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How am i suppose to feel?

by just me 1/30/2012

written by just me

Lately Iâ€™ve been through a lot of stuff, well itâ€™s my senior year and I really need to think about what I am going to do with the rest of my life, the thing is my mom is putting a lot of pressure on me so I study what she thinks is better, you see my mom is a mess, I love her I wish I wouldnÂ´t honestly maybe that way I would not care about what she does or says, she hurts me she was upset and she told me I was her mistake that she did not wanted to make the same mistakes […]

1/30/2012 0 comment

:)

by rawrimaturtle.. 1/30/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

http://www.facebook.com/DepressionHurts

1/30/2012 5 comments

Hia :) i have half of an idea =P

by rawrimaturtle.. 1/30/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

who else is sick of stereotypes and people judging? i know i am, but i also know i judge as well. tho i try not to..

well my half idea is.. we should do something about it don’t you think? i want to do something like on the movie ‘pay it forward’ if you haven’t seen that movie watch the trailer, you will still understand :). but the thing is, my brain runs dry when i try to think of what do to. so i need some help. i think this project will keep me busy. so my depression might be pushed to the back of […]

1/30/2012 3 comments

cure for depression

by chrissie 1/30/2012

written by chrissie

1. don’t give a shit. 2. Don’t give a shit! 3. DONT GIVE […]

1/30/2012 10 comments

Austin, TX

by prismchild 1/30/2012

written by prismchild

Was wondering if anyone lived in Austin would like to meet up and talk about our suicidal issues. Not asking for an exit partner, but that would be nice.

1/30/2012 1 comment

A thought …

by adastra 1/30/2012

written by adastra

Everyone at some point in their lives wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world and that nobody loves them, or worse will never love them. That they will wander blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping either inwardly or sometimes even desperately, that their life circumstances will improve, but fearing that it might not. That they will remain unloved forever or always struggling in existence.

The best thing to do in these situations is wake up, and realize you are â€˜actuallyâ€™ just (day) dreaming of a future.

I say go out and make one â€¦. […]

1/30/2012 3 comments

A moment of levity.

by deadright 1/30/2012

written by deadright

As with most things lately a lot of shit is spoiling my plans for self deliverance but something happened a couple of hours ago that was more shit, but kind of funny.

I was in my basement cleaning an old M1 Garand Rifle that I need to sell to get some money, when I heard a loud banging on my door; no one calling just banging on the front and back door.Â I figured it was either my landlord or some other bill collector so I did not answer the door and just hid…as usual.

After a few minutes, it stopped and I went upstairs to the […]

1/30/2012 0 comment

owell..

by Jamie-S11 1/30/2012

written by Jamie-S11

For anyone who read my earlier post, I took the advice and told her how I felt. In a word I was “rejected”. Now It’s far too awkward to go back to college and again life is pointless. Cheers for the advice but this was the last straw. I’ve finally made a decision I won’t be posting on here again. Thanks for all the advice people have given me since I first posted. Time for this hell to end. Hope you all find redemption somewhere. Goodbye x

1/30/2012 21 comments

i tryed so hard and got so far

by james page 1/30/2012

written by james page

i am 15 years old and living in ireland my story begins when i was only a todler mabye 2 years old growing up with my weed smoking dad he had serious anger problems and because of this he scared me for life im not able to go to school and be with teachers who shout because i only break down in tears and because of this every 1 at school laughs at me meaning that i have no friends 13 years later and still have no friends i have also discovered that i have epolepsy as i am always shaking i cant go to […]

1/30/2012 9 comments

She’s Gone.

by KAPP_1907 1/30/2012

written by KAPP_1907

Hi, I’m a fifteen year old girl and I have been through quite a bit in my life.. I’ve been through being homeless, abused, raped, molested, bullied at school, addicted to drugs and alcoholism. I’m going through a lot at this moment as well, I need someone to talk to because all the people I know are drunks or druggies. I’m tired of being around this, I’ve been living around drunks and druggies my whole life. Now I just lost everything because of drugs and alcohol. I did try to be sober a couple of times but I just keep getting sucked back into it.. […]

1/30/2012 11 comments

“so” again.

by come_pick_me_up 1/30/2012

written by come_pick_me_up

God I’m so fucking miserable, so fucking depressed AGAIN. and i’m just sitting here trying to tell myself it’s not ME it’s just in my head. just my messed up brain telling me i’m not okay cuz there’s nothing to be really sad about. unless i think about it. which is easy to do when you’re alone. easy to do when you can never shut your head up.

a couple of nights ago i was just laying in bed waiting for sleep to take me, and instead of thinking about my shitty stupid day i started day dreaming. and in this dream (which part of me […]

1/30/2012 4 comments

gone

by drift_along 1/30/2012

written by drift_along

Havent really been on here latly because i was back in the hospital bt i feel alot better glad i went in because before then i was extremly suicidal so im happy for my decision i made

1/30/2012 4 comments

Contact me!?

by Bella-omy 1/30/2012

written by Bella-omy

SO, I met an amazing person on here, and i can tell I’ll meet many more amazing people. I can help any of you guys out and message you when ever you need me! I AM A REALLY HELPFUL PERSON! AND I’M REALLY BUBBLY WHEN NEEDED!

EMAIL ME!

Naiomyhernandez@gmail.com

1/30/2012 2 comments

Mondays

by SuicideTears 1/30/2012

written by SuicideTears

I hate mondays. It’s the worst day in the week. After a good weekend, then you have to wake and meet early. I hate it !

I thinkÂ IÂ wanna skip school today. LieÂ all day onÂ the couchÂ andÂ smokeÂ some good weed.

What aboutÂ you.Â What are you up to on this boringÂ Monday?

1/30/2012 6 comments

So hard..

by LongestYardx 1/30/2012

written by LongestYardx

never felt that life was so hard. Seems like everything i do is wrong. in the 2 years i have felt like this i feel as if i have lost everything, dropped out of school because everything got to me. turned to drinking cause it seemed like the easiest option,but since that decision life has gotton 50% worse. and as easy as it seems like to stop that goes okay for a while untill i breakdown over something again.. and turn to it again and go out and drink before work, then end up not showing for work. and im on the last straw with […]

1/30/2012 5 comments

This is what they call “life”

by amandarl333 1/30/2012

written by amandarl333

“To remain silent and indifferent is the greatest sin of all”- Elie Wiesel. This quote alone has been one of the most inspirational things to get me through my days, recently. Elie was a concentration camp survivor, and if he can get passed all of that, then I can get past a few horrible days, and don’t you know, I’ve had plenty of those.

When I was in seventh grade, I had a few friends who had been dealing with really abusive parents, for their whole life. I didn’t really know exactly what they were going through, because I never had experienced that before. I grew […]

1/30/2012 6 comments

I don’t even know where to begin

by Improperemphasis 1/30/2012

written by Improperemphasis

I want to share my story, it will take a while but the details are important. It’s a long one. I left some things out, like my utterly deranged sexuality. I hope that someone out there will read this and know that they really don’t have it so bad.

I live in the shadow of my past.

I was not abused, none of my family or friends have died, I am privileged and well off financially. My mom left my dad when I was 3, he was an abusive alcoholic.

I am attractive, intelligent, clever, creative, witty, inventive, all that good stuff. Despite all these things, I am […]

1/30/2012 6 comments

Today, tomorrow, forever.. Allways..

by david009 1/30/2012

written by david009

Today I left my house For the first time after such a long time. I went to the dentist to get my braces removed, the last time I went was a year ago. I was on anti depression medication and life seemed fine, I was fun to be around at the time. since then I fell of the face of the earth and well most of you know how that feels like.. Well anyway I went to the dentist, my eyes burned from the brightness of the daylight. By the time I got there my eyes looked a mess. I went in to see the […]

1/30/2012 2 comments

Nothing outweighs all the negative..

by sarahkkendall 1/29/2012

written by sarahkkendall

As the title says nothing beats everything I am dealing with now.Â My babies are all split up and their hearts are shattered.Â In turn their pain rings so loudly to me.Â I had to rock my crying 6 year old little girl to sleep in a hotel room before I took her back to her father.Â I am disabled and incapable of providing a stable home for my children.Â I am going to an online university and I find it mundane and pointless.Â Feeling guilty is something that runs rampant in my heart and the feeling of complete inadequacy fills me to the brim […]

1/29/2012 1 comment

live love laugh:)

by cali33338 1/29/2012

written by cali33338

im only 11 and ive already had alot of suiside thoughts i feel useless to the world what the point of this everyone judges me and picks on me. resently my best friends mom died of colen cancer (RIP cythea curro) that brought me down i know if i comite suiside my bff will turn to it 2. im afraid of death, i never try and cut myself. my older brother is the worst, he tells me ill die a vergin he tells me ,”go to hell” “no one cares 4 u” he doesnt help. and just about a month ago my very 1st boyfriend […]

1/29/2012 3 comments

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