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They say everyone has a PURPOSE in this life
I wonder what’s my purpose
Nothing makes sense…Now I’m in those moments when I just want to DISAPPEAR
I’m getting more and more SAD
I really don’t know what to do!
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you might as well stop banning me because i will keep coming back.
there is a time when you cannot tell if you need a uplift in life from somebody else, or you should just end it. I have had many such times in my life when i had the feeling that there was nothing that could be done now except suicide, but there always was a helping hand – friend or relative who stood by me and told me not to do it. but this time it is completely different, i have no way to tell if i should do it or not. and the thing is such that i think that my head spuns each time […]
My Only friend told me last night shes feeling suicidal, Why? her too having to feel like this.. Then she said all these nice things about me being a good friend and all but she does’nt even know who that i’m suicidal and feel like her, I can’t tell her.. No body knows how i feel Just me.. I’m scared for her, Don’t want her to feel like this, Shes incredible, I hate this world i just want to leave but don’t want to hurt anyone
Do many people out there have like a suicide playlist that you play when your feeling at lowest I have songs that really open me up an d make me cry and think about what im plannning. main songs on it are
anthony and johnsons- hope theres someone
Johny cash – hurt
manic street preachers – suicide is painless
what songs really effect other people on here when feelin at lowest?
I am tired of stupid useless attempts. To many over to many years. I am recovering from a back injury and was given Hydrocodone-Acetaminophen 7.5 – 750 (quantity: 30). Also I an taking lunesta as a sleep aid. Can I use a combo of these two to overdose and die? And if so, please tell me how much? I am so tired…….Please !!!!
Sometimes you try so hard to save yourself but really all you need is a pat on the back. When the time comes that I don’t even have that I really ask what I ever meant to so many people. The stereotype of what it is to be depressed is something that I try to steer away from all the time, but unfortunately I can’t escape it. I’m writing this because I need someone to see it even if no one ever said anything to me about it, even if it somehow didn’t get posted while I thought it did. I’m 18 years old and […]
you feel bad in the pit of your stomach when you think that you might hate your family…
it makes you feel like a bad person.
but really, why should you feel bad?
anyone who makes you feel horrible almost everyday, dismisses you unless they notice you for a negative, for being in the wrong; people like that don’t deserve your respect or love. weather they be related to you or not, it shouldn’t matter. a person who is painful to be around, who makes you want to bang your head against a wall again and again and again… isn’t a person you need in your […]
i was a very happy guy i used to live ma life without any depression though i was not having any girl friend nor i do have now bt then to i was satisfied with ma life i also completed my MBA this year i am quite a good looking guy & was expecting a good looking & sexy girlfriend in future but besides that i was having a little gap in my front teeth so i decided to remove those gap by doing composite bonding but that fucking female dentist did not tell me its disadvantages of composites nor she even told me that […]
I feel useless, I can’t make a difference in my life… everything about my life is painful there is nothing positive to me anymore. As much as I preach to myself all the good things I can do and become…I can’t wait that long. I’m tired of waiting for something good or to be fixed. The only thing stopping me is how ? how do I end it all and rest permanently without a thousands things in my head, walking around with a fake smile but in my head it’s all sadness and loneliness…. I can’t take anything anymore and I’m tired of hearing it’ll […]
i was away for a very long time. so messed up right now. cant deal with this life anymore. i want to end everything tonight but i don’t have the strength to take my life aswell. i just wish i don’t wake up tomorrow.
I’m really confused this month, I feel like shit. I haven’t felt this sort of way in a while, usually I’d just shrug it off as me being a little ***** (and maybe it is), but it feels different this time.
About a year and a half ago I fell in love with this girl who I sort of dated for about a week, and by that I mean we live a city apart so we didn’t hang out physically very often, it was mostly over Skype and Facebook. But I really really liked her, she meant the world to me. Up until then I hadn’t […]
i lost my best friend. Im losing more and more, i dont what happened, i dOnt how it happened but i just got in to a fight with another close friend. Its things like what she said to me tha makes me turn around and cut or burn. She knows how i think and how i view myself. I hate how i live and i want out. Im sick of the harrassment at school that gos on behind my back, im sick of crying every night know that my day isnt gonna be good. I make myself sick apmost every night! Im sick of evedything […]
I miss you so much, you have no idea how much I need you, I think about you all the time… I want you to be here with me, I want to hear you laughing again.
Te amo
My sad and sweet soulmate <3
We all make choices
Some are easier than others
Like what to wear and what to eat
Others are harder
Like how to schedule our day and who to meet
But it seems like my choices are harder still
Something abnormal from all the rest
While my friends are deciding which movie is the best
I’m deciding if myself I’m going to kill
I feel so jealous of all those other kids
They seem to have all their shit together
While I sit here in the corner
Trying to keep my wrists together
While the rest smile I wear a frown
While some look up to the […]
This is my first non poem post in a long time. If you haven’t seen them, please look them up and tell me what you think. Anyway, on to the post.
I did it. I managed to get myself discharged from all psychiatric treatment. No more therapists, no more psychologists, no more meds or anything. It’s bittersweet. I knew they weren’t helping, but I don’t know what else to do. Everything they did wasnt working, so im back to my own methods of coping. So what if they’re unhealthy? They work. One joint makes me feel better for longer than a weeks worth of SSRIs. […]
Of myself mostly, all I can ever do is fuck up. I say ‘some day I’ll fix it, i’ll improve my life’ and it never happens. It probably won’t happen. I’m going to be broke, sad, and lonely. All because of me. I wish I was never born.
My best friend is moving to a different state in 13 days. It makes me so happy to see her in school, and next year she won’t be here to make me happy. I have other friends, but she is the most special of them all. She has the same personality as me, and we get everything the other says/does. Everyone else thinks we’re crazy and weird, but we understand each other. Next year, I will have no one to hug when I’m having a bad day, I won’t be able to walk down the hallway holding her hand (we are really affectionate xD) And […]
nobody does about me, they dont show it. no one would even notice my non existance.
starting to think about it that thought makes me sick. too bad its true:/