I am leaving love around the corner with the heavens.
I am not an angel
Nor ever will be
I am something else from the darkness now.
I am leaving that side of myself where it was orignally from.
I will never be a princess
I will never be
Something that had love.
I am sorry I have failed
Memories are dead and gone, anyways
It doesn’t matter
I made a huge mistake, Tried to fix it, but I failed.
Will never be fixable ever again.
Isolation is who i was ever since
I don’t care anymore.
I don’t need help
I’m just tired of fighting for something i will never have… again
The stars have faded
and so has everything else.
Goodbye hopeless romantic life style.
Its time to be old, smart me.
Alone is my new goal.
My faith was to always die as a lonely bitter woman.
2 comments
I like this. You are a good writer. I understand the feeling of always trying to be something that just doesn’t work out. Maybe, like me, you keep trying to be someone you are not and the real you is better anyway. I don’t know if that’s the answer, because I’m still figuring it out myself…but I do know now the real me has always been the quiet me and it’s okay to just be quiet.
but its a lonely path.