to cut, i did yesterday, not severley as i was some-what busy and didnt have time to slip away for an hour. but now i have the dark night, and the urge is back. i hate knowing i cut at the same time, glad i have my own free counselors: my needles and pocket knives. they r always there for me.
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i am going through the same thing so i cant give u much advice but my urge is more like 5 times a day so it get worse is all i have to say
hannah – I know you are still together enough to think clearly when you focus.
So, honestly….. not just a bs question for you. Sincerely – how would it HELP?? Sure you can see a visual of the pain you kinda feel inside. Ya, it is a way to “get even” with life….
but does it really help?? Or does it just open more doors of darkness and regret as soon as your done???
Signed – Your Friend
@mr nobody: well i cut words into my stomach such as last night i cut ‘FAT’ right where i have a scar from surgery YEARS AGO like 13 years ago, it helped having that word there cuz i know its true, i just made it ‘official’ when i was done i regret it, but im still glad its my cuts r on me, it makes me….me.
well you are you. with or without the cuts.
personally i think your BRAIN makes you – you. but whatev on that. And if i recall seeing your pic – you did NOT look fat. I know that is a real hard (and touchy) subject with girls your age. But an HONEST outsiders opinion is that you are a very cute girl EXACTLY AS YOU ARE.
Now i dont expect you to believe me. But what I saw of you in your pic – it is the truth.
Fat. Your the skinniest girl I’ve ever seen.
See. It is NOT just me.
Hannah – with all due respect. YOU ARE NUTS if you think you are anything other than georgous…… I dont know what your mind sees when you look in the mirror. But you ARE pretty. Very, very pretty.
And you CARE about people. And you are non-judgemental. And you are smart. Hell, normally you would kinda piss me off for being “so perfect”.
😛
@mr nobody: i was skinny, i was beautiful, but summer hits and i BINGE! thats ugly. the pic of me was from december last yr i was ‘tryin’ to recover frrom eating disorders now its july and life gave me food and lots of it no longer am i beautiful that pic i dont even look like that ANYMORE! and i a NO WHERE NEAR PERFECT
@admiral of the fleet: skinny? oh hell no, close but not anymore.
I really doubt that you changed THAT much. I know you BELIEVE you have. But i am a skeptic on this one.
I think you know who can trust on this board and those who are a bit iffy…..
If you want an HONEST opinion – post the pic (or email it). I will be honest. But again – there is no way I believe you are anything other than a goddess.
umm i might post another pic of me on here i swear the pic on here is outdated
I think an OPTIONAL board where those who wanted to could put up a pic and a bio would be cool
yeah i was right bout to post another pic of me til my mom walked in so that will have to wait