“Ew, look girls, it’s the fat bird.â€
says Hattie. “Hahah, hey fatty,
why don’t you go and fly away
and take up space somewhere
else!†yells Carra. God I hate
the plastic Barbie bitches who constantly torture my life i think
to myself. I get up to leave, but
before i can Hattie and Carra
are in front of me. “You’re so
fat Jenna.†says Carra. “Yes,
your Royal ***** of Bitchland, I believe you’ve told me this
information before.†I say
calmly. She’s clearly pissed off
now. I try to walk past them but
Hattie stops me with her hand.
“Fat Bird where do […]
I want a hug
that never ends.
– and possibly hibernate when I’m feeling down.Â
The other day I attempted suicide. I tried to OD (overdose) and failed. And today I cut my legs badly.
I told my best friends about me attempting and now they are ignoring me.
I fuck up everything. :c
I suffer everyday so I can stay here for someone I love who doesn’t love me, and for my other best friend.
In the end, it probably doesn’t matter.
Hypnotizing, in case of insomnia.
It is complete now
Two ends of time are neatly tied
http://youtu.be/kO6qrtSTkew
A one-way street
She’s walking to the end of the line
And there she meets
Faces she keeps in her heart and mind
I told the priest
Don’t count on any second coming
God got his ass kicked
The first time he came down here slumming
I dont know what to even think about anymore I have gone through enough where I give great advice but for some reason I wont listen to it myself, I help everyone else but no one helps me out. I feel like I’m the only one. I don’t know how I can stand it sometimes. I have gone with out cutting for a little while now, and I always feel I am going to slip and do it again. The one person that has helped me the most screws me over every once in a while but I get over it because she actually listens […]
Fry: Yeah I’d like to place a collect call.
http://youtu.be/4-vRpQ0YyYo
S-n-D: You have selected “slow and horrible.”
Bender: Good choice!
They used to play these ads when I was a kid..
I bet all Hell would break loose if they ran Mr. Yuck ads again these days. Kids are just looking for ideas.
My philosophy in life is always want something, but dont ask for the impossible and definitely dont expect anything for free.
Life is a challenge there may be challenges around every corner but dont sit down n call it quits, find things u love and at least make an attempt to pursue them.
I sit and wonder. Wonder why I was put here. Put here to cry and suffer. Why would someone put lost.., lonely.., souls here.. to suffer? I don’t understand why I’m here.. Why I’m still dreaming of a good day.. It’s been almost a year now and suicide still seems to be my best friend.. It’s not as close anymore but it’s still there.. and at times.. it moves in and hugs me. Makes me happy. Isn’t that sad? Suicide thoughts make me happy.., when nothing else in this pointless world does. Sad. I’ll keep dreaming of a way to escape. Leave. Disappear. As I’m […]
Alright, so I’m not suicidal. I have cut, but they’re just scars now. This past year has been horrible. From family problems, to relationship problems. My boyfriend cheated on me, but we’re still together. He really is amazing. I wish I didn’t love him. We have been dating for 7 months, almost 8. The girl he cheated on me with doesn’t like me, but just because I told her to back off.. I had a reason to.. Right? Well, she hates that she’s the second option.. But she doesn’t know how it feels to know that there even is a second choice. I got taken away […]
I can’t handle this pain anymore, i just wanna leave it all behind. Maybe that makes me a coward, but i can live with that. i CANNOT keep going on feeling this way any longer. im ready for an end. im very young, i have lots of life ahead of me, but i just can’t take it anymore. Death is a beautiful gift.
I didn’t tell anyone that I was depressed. I didn’t know how. If you were a parent and your twelve year old daughter said she was depressed would you believe her? I wouldn’t, especially since I usually come across as the happiest of the children. When I finally worked up the courage to tell my mom, my timing couldn’t have been worse. It was the night before mothers day, and I let out all I had hidden. I opened up, I cried and confessed. I told her everything, right down to wishing the house would burn down with me along with it. I was so […]
I’m 14 . In 2009 , in 5th grade my Dad passed away. At the time he passed I was being bullied in school. Everyday was a living hell. I didn’t fear the people there, but I was just afraid of what new they had to say about me . When i came home and my mom told me my Dad died it was devastating, i thought of suicide and tried. No one new. I know that one thing that killed me inside was that no one was there for me when my dad passed , no one was there when i was being bullied […]
Suddenly I stop. But I know it’s too late.
I’m lost in a forest, all alone.
The girl was never there.
It’s always the same.
I’m running toward nothing,
again and again and again..
i don’t know why she gets into my thoughts and makes me cry.. yeah i remember i invited you to spread tears in my heart…
i don’t know do i really deserve this suffering..
Let me just begin by saying that i have contemplated suicide many times in my life time, mostly during my adolescence, but just recently also. I have been observing this page for a few days, and have been reading all of your posts.
I happened to stumble upon this article while searching near death experiences, and was amazed and humbled by the words so much that i began to cry. (not from sadness, but from the pure warmth of peace) I hope this brings you peace, and if not peace, a better understanding on why you are here now, and why we all MUST suffer sometimes… […]
Everyday it’s the same torture. I wake up not wanting to get out of bed. I leave my room to get on the scale seeing a number that makes me cry. I won’t eat but 100 cals a day. I weigh 99 pounds but my body looks like it’s 160 pounds. My parents worry. I clench my teeth trying not to cry all day. I ask myself why I let it get this far. I hate myself for who I am and the things I do. I start to believe I deserve all of this. I miss my boyfriend so much, he can’t be here […]
When people ask where you’ve been the last five months or whatever what do you say?
“Oh, I’ve been suicidal and a shut-in and being well enough to be out may not last.”
or “I’ve had issues” or
“Been busy” –I don’t like bending the truth.
Something that is relevant here and should be better understood.