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why bother

August 21st, 2010by loser37

I’m 37 and just finally got out of living in my car for 6 months, I’m still financially screwed up I’m working at a whopping $9.00 an hour doing the worst job, security yes it’s lower than janitor in the worst sex shop in the world, the only reason is my now 5 year old son why I haven’t taken my .380 and fired it in to my head, I’ve been separated from my ex wife for over a year, I once went to school 5 years ago for my l.v.n. And failed the test twice so far, and never had the money or still …

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“go away..” its gone!

August 21st, 2010by amethyst97

PLEASE READ THIS!!! Last night i was told to “go away, stay out of my relationship and ur creeping me and my gf out”. Well for 1 his “gf” is my friend and he sucks at lieng, 2 im not in his relationship stuff in fact i dont give a shit about it. And so i said “fine good byeee forever”.Today i saw him at the ice rink, and i thought, “why am i afraid of him, hes not nice, doesn’t have a heart and doesn’t care. So why do i? That second i stood up straighter started acting more me deleted his numbers and …

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The human is dying

August 20th, 2010by thomas

This society is designed to kill off humans, it’s written in history. The media and our ‘leaders’ have messed with us to the extent that we ‘go mad’ or suffer immeasurable pain – we believe that pain to be ‘our circumstances’ such as failed marriages, no love-life, lack of money, or a terminal illness – it’s all designed to kill us off. It’s the reason why what’s left of humanity is going mad, really struggling or suicidal. I really do believe that there are massive changes happening in our world, it’s all around us and we also ‘feel’ it. But even most of our own …

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My Story.

August 20th, 2010by laaauren

I’ve had alot of family problems, financial problems, and boy problems. I’ve tried to kill myself twice. Both failed attempts obviously. The first one, because the guy, who i still love today, left me. I felt hurt, angry, upset, and pretty devastated. The second, well i guess i just had enough. But, the question is,why do we hold the ones who hurt us the most closest? I’ve thought i had some really good friends, But you know what? It turns out, they were nothing but backstabbing , using, sluts. I give out alot of advice, but then, why do we never take advice from ourselves? My friend wanted …

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PEZ_GAY

August 20th, 2010by budisgreat

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August 20th, 2010by DarkDaze

I was browsing the web on reasons why I’m tired and depressed all the time and this poped up…I couldn’t help but to read every post cuz this is all similair to what I been going thru my whole life…I’m 26f I have 3 kids and I’m so depressed..I’ve tried pills therapy everthing..I’ve even admitted myself to mental ward…nothing has helped me..I never smile and when I do its fake..I feel empty and I’m affaid all this will effect my kids..my eight year old is already showing signs of…well a little me! I don’t want hime to be sad,emty and lonely like me. I started …

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Talk

August 20th, 2010by LeaveItAllBehind

Hello. If you feel the need to talk to someone. Please, go here. Here we have a chat and you can talk to us, or email. However you feel most comfortable with.

http://leaveitallbehind.weebly.com/

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What makes people kill themselves

August 20th, 2010by Ineedhelpplease

I always wondering what makes people to kill themselves? What are the signs… cuz I think I have those signs I’m kinda scared. Is it normal to be obsessed with death?

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Life is shit

August 20th, 2010by andy_c

All the ones who are not registered with a mental ‘illness’ of some kind, or are not suicidal, must be either a whole new race of new robotic human, or they are completely deluded about this world. It’s shit and life is shit, on ALL counts.

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God…

August 20th, 2010by brad90210

I am so sorry that I will suicide. Maybe this was meant to be. Maybe it is what my final act will be… You know what happened to me. You know more than anyone ever will. The only things I would want in this life is love, friendship, and emotional stability. Being in the psych ward was good for me because I was finally around people. And when I am in heaven, I will be around people again.

I’m asking for your help, and the help of angels… Please bring me the things I need in life to live. Otherwise we will be seeing each other …

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rambling

August 20th, 2010by lost_soul

how can they love if they never felt loved?

when all they do it take, why do I willingly give?

why do I run and hide when I need to protect myself?

why is the only happiness I ever felt the reason for my suicide?

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Helium Method Validity

August 20th, 2010by schmim64

I’ve read the book called the final exit among others that talk about the exit bag with helium method.  The claim is that the bag will keep the oxygen gone and the helium tricks our brain into thinking we’re still getting oxygen so we don’t hyperventilate or what have you.  Also it is said that the helium is supposed to be odorless.  I came across this post on another site today:

I recently tried to exit using the helium method. I couldn’t stand it and  yanked the bag off.  The gas was NOT ‘innocuous and odorless’ as the Humphrys/Final Exit crowd had led me to believe. 

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right before your eyes

August 20th, 2010by ToForgiveIsToSuffer

well.. she won. she got the best of me. I’m stubborn and tougher than any other… the ***** won.

Forgive me for being upset.. But she claims to see me as her only future. In my darkest time (now) she’s too busy with her friends.. She’s so two faced.. i’ve never known anyone to be so incredibly ruthless..

I can’t take her shit anymore.. meanwhile everything else in my life has fallen apart. How can a person intentionally create a sense of worth while planning to destroy it at the same time?

It’s beyond words to me. I’ve hit my darkest hour and i have no one to …

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To everybody here: the ‘banding idea’ and other interesting findings!

August 20th, 2010by niki

Dear everybody,
I am so sorry that I was late, and didn’t make any post/comment as I’ve promised last night..
Something urgent suddenly come up in real life, and I have to do it first…although not like I have much energy in doing it..because my mind is so totally fixated into this website,..and especially the VERY RECENT posts that imo were just so mind-boggling with constant ‘new findings’ and the interconnected-ness with everybody here on one another! and frankly to be honest,..at this current point now, I don’t seem to get interested in ANY other things in my real life, than knowing all these ‘theories and findings” …

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Indigo children (everybody please read)

August 20th, 2010by niki

This is so frustrating!
I’ve posted a long reply to the most recent thread-post by DMass here http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/my-feelings-are-starting-to-scare-me/
and somehow this ‘awaiting moderation‘ thing suddenly showed up again, and hence my post is still pending! (what is this ‘awaiting moderation’ thing anyway??..and I’ve also noticed that some of you said your posts are mysteriously gone??.. wow…this is really bad!..is there any way the Mods or Admin of this website to know or fix it?..)

I actually am composing a thread about putting the ‘banding together’ idea into real thing. and also to put together ALL excellent ideas & ‘alternative theories’ here.

But then I figure that due to its …

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My feelings are starting to scare me . .

August 19th, 2010by DMass

I chanced upon this site a few weeks ago but never joined it. I have to say, this site is fantastic, in the way that there is such a wide scope of audience on here and so many topics that are brought up from people actually describing in detail why they feel so shit, and I have been transfixed on what that has coughed up. I know its not everyones style to describe feelings in details, I do think that it can be a very good thing. 

I have just felt shit for years, since I was an adult really and I discovered that life is …

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Helium Method Minus a Hood

August 19th, 2010by nicke

I’m so glad I found this website. It’s comforting to know there are others out there who can relate to a similar, never-ending pain, and who understand the reasoning behind suicide as a means of a solution.

I’ve done a lot of research on the helium method, and have decided this will most likelybe my method of “exiting”. I’ve already purchased a helium tank; however, instead of using a plastic bag, or hood, to cover my head, I was wondering if simply releasing the helium in an air-tight/non-ventilated space, such as the trunk of a car, would work just as well. It’s essentially the same technique of using helium to die …

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failure and banding

August 19th, 2010by jimbodk123

I tried to kill myself by taking sleeping pills on a hill where i would roll into a creek with an exit baag on my head i awoke on my back 30 feet from where i passed out to see the bag was caught on a stick no one is yet to respond to my banding together comment after many people said was good idea

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To an unknown author who was on here today

August 19th, 2010by danielsmith

Hi,  I saw something on here earlier but I did not get the authors name, I’m sorry. I am now trying to find that post but now I can’t find it, I don’t know what section I stumbled upon. The post was long but there was a reference to something that I wanted to respond to about alien life. I wanted to say to the author that even if you may be skeptical as to what to believe [I noticed you said that you just want to remain ‘open minded to possibilities’] So I would just like to draw your attention to one other thing, …

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Where did my post go?

August 19th, 2010by tommyD

I just posted, published it, saw it and then saw someone commented on it then it vanished??? Why???

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