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Im an idiot i messed up big time.
I wanna overdose i want to remove the pain i want to die. I have no hope in life
everytime im on the bed i can’t get up it is so tiresome even eating food is a problem. Im sick of the world, im sick of everyone, im sick of myself. I want out.
This truly hurts im far away from home and i cant act like a man. Im 18 and being dissapointed isn’t something new.
How many of you did not get something you always wanted? Dreams are shattered.hope is lost
i wish i had […]

It makes me upset to open up this website and see almost 3 new stories almost every 10 minutes. I feel like things just keep getting worst and worst for all of us. Well, if you ever need to talk, Message me. Naiomyhernandez@gmail.com .

First of all, I am not an iminent danger to myself or others. I have been to the behavioral health unit against my will once and I will NEVER go back again.

I’m 44 years old.  I am repsected in my community for some reason and most people think I am pretty together. All that said I am about at the end of what I can take. When do things get better? I have battled with this for years. I have been diagnosed as bipolar. I have tried numerous medixcations but now all I take is Xanax to keep me from getting to crazy. I won’t […]

I was woken up last night by my boyfriend he says you where having a nightmare I remember and says yes it was about my uncle he says its almost like you want him therelike you  look for reasons to be miserable then he tells me he understands ahhhhhhh   I just cried. I hate my existence .

I feel so silly, but yet see the reflections of pain on my skin. I see my dark thought’s when I see myself in the merrier and then the sad follows when the steps of lonely come in line. I have imagined that someone could get help, but I only get numbers on a paper, and the deep thoughts mean nothing; they tell me the same, and here I am writing. I don’t want to kill myself or others, but at what point will they listen to me? I have said that I have seen bodies; and carried my friend in a bag, and they […]

I can’t do this anymore..its just not worth it..im tired of it all..tired of pretending to be happy, tired for pretending that did not hurt, tired of pretending that i mean something, tired of pretending someone anyone cares ajbot me..

It hurts so bad.  I want my pain to end.  Hating the fact that I can’t get myself to end it.  Being in “limbo” (not living, not dead) is the worst.  Each agonizing day of merely drifting along, with no purpose, with no reason, with no one, and just endless loneliness and pain.  Three decades of pain- it’s enough.  How much longer will I have to suffer?  I am not strong enough to endure.  I do not want to endure.  All that awaits me is more pain and suffering.

So I’m 19 years old, no job (have had a few but quit, now can’t find one) I know my family loves me very much and same with my girlfriend but things have always been rough and they all know it. Suicide has been very prominent in my life until around 16 when I turned to Christ and felt re-born. Surprisingly coming from someone who actually follows Christ to the best of his ability I have done every drug under the sun. Half the time it’s my reason to live next to the other half which is hurting people who care. I’m about at the […]

I depressed. That’s all. Not suicidal. I need to Get the fuck over it. I need to shake it off, stop being so weak and get the fuck up.

Quit being scared, stop being so pathetic, and press on

Ok. Well I’m 14. Everyone thinks I’m so so happy and I I want is to die. Yes like get the pills and go for ever. I’m really thinking about it. Everyone thinks I’m so good. So happy. Loving my perfect life. Noone knows not my mom or dad. Not even my best friend. I can’t tell anyone or I really will be weird. My mom would think I’m joking. And I’m not close to her like that.. I have problems with how I look I’m too fat. I’m like 5’8 and 135lbs I need to be bones. I envy people that have Ana I […]

My whole life I have struggled to be “happy”. I have a “type A personality” and even though I am aware of it I can’t seem to change my outlook on things. I have friends and family that love me, but I can’t bring them down with my problems all the time. I wish I could see a therapist or something, and just talk to someone who wouldn’t be burdened by my sadness. I’m scared that I will never be happy no matter what I do. Happiness has always been such a fleeting thing in my life. I hate feeling this way. Why does this extreme […]

I am 45 years old and contemplating killing myself.I never had a girlfriend.I try to be kind and decent to others around me but, feel no true caring from others.I have been attending school part-time on and off since 1994.More off due to my crippling anxiety and lack of self-worth.My “goal” is to become a special education teacher.People arround my treat me like I am  sub-human and are only nice to me if they want something.I irritate others arround me because I am so fucked-up socially.      U nfortunately  I am        starting to develop a hatred for humankind, even though I do not want to feel this […]

Question is simple here.

I can’t believe I came upon this site 10 minutes before I went to work this morning…

Everyday is a struggle to go into work  just like everyday is a struggle to find one more reason to live another day.

I’m a 39 year old mother of 3, and their light that kept me alive in the past is slowly fading. I no longer find solace in their faces… In fact I can’t even look them in the eye anymore. I feel as though they’ve failed me, and I know damned well I have, and will fail them. I think it’s because I’m angry with them for […]