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Last August I Had a very hard time! I Started cutting on myself and listening to hateful Music! My friends started noticing I wasn’t being myself! I had a Freak out one night and told my mom That i felt like killing myself and wished I was dead! She told me to lay down! The next morning i stayed in my room all day which I usually Did if I was mad! I ended up cutting into my leg pretty deep where is was bleeding It says ” Fuckin deal”  I Ended up taking a lot of pills but just like Tylenol And Motrin. I ended up acting […]

Loneliness is darkness A never-ending night. Even though the black won’t go away, You’ll never fall asleep.
Because loneliness sparks a fear
And unlike other nightmares Awakening will not vanish it; For the darkness is too strong To allow any rest.
It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. Too vague to remember Too important to forget.

I guess this poem sums me up, Im lonely, I know I sound like a sad case but its true…hoping for some contact on here

I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live either

What scares you more life or death?

i cant go on no more iv been trying to get thru life but iv failed at everything even been a dad my son was 4 days old iv lost everthing and everone its been 2 year now i want to end my life iv tryd befor but failed

I want to scream. I want to cry. Feel something, do something.. but I’m too tired. For those who tke meds.. is it worth it? My family doestnt know.. school will be starting soon.. what do I do?