Does anyone know of anyone who has successfully commited suicide who used to be on this site. I know such information is hard to know for certain. But it is not impossible. One thread I read was started by a woman who stopped posting and the other posters were able to match details she mentioned with an article of a suicide. Has anyone had a similar experience? Or at least a suspicion?
It’s not my destiny, to be the one that you will lay with.
So many reasons why, I have to go but want to stay here.
Sometimes I want a taste, but then I don’t know what I’m saying.
You are the angel, and I am the one who is praying.
I don’t think I can take any of this much longer. Every day I hold out and tell myself this living hell can’t get any worse and only better and that things will be righted soon. But as every day passes I hate life more and more and I can’t stand it any longer. Everyone hates me and they still ask me whats wrong just so they can laugh at me about it behind my back when they think I’m not listening. I always tell them nothing’s wrong now but in reality everything’s wrong. I can’t do anything right, I can’t even succeed in killing […]
So, I posted last night about a bit of basics that’s been going on and, well, today it got worse. My mom came home from California today and when I saw her the first words out of her mouth were “you’ll never succeed, you’re not going to graduate.” Not “Hi son! Great to see you again!” I started to come out to her about my depression lately but had to stop early due to the fact she interrupted me and criticized me about thinking those things. Not to mention that built up on top of me talking to my ex today about what I’ve been […]
I am 45. I first wanted to die when I was 18. I had children so that I would be tethered to this world, and I will honor that commitment. I will not kill myself, but I fantasize about if. I slide into the noose. Could I do it hard enough to break my neck? Probably not, but in my fantasy I can.
For 15 years, I’ve been psychologically abused by my husband. It only become physical a few times, because I could control him. That was my fantasy, but I realized that I can’t control him, and he is harming my children with his […]
Wake up, streetcar, 4hr in office, meal, 4 more hrs in office, meal, sleep and mon tue wed thu fri sat. Â Â Question arises why?
killing own self is confessing life is too much for u or u don’t understand it or agreeing life not worth the trouble; living, naturally, is never easy.
Absence of any profound reason for living=daily agitation & uselessness of suffering, illusions, absurd feelings
These feelings are called suicidal thoughts.
Man do what he believes, what he has to do if he believes in absurdity of existence.
Is there any relationship between opinion about life and the act one commits to leave it?
NO, We get into the habit of living before […]
Because I could not have said it better myself…..
“Verse Chorus Verse”
Song by Kurt Cobain/Nirvana
Neither side is sacred
No one wants to win
Feeling so sedated
Think I’ll just give in
Taking medication
Till my stomach’s full
Neither side is sacred
Crawling in the hole
The grass is greener over here
You’re the fog that keeps it clear
Re-inventing what we knew
Taken time is all but true
You’re the reason I feel pain
Feels so good to feel again
Neither side is sacred
No one wants to win
Feeling so sedated
But I can’t give in
Taking medication
Till my stomach’s full
Feelin’ so sedated
When I’m in my […]
i miss nick. i think. i’m not entirely sure what i miss about him, but i think i miss him. there’s a hole in my soul that i can’t fill with anything. sometimes, when i think about being with someone and just being loved i feel a bit more whole, but then it goes away. i was distracted and filled it with cheering for the past few days, but now that i’ve made the team i guess i don’t feel so whole anymore. my score sucked anyway.
i need someone. i want to be in love again.
Are there any websites like this one?
I’m reading this book called “By The Time You Read This I’ll Be Dead”
It’s about this girl whos tried to kill herself multiple times, and she finds this website called Through The Light (Slightly like this one) and sets a final date and everything. Then she meets Santana, a 17 year old with cancer. She’s trying to shut everyone out of her life and he keeps pushing in and i don’t want either of them to die in this book sighs
yeah, you were huh? Weren’t you there for me when I came out of the ward? I spent 5 dollars calling you everyday at the hospital. When I came home I found out about you and her. What happened to all the things you told me? Oh I recall, ” Your a great friend Abigail, I love you”. Remember what you told my best friend? “I love her so much”. You talked me out of killing myself and now you won’t even talk to me. What ever happened? I love you more than anything but on top of all the shit I’ve gone through you […]
The depressing and suicidal thoughts are getting worse day by day. This time I didn’t even wait for my cuts to heal before I was tearing into my skin again. I’ve come to love the sting and burn of my cuts, and to a point it terrifies me. I know my one friend who I’ve been going through things with for the past few years attempted suicide again last night. Something in me feels like within her next couple of tries she will succeed…and I’ll follow right after. I don’t want to imagine a world without her. I can’t. I know it sounds pathetic and […]
TO THIS DAY.
When I was a kid
I used to think that pork chops and karate chops
Were the same thing
I thought they were both pork chops
And because my grandmother thought it was cute
And because they were my favourite
She let me keep doing it
Not really a big deal
One day
Before I realized fat kids are not designed to climb trees
I fell out of a tree
And bruised the right side of my body
I didn’t want to tell my grandmother about it
Because I was afraid I’d get in trouble
For playing somewhere that […]
Alright people! Time to let your imagination run wild! You are you now. You can choose the way you die. You have unlimited funds (bc why the hell not). Oh and for those underage, all age restrictions lifted! So drink and drive it up! Not together though! Lots of exclamation points because I want you excited!!!!!! Points to most original, most bizare, most silly….and ridicule for most boring. 🙂
Personally, I haven’t cried or expressed sadness(at least physically) in at least a year. It’d makes me look weak to those around me. I channel most of my emotions into anger. Unhealthy, I know. What emotions do y’all not show?
One day I know I will die because of suicide. It may not be today, or next year, or ten years from now, but I am certain that my life will end one day because I end it myself.
My parents are always ranting that ‘The gays are ruining our world, and the bisexuals are freaks that are to confused to do anything right, they have no clear grasps of reality because they can’t even stay in one gender. They all deserve to be locked away.’
They don’t know that I’m bisexual and I can’t even look them in the eyes anymore because I’m a dissapointmet to them, I’m just a freak.
Into The Wild is such an amazing movie. Anyone else ever see it?
I was really upset last night. I cut and my girlfriend doesn’t know. We told each other that we’d stop together (or try) and she hasn’t cut. I don’t want to disappoint her but I don’t want to give her any reason to not trust me either. I hate this :’c I just want to make her proud of me and proud that she’s with me. My friend Alex threw out all my blades a week ago but I got more from my uncles tool box in the garage. Alex doesn’t know that :c