For your poems.
We laugh to smile,
Cut to bleed,
Trust to regret,
And run to hide.
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Poetry & Art
Sell my soul, its just a hole
dark as night, black as coal
depressing, regressing
lack of a blessing
enter the shadow
its all I have now
I’m not sure if I love you,
Or our friendship.
I would rather spend eternity with you
Than my so-called boyfriend.
You’re everything I need.
We are the best that friends can get.
I cry at night because I don’t have you.
Please,
I need you.
Outside I smile,
Inside I die,
I can’t forgive,
I can’t forget,
The things you did,
The things you said,
Remember I said I loved you?
Remember the moments we had?
 I see the love you both had,
I see the pain I caused you,
I’m sorry for the things I said,
I’m sorry for the pain I gave,
As I sit here,
Locked inside my head,
I watch you…
And slowly…
Fade away…
My birthday is June 11.
And the only thing I want is to be left alone, with some music and a knife.
My one and only birthday wish.
I know my life is empty
And I hate to face this world alone
So I’m searching for an angel
Someone who can make me whole
I can not save you, I can’t even save myself
So just save yourself
I know that we’ve been damaged
Our souls have suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
Please don’t take pity on me
My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
And if I must be lonely, I think I’d rather be alone
I think I have come undone
You can not save me
IÂ can’t even save myself
I […]
I started sucking in my stomach at age 5.
Its natural now,
It feels weird if I don’t.
I haven’t stopped since.
Thank You
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Thank you for the words-
It gave the darkness light
I would read through them
Before I slept at night
Because when I read your words
My eyes would shine so bright
They would give me the courage
And the strength to fight
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Please Be Alive
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Please be alive
I’ll miss you so much
Your words of wisdom-
My heart it did touch
I don’t know your name
I may never will
But you are so special
And I hope you are here still
I know life is cruel
It can be so tiring
If I said everything was okay
I would be lying
But things will get better
I promise they will
I’ll be there for you
When you climb that hill
Please be aliveÂ
You are such a good friendÂ
But I can only hope
Right now you’re on the mend
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-vmy19-
(I know it’s not really good but I really do mean […]
I think I’m finally letting go!I’m sick of everyone & everything I need friend a true friend a best friend I found 1 I looked deeper within myself within you and everything you do actions&words I fear you i fear me I fear the rope hanging from that tree the tree of life the tree of death I am numb so I cut you are happy so you dance I bleed so I know I’m real you smile cause you have love I want to be programed to be happy loved excited I want your system I want your smile If i get up and […]
No matter how many times I try to run from suicide it finds me Depression appears every time your here I want something to love someone anyone it would be a different day for me for you for everyone who played a part and stole pieces of my heart it could be today that you won’t see me tomarrow
A beam of light
touched me today,
thru the night
from so far away.
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Straight and true,
so warm and bright,
the beam shone thru
making day from night.
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Thru my world
of dark and cold,
this light unfurled
a warmth untold.
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To guide my soul
and show the way,
to make me whole
and feel okay.
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Thanks for the cyberspace
i feel some emotions, but not so strong most of the time. every once in awhile i get these rushing emotions: anger, loneliness, confusion, frustration, and overbearing sadness. My way of letting these feelings out is finding a song to express all this shit yeah w/e blah blah heres the fuckin song.
hope whoever heres this is able to allow this song to penetrate the depths of their angst.
I sit here on my ps3 wondering what to do…
I have finals this week and I know for certain I will fail 4/6 of the finals. I left my backpack at my dads house and in the morning I go to school, yet I am awake at 12:21 AM. I don’t really care, I feel tired and bored but I don’t want to sleep. I keep thinking I want to suffer for all the mistakes I made, even though I purposely made them because I don’t take the right chances/choices. I’m going to choke out now, I hope I die from brain damage soon […]
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The Whisper
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Today is as dark and forboding as my mood,
segmented by each labored staccato breath,
elongated shadows caress the faceless hood
of the relentless messenger of death.
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Motionless, patiently standing there,
wispering “You’ve got no place to hide”.
Waiting, waiting for me to pay my fare,
for my journey to the other side.
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A Rainy Day
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The rain falls like molten drops of lead,
an endless oppressive silence in my head,
there is nothing anyone has said,
that eases my feeling of painful dread.
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A cold opaque grayness permeates […]
I wrote this again at another painful time, and I thought that maybe submitting and allowing you to read some of the poetry I have written would lower some of my walls and let you guys in and see through my eyes. Enjoy.
I don’t know where to start,
I feel as if I’m falling apart.
Reality is finally kicking in,
I just don’t know where to begin.
The weight of the world on my shoulders, making me cry for air,
Not like anyone would help me, no one would dare.
If only you could see the real me,
Buried underneath all this agony.
Hidden under all this ebony,
Therein lies a tragedy.
Wishing so desperately […]
A poem I wrote, maybe a little confusing but I wrote this at a more depressing time (in my eyes). Hope someone will like this.
My heart, always bleeding and always will be broken,
Waiting for it to be awoken.
Hidden deep within me,
Far beyond entry.
You will find a key,
One that will unlock me.
It is contained in a heart shaped box,
That is covered in dangerous locks.
Only the bravest will dare, if any at all,
Which leads to my great downfall.
My stupidity will surely be the end of me,
My dreams have been taken from me.
Hiding my heart shaped box,
Covered in dangerous locks.
Hidden deep below,
Where not even the bravest would dare […]
My blood slows down.
My pulse steadies.
Clearing my head of any painful thoughts.
Slipping into the best I can be.
Lifeless.
No more
Gone.
Existence is overwhelming,
Death,
Is too inviting.
Slipping into the best I can be.
Lifeless.
@BoD – you asked, so here it is…. don’t say I didn’t warn you… and everyone else!
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This is for biscut,
the one of Death,
who once said
this is my last breath.
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He thought it was time
to end it all,
it didn’t work out,
for the good of us all.
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I understand,
you still feel the same,
I’m just glad
you’re still in the Game.
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The feelings you have
and the emotions that are there,
let them out here
where […]