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i want to die my life is empty since a kid i have no purpose and no matter how many times i want to get better and try at the end after two years of therapy i still want to die
Once again feeling this pain. I’ve always felt it and I always thought it was strangely normal that everyone felt the same. I remember being as young as 6 alone in the backyard depressed. The sounds of windchimes remind me of how sad and lonely I always was. I just can’t seem to bear with it right now. Love has been lost again. Two years together and I was deep in a slump. Just started taking meds again but it was too late. Two weeks after starting pills and my gf has broken up with me. I wouldn’t say anymore that I’m feeling depressed, just […]
To whoever may find this or care,
I have taken my life of my own free will. I have no desire to go on. I will list exactly why as I go on through this letter.
Call me what you want. I am sound in what I have done. I hope that God, if God exists, that I may be forgiven for what I have done. I also hope that my friends and family may forgive me.
I cannot go on. I’m sorry. My body is failing me more and more every day. I’m always in pain. My back hurts beyond imagine. It aches sitting, laying, […]
I recently began using dowsing rods to find lost items. For those unfamiliar with dowsing rods, they are metal rods bent in an “L” shape with a free turning base that is held loosely in the hands. One asks them yes/no questions, and they respond by crossing for yes, uncrossing for no.
In any case, I began asking the about things relating to people, such as if a friend is at a certain location. I also began asking about future events, such as if something will happen in a certain way. So far, they have all been accurate.
A few days ago, I […]
I use to be afraid to die .
                            How foolish was I.
I was stupid & young i loved life ,and people I was loved…i think .
             Im not affraid to die just of how i will i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison,
right before i go to bed  it be peaceful no pain no crys but where would i go heaven or hell , wouldf i be a Angel or a demon.
                How I wish I was loved maybe I’d wanna live if I was herd and not inorged .
   They all i think im cheerful but if they really […]
Does anyone believe that we have to carry our pain with us when we go. There are plenty of psychics etc who say we just have to work it out in the next world and that it will be HARDER. Sounds so punishing. Or the other belief that the next life is what we believe it to be. My life is a whole lot of physical and mental pain that can’t seem to be resolved here. I don’t want any of this tunnel and bright light shit. I’m just too exhausted. I crave sleep and accounts of the next world sound so demanding. I also […]
Oh, hello everyone. How are you doing? I hope the answer is well.
I told you that I’d be checking in from time to time, so here I am.
I’ve been doing well, really happy and satisfied with life.
Rachel is still the most amazing human being on the face of this earth. She’s probably the best among the non-humans, too. I honestly can’t wait until the day we meet, it will be the happiest day of my life. That’s the truth. She’s done so much for me and I really don’t think she realizes it. It’s because of her that I started healing. It’s because of the […]
People of the internet, I know you don’t care about me. You don’t want to know some random teenager’s problems. It doesn’t matter to you how my life took a wrong turn. But no one else will even hear me, so you’re the last thing I have to turn to.Â
And I’m sorry for that.
Nobody in my life gets it. They act like they understand, but you know they don’t. My friend, who knows everything about this, called me a whiny, self centered brat because I told her I’m considering suicide again. I don’t think she knows that just adds to why. I feel insane, […]
 looking for someone to commit suicide with im in canada
so im turning 15 in october 16 days from now and well i was planing and getting excited for a party it was goona be the best birthday ever…………….. but since my mother got mad at me for not takening care of my clothes and lacking in of cleaning up after my self due to being tired after school and volleyball and not getting home till 8 it was a big fight of just my mom yelling which made me scared and specially what else she said. i waas affraid to come home i went to the counslers ryied and said the whole story. im still […]
It has been a miserable 40 years, I do not want to sound like I am whining, but it really has.
There has been the normal bad things in my life like everyone else death, teenage angst, job, fighting, family and friends etc that emphasizes the feelings of wanting to die, but even when happy, the thoughts of suicide are still there.
All my life I have tried everything to hold onto that little voice telling me that everything would get better. It has not.
Good days or bad I still have feelings of ending it all. I have read that everyone has feelings of suicide at […]
I am a 35 year old male, i have been married , had a career and had it all ripped from me, i rebuilt my life from nothing barr the clothes on my back, and the same has happened again, I am not stong enouge to rebuild my life again, i have come to the conclusion that i was never meant to be happy in a relationship, as they say the thing you want the most you never get i cannot carry this on.
SO i am looking for a person to go out with, i just saw on the news, something i was reading about […]
hi i am always thinking about suicide
actually my wife cheat me
she have relation with others so i want this please help to avoid this setuation
hey wht is that crap ,you accuse me of posting a video ,get ur facts right and dont slander my name
The situation on earth continues to be stressed. The level of the planet’s vibrations is rising. New energies are coming to earth. Due to these energies the majority of mankind feels that it is impossible and senseless to follow further those paths which people have been following for many thousands of years.
This is manifested as a feeling of dissatisfaction, heart sadness and expectation of something that may happen at any moment. The most sensitive people have lost interest in their usual activities. It seems to them that the things which were important and made up their life before are absolutely meaningless today. All your previous […]
The Change We Have Coming….where humans are soul scalped, eaten, and ruled by “Aliens” i.e. Satan’s Fallen Angels . . . if you prefer to think of it that way. Do not let these people use your natural spirituality to trick you into believing lies! Star seeds are not heightened spiritual humans. They are concentrating on the more spiritual souls here as we are their only enemy. Just look around you, doesn’t the rest of the population seem robot like? Angry? Ignorant? Isn’t this why you hate life? Aren’t you looking for answers or even a way out of this hell? The majority of the population […]
I am very open minded and I’ve enjoyed all the weird and wonderful posts that have been on here and I’ve learned so much. But when this star seed thing came up in a post by furytempest saying ‘I’m a starseed’, something just didn’t feel right. I’ll try to explain why that was;
When I read posts from other people such as Niki, Harmonia and a couple of others who I can’t remember the name of off the top of my head, even when they’re talking of spiritual stuff and other realms etc, I feel good about what they say, and I am assured it’s coming […]
I am not religious whatsover, but I found this article which I thought was interesting, not in any religious form, but in the argument against star seeds. Being that I am not religious, I tend to think of the bible etc as nonsense, but I also think of the star seed phenomenon as nonsense too. So maybe it’s all nonsense then? But if it is true in any way, I am way more inclined to NOT be on the side of these ‘star seeds’.
“Notice the fairy tale involved with the Lightworkers legend. “Not all Lightworkers are starseed”. What is a starseed? According to one website, […]
Last night my mother broke her ankle. It’s a complicated story to understand, and I still don’t get why this happened to me, but heres how it goes.
I had a couple friends over and we were just hanging out in my basement crackin’ jokes and havein’ a good time. A glass accedentally fell off a table and mashed on the ground. So we cleaned it up and threw it out. I go upstairs to get some paper towel to clean up the water and I find my mom sitting on the couch. She sees me and started to scream at me for making her break […]