hate nteractig withmost people just cant handle the awkwardness . no matter what i say to myaelf no mater how siber im not i cant shake these feelibgs. i a skipped.my ladt work day cause i was “sick” but really just hate my pt jib at wendys hate everyone there.mostly ecspecially the stupid manager who  is inimidating and puts me dowb not worth the money . plus i look vald in the hairnett i wear. i want to quit but i hate confrobtibg people. i hate gettig yelled at. i was so polite to them n all i get is shit. i cant even qiit […]
I’m the girl nobody knows until she commits suicide. Then suddenly everyone had a class with her.
Who Am I? Someone No One Loves. What Am I? A Girl Who Everyone Will Judge. What Did I Do? Honestly, I Don’t Have A Damn Clue. Why Me? I Am Never Complete. Suicide? Overwhelms My Mind. Thoughts Of Dying? Yeah, About A Million Times. Tried Suicide? I Overdosed One Time. Did It Help? No, I Didn’t Die. That’s A Shame. See, I Can’t Do Anything Right. Wish You Were Dead? Always Crossed My Mind. I Hold My Breath.. And I Die. No More Pain? That’s My Plan. Everything Okay? Yeah, Now That I’m Dead..
Sincerely, Me
Who am I? I was born November 22nd, 1997. My parents?.. Ha, no. I didn’t have any. They abandoned me in a apartment all the time so they could go buy drugs! Why? I don’t know. Both of them had been in and out of jail multiple times. One day, while they were off getting drugs, I was at the apartment and neighbors heard me crying. They called the police… The police knocked on the door. No answer. They kicked down the door. I was taken away. I remember being in a cop car starring out the windows while it moved. I had no idea […]
Hey.
I am Kriss. 15. From Ohio. I’m a girl, btw. There are SO MANY posts wondering if people know how they feel, if they’re really alone. But please, listen to me!
You are never alone! You may not believe this, you may not care, but you have ME, GOD, FAMILY MEMBERS (yes I am sure you have at least one. If not a family friend or something like that) and other TRUSTED ADULTS. You are not alone. I know how it feels to be alone- I am one of those kids that constantly feels alone. But really we are not alone.
If you were alone, would these […]
I officially wanna die. I mean it. I hate my life and I hate living. I wish I could get that loaded gun from my ex somehow.. I wish I could get my razors back from my other ex. I wish I could die. My life sucks. I posted my suicide story on youtube for those who want to see its (My Story- Suicide Morgan Davis)… I don’t even know if it’ll show up.. But if it does then watch if you feel like it.. I was almost in tears last night… And I can’t even cry I’ve cried so much. I’m ready to face […]
Why cant I be gone already? Why am I still here hoping for change when more terrible stuff happen? Why when i beg God to be dead the more bad stuff happen to me. I guess it just my bad luck. My life is to complicated right now but i keep holding on but then again there will be no change. But i won’t let go. No. Not now. Not when there are those few people that care so much. Not when i start feeling a bit of love. But then I can’t stop that thought. That thought that makes me hurt myself and i […]
School is such a waste of time. All people do is sit there and pretend to give a shit about me when in reality no one actually gives a fuck about me.
I feel so A lone. There’s no one here. Why?
seriously what is the point in living like this?i mean i try and live life but even when ime happy i still feel the negetive thoughts destroying my social life,i want to die asap and i have the courage to do so its just i cant leave my mother on her own it will break her if i die,but theres no way i want to live anymore would it be fair to leave family in a mess just to be at peace or isit worth living in hell just so your family dont loose you even tho your a faliure. i dont no […]
ok so my best friend is 13 and beautiful shes smaler bulit, blonde hair blue eyes and an amazing smile. she was happy most of the time and always was talking about twiight she was all about the cullens and she went to a normal middle school and had friends who cared and loved her, but she didnt see that, she saw her self so much differnt, i know this site is for kids who are thinking wrong and in a bad place, but if u keep that life up you wll be in the same stop that kaitie is in.. gone, dont get me […]
The few men i see along this journey are total strangers..i dont know any animated object apart from my enslaved shadow..i know that he is somehow tired of my bored outlook on life..but he is fated to be with me no matter what.
I honestly dont know what Im doing here…..sharing my story with strangers. But I guess I really have nowhere else to turn….I really dont even know dif anyone reads these things anymore.
Anyway, here goes nothing. I am 26 with 3children. My oldest was born handcapped and lives with her father. My boys have been in foster care since October 2011. Here in Canada, if a child is under the age of 6 and in foster carefor more then a year, they lookto putting them up for adoption. To know me is to know my children are my world and the only reason they were removed […]
I’m so worthless and ugly. I have no curves and a strait(ruler) body type. I’m lonely and I don’t know why I feel like this. I don’t want to. I don’t want to  be sad and feel sorry for myself.  I want to feel beautiful and I want to be happy. I do want to die. But I’m scared. Besides, I’m not even worthy enough to die. My reason for feeling like this is stupid. It’s not an actual reason. My life could be worse. I hate myself even more because I feel like this when I have no reason to… No one would miss […]
It’s hard to admit there is something wrong. It’s hard trying to put all my emotions into words. It’s frustrating that I don’t truly understand what’s wrong with me, therefore it is difficult for others to understand. I lost the respect for my mother when I was in seventh grade. Freshman year my father hit me and choked me and my mother just watched. I stopped talking to my family completely because I knew they didn’t wanna hear what I wanted to say. I am a junior in high school now and I had to switch schools this past year. Have you ever felt surrounded […]
I reallywanna punish myself …not any ordinary punish but so much painfully so please can anyone tell me a way of doing  it  I really need this and FYI I am 16years so please tell me some ways topunish myself please……….I will be waiting please tell me a ways to do it……
I hate myself more each second of my life… I cut aloooootttt.
I hate everything about me.. I am a big sinner.. I can’t live…everyone hates me …I know it because they have told me ….. Everyone thinks I am mistake to be born,.. I hate myself…. I have lied alloooot even to the people I care the most I hate myself….
8 months feeling this loneliness, I feel that the more it goes on the more my worthlessness shows. I have no one I can call a brother, not even my own. It doesn’t matter how many people I am around, I will always and forever feel alone. I start to see why, I’m worthless scum, needy for attention, at the same time I really just want a really close friend. Someone who we can be there for each other. Seems impossible at this point, I don’t see why I haven’t already just ended it. I’m stuck on the thin thread on staying and leaving this world, super-glued and hanging upside-down. I […]
Well, I’m not really sure how to do this.. But, here goes.
October 7th, 2010, exactly a week after my 14th birthday, I attempted to commit suicide. I shot myself in the head with a 22 Rugger handgun. I felt as if nobody cared, like something was wrong with me because I just could’t be happy no matter what I did. I didn’t want to feel this way but, I couldn’t control it. I felt like a burden on my family, I felt as if it’d be easier on them if I just disappeared. That day at school, all I could think about was, “What […]
I thought I had started getting over my depression, but now I just dont know. Im a senior in high school and I have no clue where I’m going for college, I keep screwing up everything I do and missing opportunities to become happy. Everyday I am looking back and regretting more and more. I feel as though there’s no right choices for me to make about my future and for the first time I am wondering if I should even try. I dont have a troubled childhood or anything like that in my past. Its like I’m just bad at life and I don’t […]