For your poems.
i come and go.
here and there.
i make mistakes.
i go home, and there it is.
the guilt, the pain, the shame.
i can’t please her.
make her happy.
everything i do, i just mess up.
and now we’re broken.
non existent.
we tried – i tried.
it just doesn’t work.
i can’t be who you want.
call me all the names you want.
tell me i’m crazy and stupid.
that i need to get myself together.
but it won’t change anything.
i don’t care if you say.
go head, kill yourself.
“i’m so depressed”.
you’re unworthy.
i don’t think you really love me.
cause it’s ok.
i’l be gone soon enough.
the responsibilities will be over.
no more fights.
no more tears.
no more lies.
no more us. […]