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Rose petals and Broken mirrors.

November 7th, 2009by rose.

Everyone has a reason to be upset. They lost a loved one, They have a fatal sickness, They lost friends, Something. For me it’s different. I go to a great middle school where I have plenty of friends, nice teachers and my grades are up. I have parents that love me and provide a house and food for me. My brothers and sister care about me and always help me out. I have a boyfriend that I’ve been with for three months. Sounds pretty good, doesn’t it? Well for some reason it’s not. For some reason I’m constantly trapped in my room crying for hours, …

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Grey…

November 7th, 2009by SiLvEr_PoIsOn

Somewhere i am cold, somewhere i miss my dead mother who died less than a year ago, somewhere i want to tell my boyfriend i love him but i just don’t know how because people use the phrase ‘i love you’ all the time that it doesn’t have any meaning anymore. Somewhere i feel like i’m standing in the middle of a room crowded by people and there just pushing around and i keep stumbling and falling down but no one sees and no one stops to help me, they just keep going pushing shoving and ignoring me. I start to scream and no one …

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hopefully this one works

November 7th, 2009by Monwell

Well I thought things were looking up. ran an awesome district race for cross and everything but the next day my gf dumps me for a runner who is ranked in the nation. im trying to move on but that coupled with only getting a 3.4 gpa(yeah it seems so bad i know but when your used to a 5.0 it sucks.) i just dont want anything anymore. i told the people who ive writtten letters to how to get them off my laptop and i figured out how to make my suicide look like an accident. no on will ever know i actually committed …

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?

November 7th, 2009by whogivesafuck

After 20+ years of a bad marriage I have had all my dreams and hopes dashed to pieces. There really is nothing left, no hope, no possibility, no future. All sacrificed for nothing….

Right now everyone in my day to day life seems to exist to take, take, take…. There is no escape. From the moment I get out of the house to the moment I return is filled with people demanding I give them something. My future X is asking for everything… (quite literally). It turns out that what I was simply a method of financial …

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I cant take it.

November 7th, 2009by John Doe

I found this site while trying to find a way to kill myself and make it look like a accident. I tried before but i failed, just like i fail at everything. Followed by a week in a mental hospital.
I recently lost it all. All my friends, my home, and my happiness. After my sr. year in high school i was forced to move 700mi away from my home. I have no friends and am socially marginalized because i am from the north. I recently broke up with my girl friend from the past four years. She cheated on me, just like all the …

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I don’t know what to do

November 6th, 2009by magpie423

I’m an 18yr old student from England, 2 months into Uni life, and just feel like I’ve hit rock bottom. Reading everyone elses stories my story feels small and insignificant. I’ve fucked up several relationships recently, two being unrequited love, and other where she was way out of my league, she was interested and somehow i managed to fuck it up, and feel as though no one outside my family would really care if i died, and no one would really be affected if i went. part of me thought that the world would be a better place if i wasnt alive, being a burden …

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Never ending story, well, now it ends.

November 6th, 2009by miffy

My misery feels like a never ending story. Everything I do and say is wrong and everything that happens is my fault. At least that is what my closest family tells me, and I can’t do more than agree. I am so sick and tired of my life, and if I had had the guts, I would have ended it right now. Just swollowed some pills and slowly go into a forever-lasting sleep. I am ashamed of myself, ashamed of my thoughts but I seriously can’t take this shit anymore, my life is forever ruined and the only one I have to blame is myself. …

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Just a simple question.

November 6th, 2009by Ashleigh

Would taking some nurofen + panadol + 10ish herbal sleeping tablets + sea sickness tablets + some old doctor prescription tablets + a bit of vodka be enough to kill? Or just pass out? Like if i took alot of each pill. Just curious. Oh, and if i cut my wrists pretty deep? I dunno. Curiousish.

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PLEASE let me help

November 5th, 2009by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God. so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and yourself better, you need Him, and you need Him more than just an hour a week.

if you’d like to talk about Him or …

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to much pain

November 5th, 2009by zunkman

im 51 cant type for shit. im suffering from major deppresoin&social anxiety for many years now. ihate everything & everybody. many peaple love me, so it makes it hard to do it. im thinking about death & suicide all my waking hours. my meds. dont do shit, &imon alot of em. i recently had a major operation, liver transplant. iv been an alcoholic, drug abuser sinse 12 y.o. but iv been sober for ten years. sobriety sucks major ass. thats the time i had all my fun. well the funs over, now i have to deal with this fucking hell. if i had any balls …

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third time is the charm

November 5th, 2009by bloodypoemz

well here it is i have had a fairly decent life other than my mom running off with some guy she meet on myspace and leaveing me and 3 sisters to fen for our selves i just am sick of this world and all the bullshit that comes with it. i have attempted suicide 2 times already and have failed tried hanging my self didnt work tried sliting my wrists all that got me was 38 stitches so with hunting season coming up and me all alone in blind with a rifle that is my oppertunity so i leave you all with that good bye …

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bye forever

November 5th, 2009by canttakethepain

this world has fucked me over and over and over again, each week i just kept going closer, from 80 percent i am 100 percent, everyones says oh your going to hurt your family and friends if you only knew what i go threw what i seen, fuck this world, i never gave up but now i just dont care anymore, sorry mommy sorry, im just so sorry but this world is not meant for me, i cant take the pain, im killing myself on my bday just to show this world how much they all fucked me, i cant wait to be finally at …

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Not 100% Sure

November 5th, 2009by Person

I dont know what to do reading every ones stories, you all have such big problems and everything i mean sure ive been abused a bit by my dad and i get in trouble for disrespect alot but i just feel like suicide my lifes just bored me to this point. I dont have a tale of woe or anything i just want a quick fix cause i dont see the point going through life with nothing happening… Also i find half the comments on peoples stories to be generic christian computerised awnsers that have nothing to say to help you but love peace and …

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It’s Worthless

November 4th, 2009by LoversLoveLiarsLies

As the title says, it is worthless for me to keep trying, to keep myself alive. I urge myself for dying, for finishing all this.

My parents hate me , they just think I’m disgraceful, but that’s not really the point, I really have got over it from saying that they wish I was never born. My friends do know a bit about my life, but not enough. I’m tired of faking smiles to make people think I’m doing good. What’s the point of keep going? Even if I have support from others it won’t help at all. I self injure quite a lot, and …

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Help someone?

November 4th, 2009by jess4

well i just recently joined this website, and commented on a few storys. but as an idivdual, i really need help, i suffer from really bad depression, im in worried that if i keep going the way it is, i will committ suicide, and i cant do that to my family and friends, but at the end of the day it comes down to me. ive been seeing my school councillor, asking for help, i see him a couple times a week, but he doesnt seem to help me, im still feeling like i am, wanting to die, i self harm, i cut almost …

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Bad Things Happen To Good People

November 4th, 2009by loser

They say “what goes around comes around”. I say bullshit. I’ve tried so hard to be a good person all my life – I help people whenever I can, sacrifice even for those who have betrayed me, I’m nice to complete strangers… and all I get in return is bad karma. I have no friends, I am bullied, I’m stupid (no matter how hard I study, I get crap marks), I get beaten up. Perhaps what drove me over the edge is the fact that I got mugged and raped.

Enough is enough, I say. Nothing can change my mind… Goodbye …

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Dont care anymore

November 4th, 2009by vbenja

im a 21 female in college. i have been dealing with depression since i was 14. i recently have gone through some emotional battles. i have developed insomnia due to the amount of stress i have encumbered. i recently had a failed suicide attempt. i thought i was strong enought to deal with my emotions, since i have been in therapy and medications for some time. I guess not. I hate being in this dark world and the light feels like it is a thousand miles away. i just want to give up on everything so i dont have to deal with life anymore. i …

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Here to talk to you

November 4th, 2009by Dandalf

This is to anyone, anywhere, anytime – feel free to message me if you need to talk about anything – whether its help with your problems, if you want to confide in someone, or just a chat to keep your mind occupied – I’ll be here.

dan_372@hotmail.co.uk

Hope to be hearing from you soon 🙂

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I don’t know what to do anymore.

November 3rd, 2009by Zakulover101

I’ve been feeling so bad for a while now like  just awful… and this happens when school starts. I just get really deppresed and I get really bad grades because I don’t want to do my homwork becasue I just can’t I mentally and physically can’t. I hate it, because that’s not who I am. I want to go to school and get a good education without having all this fucking stress. I mean I do have deppresion, but my counsler says my deppresion isn’t big enough to take medication. I try to be happy and I just can’t. Like my mind has wiped Happy …

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13, depressed, and maybe bipolar. please help me/

November 3rd, 2009by jmnr

I’m thirteen years old. And i’m depressed. I know i am. I havent been tested or going to therapy, because i havent told anyone because i dont have anyone that would keep my secret a secret. lately, i’ve been contemplating whether im bipolar or not. I’ve never noticed it until recently. How can i tell?? I cut myself, drink when i cant take it anymore, and constantly try to get high-like feeling off of excedrine. I lost the one person that cared for me. And everytime i think of how he doesnt talk to me anymore, i get really depressed and quiet. I want to …

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