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I am not able to ever cry and haven’t in over 4 years
For general topics related to the site.
I am not able to ever cry and haven’t in over 4 years
Help me, I’ve cut really deep, I don’t know what to do, it wont stop bleeding… What have I done, am I gonna die? Please help… :'(
people say the word time alot
Life gets better with time
Just give it time
I just need some time to figure things out
Only time will tell
Time heals all wounds
Time is used as a lie and an excuse
People take advantage of the time they use
The only people who truly appreciate time are those who have seen it run out; either for themselves or someone else.
Because time is a lie to those who wish to end their lives
Time just means more suffering.
Still time is a gift to those who survive and wish to cling to life.
My time […]
i’ve read a lot of these posts, since last summer. every single one i’ve read is like, poetic or something. well not mine.
i’ve been feelings suicidal since last year. i know it sounds pathetic, but it was because my boyfriend broke up with me. he was my first kiss, my first boyfriend and i feel like he was my first love. when he broke up with me, i just felt like NOBODY likes me or wants me, since he was my first boyfriend.
people have always picked on me, calling me fat, ugly, and other stuff. people always take me for granted and they always ignore […]
Thank you all but enough is enough. I can’t deal with the pain. Time to say goodbye to this cruel cold heartless world
I don’t understand how all these little things can hold me back. Make me feel afraid. Too afraid to actually go through anything, and I all can manage is to hurt myself.
She’s one of the reasons why I’m holding on. She makes me feel so happy when I’m with her, and whenever I talk to her, I just end up smiling. I forget the rest of the world and I just want to be with her, always talking, somehow always communicating. Cause she’s one of my lifelines making me stay here.
The endless possibilities. The curiosity of what life will be like if I stick through […]
I’m soo depressed, sick & tired of being sick & tired!! Why does life have to be so damn hard? Why can’t I ever be happy? Why do the people you care for hurt you the most? I just want to end it all!! The HELL with life!! What I wake up, get dressed, go to work, kiss my fiancé goodbye & head out. But what do you do when the person you swore was your soulmate betrays your trust & violats your boundaries? I’m in love with a woman whom I grew up with, even as kids we were always together. Now 16yrs later […]
its never really been a problem with me,but you know how some people are striaght and some people are the opposite, well im neither,i aint sexually attached to men nor women,im a female,i never got romantically close to men because it didnt feel right,i never dated girls because it didnt feel right to me,so if im not straight and im not gay or bisexual nor bicurious, then what am i?i dont know if its from all the years of being abused, i dont like any of it,i feel uncomfortable dating period,or kissing,i feel like my mouth is just to talk and eat food with,and i […]
I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can’t; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing that’s in the inside.. That one feeling when everything seems to be lost.. you’re breathing hard..with all this pressure hung onto your back. Like a ton of cement blocks covering you, holding you down. It’s like I realized that way down inside, I’ve always been lonely for something. But I don’t know what for. It’s like everybody in the world want’s something. Only they never really know exactly what it […]
I just wanna know if this is the right thing to do?
I haven’t been to school for the last three days, I told my mum it was because I felt ill. I deliberatly made myself ill so that I wouldn’t have to go. The reason is, I get bullied really badly at school all because of this boy who found out that I self harmed and that I’m suicidal. He spread it round the school and now everyone knows, I’m too scared to talk to anyone and I’m too scared to go to school. Also I have so much homework that I haven’t done because […]
I’m lonely and curious right now. Does anyone live in New York? I know, weird question.
Okay, one more time, I am going to try to go the Professional route. Too much seething anger when the depression fades, I am beating my appliances and slamming doors and just having too many impulses to tear my hair out or beat my own face. Did a lot of face slapping and strangling Monday and Tuesday. Roller coastering from numbness to anger to depression. Having to bite my lip hard not to say insulting things to co workers and get fired. Knowing this is crazy and useless and wrong isn’t helping. Gonna take one more stab at prescription help. Wish me luck
One of my core problems is that I am extremely vengeful. When sombody does somthing major to hurt me I cannot let go of it until I get revenge for it. I feel like forgiving is weak and defeat, sorry if that is offensive. Anything major that happened even 10 years ago I am still mad about. I really should have gotten my revenge along time ago instead of holding the anger for years. I don’t believe in karma so to me If I don’t get them back they got away with it. And reveng is the onlything I can do now that could possibly […]
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. I’m fucked up. I like to screw with people. I do it on purpose but I can’t stop myself. I am the kind of person who deserves to be shot, but I’m not gonna shoot myself. If anyone actually meets me in person, please kill me. Make me suffer. I don’t deserve to live, I’ve hurt too many people. I can’t help it if I lash out at others when I’m in pain.
There have been several good episodes in my life, but as I look back I realize that the good ones would last just for a little while and the worst ones go on for years or will be there for the rest of my life.
A little more than 8 years ago I had a terrible car crash – I should be grateful about having survived with almost no injuries, but sometimes I wish I had died instantly instead because even prior to that I was a lonely freak and later on everything just got worse and worse.
So then I went to university and slipped deeper […]
I have had severe depression for way to long. I used to be so happy and creative and wished I could live forever a long time ago I cant even imagine wanting to live forever now. I have lost all interest in everything in life, peoples advice is usually “Do what you enjoy doing” The problem is I have no hobbies,interests, and cant think of even one thing I enjoy doing. I feel so burned out like nothing is ever new and even if I have never done somthing it feels like Ive done it 10,000 times before. I have never had a girlfriend and […]
I’m an Iraq vet, split with my wife over a year ago. I’ve failed at every job I’ve gotten since my discharge, ruined every friendship in my life, and have no prospects for the future. No artistic or creative talents, failing familial ties, and I am just tired all the time. I’m slowly researching different methods for ending my life. I know it would be great to stick arou d long enough to see my baby nephew grow up, but that would entail continuing to live, and I am an utter failure at all of the things that modern living entails. I have no desire […]
no i’m nothing
i’m just plain
and i sit in my room
dying slowly
awaiting the time
for death to say hello
Just from being on this website it’s apparent to me that there are so many people who feel hopeless and lost, ranging in age, different genders, coming from numerous countries, different religions ect…
I’m just curious, not about everyones story as to why they want to die or give up on life, but i want to know what emotion is the most common trigger for people.
Meaning, what emotion can’t you handle? or don’t want to handle? Fear,anger,embarrassment,jealousy,sadness…ect?
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