It has been four months since my attempt. I feel muzzled and constrained, i have no family except my husband and children, they are too young to understand and i do not ever intend for them to know. There is so much I want to talk about, things and people i expeirenced while in hospital for 20 days. But I have been forbidden to talk about it. My husband has had a long standing rule I am not supposed to say things to him longer than a paragraph. But on this I can not make any reference at all.Ever. He told his family who now […]
I am a girl with a problem omg parental killing me from drama parents and entire familey egnores me ever time they come over to house for visit just cause I am the youngest one in the familey rude or what. And the all adore my older sister just probably cause she can babysit and can pick up stuff for my mom and dad.
NUMBER
1.) I clean the house every day not my sis
2.) she always steals money from my mom and dad
3.) she complains all the time
4.) she is never nice to my parents
5.) she always hurts me
My dad is more proud of her than […]
Long story, so apologies, but I’m at the point where I’d rather rant to faceless people on the internet than admit to anybody around me that I worry. This year has been horrendous, and I just don’t know how to keep hope anymore. This time last year, my Great-Grandmother died. We were really close and she helped me grow up, so it was a huge loss. Unfortunately, I decided to bury my head in the sand and concentrate on my exams, ignoring the fact that she ever died and I still haven’t accepted it really to this day. Although my school-work is of a good […]
He hit me. Just once he hit me. I cant forget it and I cant stop myself from flinching everytime a man/boy gets near me to fast. My life has been hell for the last 3 days and I feel so scared all of the time. I’m scared to leave my bed, I’m scared to argue with him, scared that if he gets angry I am going to get hurt…
should I report him?
*I once tried to cut myself out of my life ,, so..
yeah…. IÂ went there- & tried that..
December 11th, 2009,,,
2 weeks be4 Christmas..
yuck.. an awful mess
I made of all..
but?
I’m posting this 3 years after-the-fact..
There’s much to learn about Love..
& there’s much to love about life!
..it’s profound *& beautiful..
I know you’ll see Clearly..
*just stick around!
Posting for you all
Please share this.
Enjoy..
Peace!
~v~
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Past three years of my life was a constant struggle with self-hate and  eating disorder. I can see no future  at this point and I want to end this pain but I don’t really want to kill myself. I still have some hope left, but I can’t take it anymore. I was crying today for like an hour and I was almost screaming and my parents didn’t notice. I have scars on my hands, even on my face and no one sees it. I hate it. I’m done here. I want someone to help me. I’m all alone with my problems, I am all alone […]
Ive never posted on a blog before but here it goes, im 17 going on 18 in january, ive never had  a boyfriend or had someone love me, ive never been kissed and its getting to the point deep down i never will, ive been suicidal for the past 3-4 months recently but the past year all together. Ive got high anxiety as well as being heavly depressed.Every day for me is a struggle to find a reason to keep waking up in the morning, ive attempted twice. Im a tom boy i love video games, sports, cars, im into pretty much every type of […]
You know when you’re tired of being who you are? Of being an idiot? I just wish I could care less and do whatever I wanted to, even if it hurt people’s feelings. After all, they don’t seem to care about mine.
It’s almost a year now after my graduation. I really don’t know what to say, but a short sentence just pops up in my head: I’m getting tired of my life.
Lately, I’ve only been staying at home and doing absolutely nothing useful. It’s been the same routine everyday. It goes on and on and on, and nothing is done. I know I need to start moving and find a suitable job, I am, after all, and adult now. I mean, I guess it’s that I’m just having a hard time adjusting to a different environment that maybe, just maybe, it scares me what I might […]
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Fuck, my life is one big joke
IM GOING TO HAVE THIS WHOLE DAMN Â WORLD ONÂ A PLATE!
I really have no choice but to end my miserable life.
I have too much debts that I can’t settle.
though I can’t bear the thought of leaving my beautiful daughter but my existence will only harm her in the future.
“What would it take for things to be quiet, quiet like the snow? I know this isn’t much, but I know I could…I could be better!”
im not ok, and im not happy. things have ratteled me.
hello.
i’m 17, suicidal, and very confused.
I’ve wanted to die for a long time. for many reasons. but the things stopping me have always been the friends who i owe the little sanity i have now, and the hope that i might actually be able to enjoy life at some, more independent point.
Personally i dont understand what family is supposed to be. i don’t understand the love some people have for their families. is that strange? i just. i don’t feel it. my younger brother is the only one that i feel protective of.
however i love my friends with everything i have. they are amazing and nothing will […]
I’m a male, 23, and I’ve had sex, but just with one girl a few times. She was my g/f for a while. Then I broke up with her. It’s this depression I’ve had since I was young. Anyways, I just recently broke up with her and I regret it. It was due to my depression I know it. And dealing with my depression I feel like I’m all alone because everyone I talk to is always doing something sexual with someone else. I hear about it all the time. Someone’s always texting someone or hooking up with someone. And I’m not. I just […]
Fucking anxiety. For fucks sake.
I just had an awful dream. Where one of my biggest fears actually happened. Thats not a first, no. This time it was in my house though. I cant remember if some parts actually happened before, because thats what it feels like, or if its all made up.
I have to pee but its still dark. I woke up about an hour ago. Around 6:10 am. Ive been waiting for it to turn light. I cant sleep anymore because then Ill return to the dream. I actually just got myself to move so I finally got on my laptop. Havent gotten myself […]
These yearnings and desires will not be slaked. They grow more and more as time drags on. Is it even obtainable?
i wish i had never told anyone about anything. Really, there’s not much to tell. God, what was i trying to do, help myself? Now i’ve got my damn nice parents caring about me -.- I should be grateful for this, a lot of people would love caring parents they can talk to, but they’re going to help me. I really don’t want this and sure don’t deserve it. Just if i kept my little snappy mouth shut i wouldn’t be this stressed. Man, you would think that help would help, but a hell not it doesn’t. I might as well kill myself in a […]