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Pay tribute to your GOD :)

by Nolentwohundred
written by Nolentwohundred

Read this sentence, then close your eyes, take a deep breath and relax……Don’t worry.  You are highly intelligent and as long as you stay focused on what you want to do and how you want to live, you will find a way to accomplish these things.  You have a tendency  to worry more than you need.  I’m sure everything will be different and disorienting at first, but you’ll be back to your personal routine in no time.  I am always here 919 381 2658.  I don’t want you to risk contacting me anymore than is necessary, but know that I am always here and nothing […]

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cycle

by birthright
written by birthright

we fall and beg and cry then find someone, fall,beg,cry  then get up again, fall beg cry, over and over. but one day there will be someone that makes it worth it, something that makes the pain worth it, and the answers to your questions. it comes slowly and you have to run the cylcle many times but then  you fight and you make progress. im at that stage, iv  made progress but then i did the full run of the cycle again. and probably am still in it but the progress ive made has been through me, i dont have someone i rely on […]

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How come?

by sansesperer
written by sansesperer

Why is it that so many of the most beautiful and gentle souls one could ever meet feel so desperate to the point of being suicidal, yet so many awful people can just waltz through life without giving anyone else a second thought?  I suspect that the answer may be in this question.

It’s a sick joke.

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I’m at a crossroads

by Cinnamon
written by Cinnamon

I want help, but I want to carry on with this alone. I want my parents to realize that I’m not OK, but I don’t want them to get into my issues. I want to be with my friends, but I feel like I’m in other dimension whenever I’m with them. I want to love myself, but I have never hated me so much. I want the voices in my head to shut up, but they’re the only actual company I have. I want to die, but I want to live.

 

 

 

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help me

by Schneiderang
written by Schneiderang

please dont kill your self.. please ….

 

i am trying very hard please….

 

i cant take anymore people leaving

 

make this stop

 

 

i havent cut in about two weeeks

 

and i gave in!!

 

 

fuck fuck fuckkk!!!

omg i cant breath

 

 

please dont die…

 

please

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Please anyone

by just.me.19
written by just.me.19

I haven’t posted in a while, but please if there’s anyone that can talk to me… I can’t stop crying, and can barely breathe… I am afraid that I lost my best friend… If she dies I will die too… Please, anyone…

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Famous last words

by somedaysoon13
written by somedaysoon13

My chemical romance, just thought it was worth posting..

 

Famous Last Words lyrics
Songwriters: Iero, Frank; Pellisier, Matt; Toro, Raymond; Way, Gerard; Way, Mikey;

Now I know that I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart?
But where’s your heart?
But where’s your?

And I know there’s nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change

So many bright lights to cast a shadow, but can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding I’m incomplete?
A life that’s so demanding, I get so weak
A love that’s so demanding, I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to […]

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Am I Selfish, Ungrateful, EVIL?

by lonelyldngirl
written by lonelyldngirl

I’ve never understood why the people around me see me being suicidal as an assault on them. Sometimes I feel like the attempts that people have made to save me are just vanity driven allowing them to remain void of guilt largely because when people realise they can’t save me they get fed up and leave. It’s clear they don’t care. But worse than all of this is the way everyone from ‘friends’, family, and sometimes even mental health professionals use emotional blackmail against you. I’ve been called selfish because I have a 5 year old daughter (she has been taken from me). My alleged […]

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I need to ask

by elicjawseft
written by elicjawseft

Hi again, Im Elico. I posted once here (I dont have anything is the title of it)…

I-im just tired you know? I just need to end it all, Im happier that way actually… Life sucks for me. Im beign selfish but for once I want to be selfish… Ive made decisions to make others happy but to make me… alone.

People will never get my pain, it might be superficial, manageable and shallow to some but for me it simply isnt… and I just do not care with other people anymore…

 

I need to simply end you know? And I do not want to resort to violent means with blood splatters and […]

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My Ultimatun

by dedsldr
written by dedsldr

I am a deployed military member on my 3rd combat deployment. Since joining I have never seen any combat. No mortar has ever come close. No IED has ever went off. No shots have been fired at me. I joined to go fight. I wanted to achieve greatness and kill the enemy. I changed jobs this time in order to give myself a better chance of getting in an engagement. This time like every other time I have beem deemed too necessay for staying on the FOB. To make matters worse, my spouse was hit by […]

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Failed suicide attempt

by MrSebastior
written by MrSebastior

Is here anyone that has failed suicide here? I’m not talking about changing your mind, I mean if someone saved you or something went wrong.

Would you comment your experience and tell me/us what happened, what you felt etc

And if you need someone to talk to, email me, no matter what it’s about, even if you feel stupid, it’s still serious and i’d like to try and help

MrSebastior at gmail dot com

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Losing my mind…

by Blue Butterfly
written by Blue Butterfly

I’ve tried everything to get better. Meds, therapy, at least 7 hospital stays, vitamins, diet, ECT…10 years i’ve been in this hell! My last episode has lasted all of this year and most of last year, without a break!! I’m never happy for longer than half a day at a time and that happens very rarely (maybe once a month). I’ve been suicidal for over 7 months since my ECT treatment failed to help me. I’ve seen over 8 psychiatrists and none have helped. My current doctor’s only suggestion was to come off meds entirely (cause they do nothing) and find a new therapist. That’s it. […]

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just another story

by helios
written by helios

i’ve dealt with complicated thoughts and feelings my entire life, all of them in their most extreme form. i daily go from being angry at everything else that exists, to quietly loathing myself in a corner. i had suicidal thoughts from the time i was very young, maybe as early as eight. i first really plotted to kill myself when i was sixteen. i even learned how to tie a perfect hangmans noose. i’m 20 now. and the thing is, that it really has nothing to do with my life. i don’t have any significant problems, hell, i even just got engaged to my girlfriend. but i hate […]

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I don’t Know What Should I do.. Who Should I Talk.. I Am Going to die Soon..

by Shivi
written by Shivi

 

I am Just a Person Like you all.. I also live a Unwanted life.. I am living but nobody can see that By each Passing day I am dieing.. I am killing myself inside.. My soul is no more.. I am Spiritually dead.. But I physically Smile Only for the ones who love Me.. And I don’t know why!

I know how it feels to cry alone in the blanket.. just crying and crying!! I don’t know what my future gonna be! My Parents constantly giving me Tensions and Tensions.. I am Killing myself inside in these Stress tensions..

Sometimes I feel “Relations are everything and the […]

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Ok that’s it….

by Ekunokin
written by Ekunokin

Feel like I can’t make it in this world. I’m 19 years old and my family is begging me to stay at home because they know I can’t cope outside…. they’re trying to help me but this is exactly what has ruined me…. not leaving the house and going out for once. I feel pathetic, I can’t live like this anymore .

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just a glimpse.

by hopeless.
written by hopeless.

a year and a half ago, i stood on the train tracks awaiting death. however, two women pulled me off. i was instantly hospitalized. i spent a month there, between inpatient and outpatient care. before then, i was in my first real relationship. we’d been together for over a year and he would constantly tell me how he plans on proposing to me. i get that i shouldn’t have believed it, that I’m too young for talk like that…but it all felt so real. a month before the incident, i approached my boyfriend, explaining to him how i wanted to end my life. at first, […]

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