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In his later years, Winston Churchill was asked to give the commencement address at Oxford University. Following his introduction, he rose, went to the podium, and said, “Never, never, never give up.†Then he took his seat.
This was too funny not to share. Advice from the last man standing in Europe against Hitler in WW2. What a remarkable man!
I’m not here to preach, I’m not here to tell you everything is going to be the same as it was, I’m not here to persuade you against the decisions you have already made, but maybe just maybe I can make you feel better about things. Even if it is only temporary.
Suicidal thoughts and tendencies are not considered normal in the mental health world, but there’s 7 billion people on this planet and over half will at some point feel the way you do now. I know your eyes are starting to roll into your head and that urge to tell yourself ‘yeah this guy […]
So my friend is here. Thank god for that. She really helps me, just by being here and caring. I am so scared of tomorrow because I find out the edict of what my doctor is going to decide. I really don’t want to be locked up again, but you know that by now. I’ve decided to do whatever she says, though, even give her my writings, just as long as i get my say first. My mom is on to me. She found the broken glass. I am so sensitive. Everything makes me want to cut. Everything. My mom is so worried. I don’t […]
I’m the good girl in my family. The smiling one. The girl who’s always offering to help out around the house. The girl my parents have never really had to worry about. I only ever argue with my sister, and I get on really well with almost my whole family. I’m the bright, spirited one. I have an opinion on everything, but I accept everyone. I’m the kind and loving girl and my parents constantly tell me how much I mean to them.
But that’s changed so suddenly.
In just a matter of days, I’ve fallen apart.
The thoughts have been there for years, but only now are […]
And I’ve lost, I took a gamble and tried getting my campus involved for the first time in the university elections. However personally I have won! I’ve spoke to 1000’s of people, taking the time to explain what a students union is and connected with people that have been unrepresented, neglected and forgotten for too long. The guy that won was a unknown, I am so glad that someone new to the Union won it!
Today as I write this I am going fail my dissertation, 40 credits wasted, and without a miracle 4 years of university wasted. Its not all been bad, at least I’ve […]
When you find yourself hanging on a thread, Grab hold of the rope I’m throwing you and hold on with everything you have…
The stipulations you live under sound like prison, it must really suck to have so many things controling what you have to do and when you can do it… You know its funny when you take a good look around and see who is really in control, all… the reasons why and the excuses show your true power so look at it good and study it till you figure it out… Im just going to tell it like it is, forget trying to […]
In the vision there is wisdom, In the wisdom there is great power, the power is gained through flexibility and sacrifice cant you see??? Now go to the next time in the future, When in the past it was a problem and notice whats different now:)
” your thoughts become your words. your words become your behavior. your behavior becomes your habits. your habits become your values. your values become your destiny.â€
My mum is cheating on my dad with someone else. And I think I know who that person is. My best friend’s dad. I found out, and I can’t tell anyone. Because if I did, everyone’s world would change. Everyone around me will be affected severely.
I’ve been living this awful secret for almost 8 years. I knew this since I was really young. My mum left her phone at home (which she NEVER lets us use). I was young, and I went through her messages and found things I shouldn’t be finding or knowing. Sappy, disgusting messages. I read each one with tears in my […]
Getting fucking sick of all these people; Lets give them an answer
“I don’t understand why you would want to cut yourself”
’cause it fucking feels good and i love the sight of my own blood
“You’ll regret those scars”
No i fucking won’t. I want more. I think they are beautiful!
“You are only doing this for attention”
I hate this one the most. If you honestly think i’m doing it for attention, why did you find out TWO years after i started and that was only after i TOLD you ’cause i had a cut that was really infected because it was huge.
Fuck wit. […]
Well i just want to vent my anger at you right now
FUCK YOU, HOW ABOUT THAT?
You make me look like a fucking fool two nights in a row. Sitting by my phone all day, refreshing Facebook and calling you. Now your phone is off and i haven’t heard from you all day.
WELL HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY.
But the real pathetic thing is that…. When you finally talk to me next, be it over text or in person i won’t be mad at you. Because you are all i have.
Why are you fucking perfect in EVERY way except this one. You always stand me up and we […]
I don’t really have much to say. I am just so sick and tired of everything ._.
I feel like I have no friends, they all ditched me the other day and I was just left somewhere alone with nothing to do and no way home. It was nice.
I have 2 best friends, and they’re both currently in different time zones. One is in Spain, 9 hour time difference. And the other is is New York, 3 hour time difference. They are never awake at the same time as me and it’s just hard to have someone to talk to, when they’re always too […]
I hate myself right now. My head is a terrible place to be. I can’t fix it. It will never change. I know that it will never change. I just need to die right now and all of this shit will be over with. I’m already drunk, all I need to do is start driving my car and it will be done.
I hate that I love him. I hate myself for believing in him the first time and every time after that. I hate that I still try so hard to be a part of his life. I hate that I have to try.
You know what? Its spring motha-fukin break, and I might as well enjoy it cause its gonna be my last. I wanna leave those around me with atleast one good memory. i owe them that much. in somewhere around thirty days, ill be dead. Hopefully. So self loathing is gonna take a back seat while i put a smile on my damn face and act like im normal. Normal…why cant i be normal?? Why? Why? WHY? to many fucking questions and absolutely no answers.
Goodnight/Morning and the best to you all
how long have I
been in this storm
so overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
water’s getting harder to tread
with these waves crashing over my head
if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I’d see you
the storminess will turn to light
I want this to end!!!! I cant stop thinking about cutting.I just dont know how people stop. They’re brave. If only…
Hello, I’ve been gone a while.
but I’m back.
I’ve set a date. I’m going to go April 10th.
Yes, It’s a while away, but I still need to plan. Get everything together, have enough time to say goodbye and such.
I’m going to go by pills.
I’ve decided.
I’m tired of always being in pain, physically or emotionally, I’m very tired of it. And yes, I’ve tried therapy, I’ve tried anti-depressants, I’ve tried to have someone to depend on, but nothing’s working. I believe this is my destiny.
And I’m going to fulfill my destiny.
I know this is permanent, I’m aware.
And I feel empty. I feel okay […]
Lots of people on here say there is no God, im not trying to preach or anything seeing as i only go to church for funerals and weddings. But i do believe that there has to be something, do greater reason why we r on this earth other than just becoming furtilizer…im just voicing my personal beliefs if u disagree then no biggie, im not trying to preach my beliefs or belittle anyone elses…
I feel like crap cause of a person I had related to wants nothinq to do with me:/Anyone wanna wasste their time and talk to a looser?