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About 4 years ago I was normal. I went to school, played with freinds, did all the stuff a normal 11 year old would do. Now… Its like im not even the same person. I dont recognize myself at all. All I think about is suicide. I dont care. I dont care whether or not I pass highschool. I dont care if I go to college or not. I just want to die. I want to escape this cruel world and leave forever.

Just so you know, I got sick 4 years ago. Well, not sick. But I got this disease that pretty much paralyzes you […]

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I want to be a special education teacher. For my entire high school career, I volunteered with the special ed. department at my school. I loved it.  Through a career progam, I was even able to get three different internships, basically working as a teacher’s aide. I loved working with the students. I don’t even know how to describe the joy it brought me. It is one of the few things that I feel I am truly good at. While I am usually horrible with any sort of human interaction, for some reason, I feel some sort of connection with those students. They always brought a […]

I’m a girl. I was around thirteen when I first attempted suicide. I wound up in the hospital.

My parents saw it coming, with the cutting and the screaming. But they were still somehow oblivious.

They were mad at me. As if yelling more would help. They grounded me. They told me I was fucked up.

I’m fifteen now, turning sixteen in April. I can go without cutting for 6 months, but then I have a break.

I’m stronger, I guess. They think I’m happier. But I’m fucked up. I’ll always be fucked up, Dad.

You can beat me down until I’m weak but I’ll always be fucked up. Mom, […]

I’m Kate and I’m 16 years old. I’ve never shared my story before, so sharing this story is taking a lot out of me. Two years ago in May, I became depressed. It was just a lot of little things adding up and then the loss of my best friend really took the best out of me. She began her first serious relationship, and in doing so left me behind.

So anyways, that really tore me down. I was trying to get over it, but she kept changing and acting different so it really upset me. My mom and dad being alcoholics also took a […]

I don’t think I ever really did this so I’m going to now.

Hi my name is Morgan and I’m 14. I started getting depressed in grade 7 when my mom got cancer. (its gone now)
I don’t do drugs but I’m bulimic and I cut. I have nightmares that cause me to wake up crying.
My older sister beats on me. Yes it’s usually fun and games. But when she gets really ticked off she starts to threaten to kill me. When I was little I was scared so much that when she’d babysit me I’d phone my mom and bage her to come […]

okay i have posted stuff before, but i never told you anything about me…

my name is Kyra i am 14 I may have depression (haven’t gone to a doctor yet) I hate my life… I cut & do drugs. No I have not committed suicide… Cus there may be more to my life than I think, but you never know. I hope there is. I have lots of friends but not very many that know what I’m going thrugh… I can talk to them about stuff, but they all think I’m bull suiting them. I’m not. This all started last year I was in gr. […]

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So…today. I came home from school to be greeted by a rather pissed off mother and brother, i was then informed that a police officer had been round because of what i had told a ‘suicide’ helpline….And she was coming back to talk to me. i tried to stay calm but there was a little bit of me that was nervous….in the end it was fine and she was really nice….

Apart from my dad called up and started swearing at me, and he also brought my brother into it….Apparently he also had a go at my mum because she left the room whilst me and […]