a story for attention or anything of the sort. i don’t know i just felt like i needed to explain.

For a while now the only thought on my mind has been suicide and I just can’t take it anymore. So i guess this is goodbye.

It all started when i relaised i […]

any advice on how to get motivation for school work, techniques etc

I’ve been refusing to go to school again. I went for a full week last week but then i just said fuck it. I’m not even telling anyone i know that i’m going through a major manic depression mode again. Why should i? No one shows empathy anymore. This world only cares about materialistic and selfish desires. If i was to tell my mom i want to kill myself, (which i wouldn’t but i have in the past) it doesn’t even effect her. It’s like a common word she hears everyday,and she’ll say sorry, hun,don’t know what to do anymore. i’ve gone to plenty of […]

Everywhere I turn I get ignored. Now my family?! WTFUCk. I can’t take this anymore! I can’t! I wish I didn’t give a shit! Why should I care! I really don’t like myself today. I wish I were dead.

The youngest one in the group. 18, 18, 18, 17, 15, 15, 14 and maybe one other 18. If he was there for once..I love having all these people who care about me. But they’re growing up faster than I am ._. I don’t know what I’ll do once they are out on missions, on world tours, traveling the world, saving lives. Getting jobs. And doing school work all the time. They’re all I really had in my hard times. What now?

i have always been happy and cheerful. and fun to be around. but, lately i find myself questioning what my purpose is. and if it’s truly worth living out. i do want to kill myself but i’m honestly scared on what i might be missing out on.

Really bad weekend.

Cut up my leg, my wrist again and a few on my side. My best friend says she doesn’t care, but then says that i need to stop and that my boyfriend is a juvenile delinquent and that i have bad taste and that im gonna end up doing drugs and who knows what else. I only want piercings and to dye my hair. Drugs and Drinking sounds awesome to help me escape, but im under lockdown and cant away from my horrible family. They are so immature. I didnt  have an exact reason why i decided to mutilate myself again, just that […]